Lonely, sad, aimless...............

[Sephy]

I feel like such trash. I do a job, where I only want to gut everyone who comes in. I can't afford to live on my own. I can't find a better job. I'm alone in the world. I have family, but they don't understand me once so ever. I seem to be incapable of having a relationship due to my overall looks. The times I've tied, I just had my heart broken. Part of me just wishes I get shot and I don't have to deal with anything anymore.

[Demon_God]

"can't afford to live on my own"

Speaking from experience... that's actually a good thing.

The biggest mistakes I've made in life were largely caused by me being in situations where I was living with others and then, usually due to getting some new job or something, I made the incredibly BAD decision to immediately move out on my own!

Which, when younger, seemed like a really good idea.