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Over the last two weeks I've slowly noticed that I've slipped from diaper training into diaper dependency. As I reported before, I was only a DL for number 1 for many years, but a little more than 5 years ago I asked myself whether I could do something to get more diaper dependent. This now seems to me to have been absolutely successful. However, I never had the urge to become a bedwetter or completely incontinent. I decided to achieve an OAB. The problem with this in recent years was that I wore a diaper during the day and used it when I felt the slightest urge. But then the evening got in the way. I was tired from work and regularly fell asleep while watching TV! During this time and also at night, my bladder took over its task again and stored a lot of urine. That's why I hadn't made much progress until a year ago. Since a lot has changed for me in the meantime, I no longer fall asleep in front of the TV in the evenings, and I usually go to the toilet 4-6 times when I'm well hydrated, because I don't need to wear diaper at home. And at night? I used to sleep for 4-5 hours, then wake up with a painful bladder and have to urinate a lot, in the past. Sleep again and then it was morning. For months now I've been waking up about 2.5 - 3 hours after falling asleep and have to let out a much smaller amount, so the urge to pee starts much earlier for me, then I sleep for another 3 - 3.5 hours and have to again. Until last week, I always wore a diaper during the day and also wore it at home to continue training. But I have now completely changed this little by little. Little by little I no longer wear a diaper at home, because the training is now over, I can and have to go to the toilet as often as I feel the urge to pee. As soon as I leave the house, it is unthinkable for me to go without a diaper because I usually have the need to pee after 20-30 minutes, when I am well hydrated, and then at the same intervals after that. The stress of constantly having to go to the toilet when shopping in the city, which in Germany usually costs between 50 cents and 1 euro - the diaper is actually cheaper. As I said, I have to go to the toilet between 4-8 times in 3 hours during the day, which again depends on sweating and hydration. I'm also absolutely dependent on diapers when I go somewhere where I'm around a lot of people. Of course, that doesn't even mean that I necessarily need a diaper when I go for a walk in the forest, I can always relieve myself behind a tree. So I have now fully identified myself as a person with an irritable bladder. I can do without diapers, but then I often have to find the opportunity to relieve myself without being seen. What was important to me along the way, however, was that although I trained and hadn't made any progress for a long time, I never put myself under pressure. Only recently did I notice my progress more and more casually, and only after thinking about it did I realize that it had previously been due to falling asleep in front of the television! Since I more or less want to develop urge incontinence - and that's exactly how I say it because I don't want to put myself under pressure here either - I'm sticking to the path of peeing regularly at short intervals. Urge incontinence will probably result from this doing anyway. How many times have I coughed and thought that it just didn't go down the tube, maybe I need to relax a little more here. But I think I'm on the right track! And now at the end a little summary. I've passed the threshold of training and am dependent on diapers in the way I want, without have to wear no diaper now and then. But I have an overactive bladder and a diaper helps manage this better! It makes me proud of myself but also vulnerable at the same time because I'm no longer quite the same as other healthy people, but I've achieved this through my own training! And I am now the way I last wanted myself to be, body in harmony with the idea of my body, and all in context with a diaper dependency. It looks for me in this context like BIID, too!
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Hi there, I have been lurking, like many others, before actually post something. It is so great and inspiring to read so many success stories of people going 24/7. Whilst I am not at this point (yet?) of choosing this path, the idea of doing it comes frequently. While reading so many stories here, I noticed, that the major changes happend around the 6 month mark (like in the 12 month program). However most of the people, that shared their story seemed to agree, that wetting (even tough consciously) became easier over the first three months. I was especially wondering about, how the first month was. Apart from mentally preparing for the journey, the new habits are not there yet. Means you clench, hold it, allow to pee and (probably) flood your diaper. If so, how did you handle that considering leaks, thickness of diaper, frequency of changes and when did you experience this state of 'it is getting easier to wet' I think at some point of wetting in smaller amounts and more frequent you are probably less likely to leak and do not need a super max capacity diaper and can switch to thinner less visible diapers. Same goes for messing in the first time. I need to wait very long to have this real strong urge to void. Did you wait until you literally couldnt hold it anymore or did you focus on voiding as soon the urge was noticable? Thank you so much again for sharing your experience so far, and thanks for reading
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Heya all, I started a Telegram for those who want to help support and motivate each other. This is not meant to compete with this forum but is meant to be work along side this forum. It's dedicated to support, motivation and help therefore the focus is on long term methods and not shortcuts like stents and catheters, however we all know people will try these methods and since they are the most risky I to support them being talked about so that it deters those who won't go through the proper sterilization procedures while at the same time educating those who will do this anyways in how to properly go through the sterilization procedures this way we can minimize any potential self harm as subculture together. This group is not for those still in the binge/purge cycle who are looking to "force" themselves out of it. This group is not for those who only see retraining in a sexual way; its ok if retraining/incontinence is sexual to you as long as you can also see it as non-sexual, I am realistic on how people view things, not everything is a either or situation, however we are looking to normalize this to help support one another, not fetishize it. It should also be noted that its ok to be lewd/RP here and there as long is it does not absorb the entire chat and as long as one halts their lewd/RP activities when someone comes for support. If advertising a Telegram is a bad idea please inform me ASAP so i can delete this post ? (sorry if it is) Sorry for being a bad boy and not fixing this earlier. The reason why the invitation link was not working is that I made the group private for security reasons. However you can still join by messaging me on Telegram. To join contact me for an invite my Telegram handle is: @Acer144
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Hi there, I usually just read posts on here but I'm looking for some advice on how to tell my partner i want to go into diapers 24/7. I wear them around the house alot and we've had sex with me wearing a diaper a few times, he seems to really like it. The only problem is i want to wear them all the time and I really want to know if he would be okay with me using them (wetting) from time to time. Any ideas on what to say? Thanks, Mel