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I'm sure you all have been over this before and I'm sorry if I'm bothering you. I'm a guy and I've always found women to be beautiful and attractive and I've always wanted to be with them romantically but never sexually. However I've never found men attractive and have never wanted to be with them romantically but I fantasize about gay sex, specifically performing oral and receiving anal. I've also daydreamed a lot about wearing dresses. My diaper fetish gets me aroused on occasion but it never involves sex of any kind. I just like wearing them and sometimes fantasize about diaper punishment. The more babyish a diaper the better. Lastly I have this issue where I don't really want to have a penis. I identify as a man but I have no desire to use my penis at all, for penetration or for being touched or for oral or anything. In fact I get really annoyed when I have an erection. If I could magically turn it into a vagina I would. I ask all this because I'm worried if I don't figure myself out soon it will be too late. I've been trying to hype myself up to go on a gay date but I'm worried I just won't be able to get over the fact that I don't find men attractive romantically. Any thoughts or advice?

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I know a bit of what you're feeling. For a long time as a teenager, and then as a young adult, I'd fantasize about men and women sexually in equal parts. Of course, I only ever felt romantic toward women. And I've also had that feeling about not feeling comfortable about my own genitals. Or wondering what having girls' parts would be like.

I don't think it's ever "too late" to discover more about yourself. If you don't find men interesting as romantic partners, so what? Try a date, and if it doesn't work, then it doesn't work. If you find you enjoy sleeping with another man, that's ok, too. I tried it myself last year, and it was a nice experience, but I don't need to repeat it.

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I read into this that you are confused about being transgender. A lot of this is how I felt for41.5 years. I fantasized of being a female I went as far as having sexual relationships with4 woman.while having sex with them I fantasized that I was a woman having sex with a woman. No the hatred of the penis is a 42 year problems I've hated erections since I started to have them in my early teens I'd have several a day till I got my hrt it took a year to get it Friday will be 30 weeks hrt and 32 weeks testosterone blocker. I'd recommend going to planned parent hood if you are in the US or a program simular if in another country. And ask how to start hrt. I'd. Post a little better post and title about being confuse about sexuality. And talk to people who post it helped me here1 year and 9 months ago. You can read a few of my posts back in January or February almost 2 years ago. People will help. The best advice I got was to let go of my male self and become female and come out of hiding wish you the best of luck

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You might want to look into the split attraction model. Some people find that they have completely different orientations for romantic feelings as opposed to sexual feelings. For example, you could be heteroromantic homosexual.

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look up your local LGBT organization and explain to them everything you are expressing on this site they are very wonderful helpful and highly educated on the subject

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My recommendation, honestly, is don't try to define yourself by the limited expectations of others. So many of us want to fit the molds presented to us by society, and for them to define us, when it's you who should define that which is innately the most personal, your very self.

I was quite conflicted before coming to the realization, that though I don't feel like a man, I don't really feel like a woman either, and it doesn't really matter. I've also been romantically attracted to men, yet am physically more attracted to women, though due to PTSD, I don't date either any more.

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I understand we're your coming from... I'm in exactly the same boat as i am.

When you fantasize about sex with men, are you a man or a women????

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17 hours ago, ppdude said:

 

I have a penis but can only get around imagining myself as a women with a man.......

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14 hours ago, ppdude said:

 

I'm not pushing anything. Nor am I gay. I have a man's body, but can only get turned on by.tapping  into my  true female gender......

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