Growing too fast (private for SSJTyler and Valeria)

[valeria]

I fussed a bit as she gets me cleaned up as i wouldn't keep still at times as i rubbed my eyes.

[SSJTyler]

oh did I get soap in your eyes baby? *gets a empty jug and fills it with fresh water* ok baby close your eyes * as you do she pours the water on your face *

[valeria]

* i cough as i accidently swallowed water as i try to get out of the tub before your even done rising me off*

[SSJTyler]

no no baby. * she keeps you in the tub * its ok its almost over * she keeps refilling the jug and cleans off all the soap *

[valeria]

I start crying as i struggle to understand what was

[SSJTyler]

* after your clean mommy takes you out and starts to dry you off in a big soft fluffy towel* there we go baby all done. feel better?

[valeria]

I rub my eyes as i yawn a bit looking around as she takes me to get me dressed in some pjs and a new diaper.

[SSJTyler]

* mommy lays you on the changing table and gets an extra thick nighttime diaper, she lifts your bottom and places the unfolded diaper under your bottom and lowers you onto it and powders your front ands bottom then tapes it up, she gets a Hello Kitty sleeper and puts that on you and clips a pacifier to your sleep. she then picks you up and carries you to the living room and sits with you in her arms in the rocking chair *

[valeria]

I fussed not wanting to be held as i try getting off her lap but wasn't strong enough as she keeps hold of me as i didn't want to go to sleep.

[SSJTyler]

mmmm? what's wrong baby? don't want to cuddle with mommy? can you tell mommy what's wrong?

[valeria]

I wouldn't talk as i try to get off her lap as i wished i could be big again as i wanted to do things on my own.

[SSJTyler]

* mommy sets you down * what is it baby? can't speak?

[valeria]

"me want be big girl again" was all that i could say as i sounded more like a toddler now.

[SSJTyler]

awww so cute. why do you want big girl sweetie? you get to have so much fun! what is it that you think you can't do sweetie?

[valeria]

"me want be big girl now" i pouted as i wanted to do things on my own and not be in a diaper.

[SSJTyler]

but you are a big girl sweetie see? * points to you * you can walk all by yourself see. mommy isn't holding your hand anymore.

[valeria]

"me want be bigger" i try to explain but it was hard to as i stood there as you come in to the living to see what mommy and i are up to.

[SSJTyler]

you want to be bigger? ok sweetie * I pick you up and put you on my shoulders, since you got shorter you don't hit your head on the ceiling * there you go sweetie look how big you are! * daddy is treating you just like a big kid you think. maybe you are a big girl! you feel so confused though *

[valeria]

"no! down me still small me wanna be big like you"

[SSJTyler]

big how then sweetie? * sets you down * if you can't tell daddy then show daddy what you mean.

[valeria]

"i wanna be tall no

[SSJTyler]

* giggles* awww sweetie your soo cute! yes you are yes you are! * I follow you trying to see what your going to do *

[valeria]

Mom follows as you both couldn't get over how cute i was looking as i try to get up the stairs on my own hoping there was something to make me big again.

[SSJTyler]

what are you looking for baby? mmm * smiles watching you waddle upstairs * do you need a change already?

[valeria]

"no diaper clean me want to be big girl" i kept going up the stairs as i try to figure out what could help me grow in size.