Dominant ABDL mind control disability induction fetish? Am I alone?

[Elbs]

OK, so I've gravitated to the ABDL community because it's the closest I can find and was my first introduction to my fetish, but I'm 95% sure I'm not an ABDL. No idea what I actually am.

First, I'm a cisgender woman. I've been out as asexual for almost 10 years now. I'm 27, almost 28, and I literally never felt sexual arousal or attraction of any kind until around 6 months ago. However, the same stuff has fascinated me for a long time - my parents tell a story about me weirding out my daycare provider around 4-ish, the day after seeing Disney's