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"The Craig's List Mommy" CHAPTER 1 "Introduction" By BooBooBritches I guess the best place to start any story is at the beginning, no, not that far back, I'll go ahead and save you all the normal humdrum and get right to the nitty-gritty. I've had this infatuation for diapers ever since I was about twelve years old, as near as I can remember. I'm not sure exactly what started it but I do have an idea, but that my friends is a whole other story for another time. I was never into the baby scene all that much, at least not right away, but have always loved diapers, even just seeing them did something to me which is totally indescribable. Anyway, flash forward a few years, here I'm 25 and still chasing a fantasy or fetish, which ever you want to call it, and to be truthful, sometimes it can be so totally frustrating. You see, I'm into what is known as infantilism, basically, that's about a person who likes wearing diapers and being treated like a baby, and if you want to talk about a deal breaker when it comes to being honest and up front and telling a girlfriend about it, trust me my friend, give it a shot, 99 out of 100 times it will just flat out break your heart, been there, done that, more times then I'd like to remember. Just a little about me, physically I'm not that much to look at, I'm short, just a tad under 5 foot and I weigh about 110 #, blond hair, blue eyes. Now normally some would consider my height and size a drawback, but I look at the bright side, finding diapers and plastic pants are so much easier when you're small and I can almost fit into a Pampers's diaper, size 7, or any of the larger size other brands, such as Huggie's, Luv's, etc. The Internet has also been a Godsend, not only has it brought our AB/DL community closer together, but the selection of adult baby clothes you can buy online are phenomenal, there was nothing like this when I first started, heck I remember my first diaper being a thick baby blanket I found stored in the garage of my parents house, that and a couple of safety pins and I was walking on cloud nine, ahhhh, such memories. Anyway, after numerous failed attempts at a steady relationship, I finally decided to take a gamble and try posting a want ad on the Craig's List classifieds, I wasn't looking for a relationship mind you, I was looking for a babysitter or a mommy type to help me live my fantasy, someone who would not be judge-mental, could offer unconditional love, a clean diaper and a warm snuggle, for the right price. Now keep in mind, I'm not rich, by any means, but I have saved my money and I have a very respectable bank account so I figured I could afford, at least, a bit of a fantasy experience. I considered using a call girl or an escort but didn't feel the mommy and mothering would be as real as I was hoping to find, and for what they were charging, sheesh, were they serious, so I carefully, trying to be politically correct, thought I had correctly worded, then posted an ad to Craig's List and anxiously awaited for the numerous responses I was hoping to get back? The ad read like this: I'm looking for a caregiver to baby-sit me and treat me like an infant, preferably a certified nurses aide or someone with experience in infant care, I don't need diapers for anything medical and I am not handicapped, I just like wearing and using them. Anyone interested, please contact me at my e-mail addy. I wear cloth diapers and plastic pants, onesies, diaper sets, drink from baby bottles, eat baby food, your choice, and basically just want to be treated like any other infant. This is just a fantasy I have had for a long, long time, nothing else involved. If you have ideas on how to make me feel more like an infant, I am open for fresh ideas and will respond to all answers. What a shock when I woke up the next day, and quickly turned on my computer only to find that my ad had been red flagged by Craig's List as improper and of questionable content!!!!! So, not being a quitter, I felt that this had now turned into a challenge and I was determined to post a proper, politically correct ad on Craig's List and I just felt that if and when I did indeed get a response, it will have been one worth fighting for, thus, the quest for the perfect Craig's List ad was now on............. CHAPTER 2 "The Response" By BooBooBritches I waited a couple days before trying to post another ad, reading and re-reading my first ad over and over again, trying to figure out what they thought was improper and questionable content, then it donned on me. This time, I would post an ad without using the words, baby or infants and I would be careful on how to suggest payment, making sure it didn't look like I was soliciting prostitution. Once I rewrote the ad and felt comfortable with it, I decided to try posting it again, so keeping my fingers crossed, I posted the following ad. Looking 4 Caregiver/Sitter - m4w (west phoenix) I'm looking for a caregiver to sit for me and treat me like, she would a boyfriend who wet and messed his pants, by punishing me and putting me back in diapers and treating me like I really do belong in and need diapers. Preferably a certified nurses aide, a mommy, or someone with experience in that type of care. I don't need diapers for anything medical and I am not handicapped, I just like being forced to wear and use them as a part of a fantasy? Anyone interested, please contact me at my e-mail addy. I have cloth diapers and plastic pants, onesies, diaper sets, drink from baby bottles, eat baby food(your choice), and basically just want to be punished and treated like one who needs diapers all the time. This is just a fantasy I have had for a long, long time, nothing else involved. If you have ideas on how to make me feel more humiliated and embarrassed as it pertains to diapers and such, I am open for fresh ideas and will respond to all answers. Once again, to my disappointment, this ad was also red flagged, for the same reason, however, this time I did manage to get a couple of responses before it was flagged. I contacted both responses and was sad to learn that they were from out-call girls that monitored Craig's List ads for something like what I had posted, so here I was, back to square one. Once again, I played with the wording, determined to get an ad posted that wouldn't be red flagged by Craig's List, then I got a brainstorm, maybe I was being too technical with my posts, maybe I needed to tone them down and then answer all the pertinent questions once I had made a viable contact, so here I was, once again trying to compose a politically correct ad that would get approved by the Craig's List watchdogs. Wanted: Caregiver or CNA - m4w (west phoenix) Wanted, a caregiver or certified nurses aid to Pamper and take care of me. I am not disabled and do not need diapers for medical reasons, just curious on what it would be like to HAVE to wear them, that along with bottles and pacifiers? Only serious need reply, certification not required but experience helpful. I went to bed that night, feeling somewhat confident about my brief ad, thinking that if this one doesn't work, I was giving up on Craig's List and would look for a different source to try and fulfill my fantasy. When I awoke the next morning, I didn't even bother with looking at my e-mail, trying to delay the disappointment as long as possible, I headed in to work, another thrilling day working the greens on a local country club golf course, not a glorifying job but the pay was decent. When I got home that evening, I looked at my computer, but decided to fix a pot of coffee first, then sip a cup, relax, and then open my e-mail. imagine the surprise on my face when I found six responses to my ad and not a single red flag in sight, I was jumping with joy in my seat, so in anticipation and thorough elation, I opened each e-mail and slowly read the response. A couple of them were interesting, but one in particular caught my eye and I responded to it first, before responding to the others, I felt somewhat obligated to respond to each one. The one I was most interested in was sent from a lady named JoAnn, she went on to say that she had dreamed of having a big baby like myself but could never find the right one that would commit to her and go by her rules. This fascinated me, I wondered what rules could there possibly be for an afternoon fantasy, was I ever in for a surprise, this lady had an entire agenda mapped out and she intrigued me, so after a couple of responses and replies back and forth, we agreed to meet in a public place, of her choosing, and the meeting would be for this Saturday, my excitement was almost as uncontrollable as was my fear, talk about mixed emotions? CHAPTER 3 "The Meeting" By BooBooBritches Saturday soon came, but definitely not quick enough for me. We had agreed to meet at The Metro Mall on the west side of Phoenix, not too far from where I lived. JoAnn chose 3 PM, when the mall was totally busy and over-ran with teenagers, which I had no problem with, I understood why she chose such a busy public place, she didn't know me any more then she knew the man in the moon, if there is one? I grabbed a coke from McDonalds and sat near where she told me to meet her, I figured she would be sitting somewhere close by, just watching to see who showed up, I could only hope that my size wouldn't deter her from approaching me. The food court wasn't as busy as I thought it would be but the mall itself was buzzing with activity. I love people watching anyway so I was somewhat enjoying myself when I glanced at my watch and noticed that JoAnn was about ten minutes late, I decided to go ahead and give her another five minutes and then I'd just stroll through the mall and do some window shopping. As I sat there, sipping my coke, I spotted a couple ladies coming in the entryway to the mall, one of them had one of those old school, bulky, pink diaper bags strapped across her shoulder and she was pushing a stroller with a toddler in it, sound asleep, and I couldn't help but notice that both ladies were big in stature, not fat, by any means, just tall and filled out rather well, almost, Amazon like, if you know what I mean. I watched as they both stopped after a few steps past the entryway, and as if looking for someone, scanned the food court, and as they saw me, they looked at each other and smiled and for some reason or other, I felt my blood run ice cold. I tried to look the other way, not totally ignoring them but also scared to look back to see if they were still looking at me, then just as I turned to see if they were still there, one of them touched my shoulder and said, Robert, are you Robert? I nearly jumped out of my chair and when I had regained my composure, somewhat, I just nodded my head yes, acknowledging her question. That's when the lady who was pushing the stroller said..... "Awww, how cute, he's so shy he can't even speak", and before I knew it, both ladies had pulled up chairs and were sitting down at my table with me. JoAnn: Hi Robert, I'm JoAnn but you can call me Mommy Jo if you want and this works out the way we all hope it will. This is my room-mate Mindy and her baby girl Robin, who, as you can see, is just all tuckered out. I'm so sorry we're running late, finding a parking space was a bear. Anyway, it's nice to finally meet you, I've been looking forward to it since I first answered your ad on Craig's List, there are just so many crazy people on there, sometimes you never know what you're going to get. So Robert, do you talk or have you not learned to do that yet? Both ladies giggled and once again, I nodded my head, yes, then I said, "I'm sorry, it's just that you startled me, I didn't mean to be rude. JoAnn: That's quite ok Robert, don't worry about it and I'm sorry if I scared you, that was not my intention, oh, I didn't scare you so much you made potties in your pants did I(both ladies laughed and I quickly looked around to make sure no one heard that)? So Robert, tell me a little about what you're expecting out of our agreement, if we do decide to take this fantasy of yours to the next level. Robert: (Once again I quickly looked around to make sure our conversation wasn't being listened to) I was kind of hoping for a little bit more of a private setting before we discussed any of the details, you know, just in case someone's listening. JoAnn: Ahhh, I see, well I can see if this is going to work, what I have to work on immediately, so I'll tell you what Robert, why don't I just go ahead and tell you what I have in mind, since I'm not embarrassed talking about it. You can just sit there and listen to me, and Robert, since you're embarrassed about other people possibly hearing you, I suggest you keep quiet until I'm done talking, unless of course I say something that you don't agree with, then please, feel free to get up and walk off, and I'll consider our little business transaction null and void and we can both go on as if we never met, have I made myself clear Robert? I nodded my head as I quietly mumbled the word yes and when I glanced at Mindy, she was just smiling and giving me that maternal it's ok look. I didn't even bother to look to see if anyone was sitting near us, I knew I didn't want to blow this and to be quite honest with you, both these ladies were gorgeous and just the thought of them even contemplating treating me like a baby gave me a feeling of exhilaration unlike any I had ever felt before. CHAPTER 4 "The Deal & The Rules" By BooBooBritches JoAnn: (Seeing I nodded my head in agreement) Good, now, let's talk about what we both already know, you posted an ad asking for a caregiver to Pamper you, as in diapers, because you were curious what it would be like to HAVE to wear them, and you also mentioned an interest in bottles and paci's. Mindy and I talked it over and we both agreed you were looking for a mommy to treat you exactly like a baby, that would be the only way we could think of that would require you to HAVE to wear diapers, and of course, the other two items you casually mentioned led us both to believe that you wanted to be a baby. You also mentioned that experience would be helpful but you didn't need certification, Robert, Mommy's don't have to be certified, but as far as the experience goes(as she points to the toddler fast asleep in the stroller), you can see, we both have lots of experience when it comes to taking care of a baby. Now before we go any further, let me explain why I answered your ad, since apparently, we already have a REAL baby to take care of. Robin(pointing at the baby)belongs to Mindy, and as much as I help take care of her, I still have those maternal feelings that makes me crave a baby of my own. Since I am unable to conceive, I can't have a baby, but when I saw your ad, I thought about it and both Mindy and I agreed to pursue it. I've done a lot of studying on infantilism and I know what most infantilists are looking for, but I'm looking for someone that is willing to go that extra mile, someone who is willing to commit to me 110%, without question, and for that, I will reward them handsomely, both maternally and monetarily. I inherited an absurd amount of money from my fathers estate when he passed some time ago so I have been very choosy and selective in my process of looking for my very own baby. I now you're sitting there thinking why don't I adopt then? Simple, I don't want to mess with the red tape and years and years of mine and Mindy's life being scrutinized and judged by people I don't even know, that's when, after some research in to adoptions, we discovered the AB Universe, literally thousands of women and men wanting to be babied, we figured, why not, the worse that can happen is it doesn't work out and everyone goes their own way, with an adopted baby, you don't have that choice and sometimes you stay with the baby just for the sake of the baby, ignoring and putting your needs on a back burner, we don't want that, we're greedy, we want what we can get right now, immediately, with very few strings attached. looking at you Robert, I think, considering your size, in comparison to ours, this might just be the perfect union, if you are willing to abide by our rules and expectations of you. Now Robert, with all of this said, are you interested in hearing the rules and answering a few questions before we each make up our minds? I didn't even hesitate or nod my head, I quickly blurted out "YES, I am very interested", and for some odd reason, after listening to JoAnn, I didn't even care who was near us or listening, she had my complete attention. JoAnn: Good, hey Mindy, can you grab us all a soda, I'll keep an eye on Robin for you, I think I better get used to it(as she looks at Mindy and winks). So Robert, um, can I just call you Rob? I can, good, thanks, so Rob, What I'm looking for is someone I can treat like a baby in every way possible, that will require an enormous commitment from you. You are going to have to give your all to me and completely trust me, 100%, and keep in mind, I nor Mindy will ever do anything that would cause you bodily harm or get you in trouble legally. Your baby age will be that of an eighteen month old baby, exactly like little Robin here. We will expect you to do anything and everything she does and you will be taken care of exactly like she is. Since you are small and we are both rather large women, I don't see any problem with either of us picking you up or even carrying you like we do Robin. Now keep in mind, some of the equipment we use for her will have to be modified to fit you, such as car seats, strollers, changing tables, cribs, etc. I started to hold my hand up but JoAnn quickly gave me that look that said, "DON'T INTERRUPT ME". JoAnn: I know what you're getting ready to ask, your ad stated you wanted to know what it was like to HAVE to wear diapers, Rob, there is no way you can experience that feeling in a session here and there, the only way you can really know what it's like, is to actually have to live your life as a baby, and I can't show you that unless I have you full time and am treating you like a baby 24 hours a day, seven days a week, for an extended period of time. Now if this seems to much for you or is not what you were expecting, no problem, we'll drink our sodas, chat a bit more then each go their own way, nothing ventured nothing lost. Robert: I'm sorry, I just didn't expect all of this, it's a lot more then I could have ever imagined. (Mindy gets back with the cokes and senses something wrong as she sets the cokes down in front of each of us) I am very much interested but there is no way I can afford what you are talking about, is there any way we can work out something that would be more in my price range, I'm sorry? Both JoAnn and Mindy laugh and all of a sudden I'm feeling like quite the fool wondering how and why I managed to get myself in to this mess. Then I watch as Mindy takes the straw out of the wrapper, sticks it in to one of the coke cups and pushes it my way, saying, "Is this straw going to be ok for you or would you prefer I poured your coke in a baby bottle or sippy cup?" JoAnn laughed as Mindy started going through her diaper bag, I assumed she was looking for a sippy cup but she came out with a baby bottle and before I could even answer her, she unscrewed the top of he bottle, grabbed my coke and preceded to pour the coke in to the bottle, then carefully screwed the top back on and pushed it over towards me, I just sat there not knowing what to think or wondering did she really expect me to drink from a baby bottle in front of all these people? JoAnn: I think Rob, there has been a grave misunderstanding, perhaps I should explain the rules more thoroughly to you before you interrupt again? (I nodded my head, looking at JoAnn, Mindy, and then the baby bottle) Good, now Rob, just to clear the air, you're not paying to be treated like a baby, you're getting paid. I told you earlier, I'm absurdly rich, I don't need your money, but, if you consent to our agreement, you will be rewarded handsomely, now Rob, may I continue? (I said yes but kept a close eye on the baby bottle, thinking, she must have poured that for Robin for when she wakes up as I grabbed the cup I already had and sipped what was left of it) Ok Rob, just a quick question and a comment before I continue, Rob, are you wearing a diaper like I requested? You are, very good, such a good boy. Now Rob, I want you to show us that you will be committed to us, 100%, without question, if you can do that, I can assure you, you are on your way to finding a happiness you never thought imaginable. Rob, that baby bottle Mindy just fixed up, that's for you, we want you to take that baby bottle and start nursing it while I finish telling you the rules and what I expect of you, oh, and Rob, the nipple hole is the same size as the ones we use for Robin so you're really going to have to suck hard to get anything out, but when you do get a flow started, if you keep sucking in a constant rhythm the flow will become easier and you'll be done in no time at all. Rob, if you don't nurse that baby bottle, right here and now, you'll never know what we had in store for you and what joys and dreams you will have missed out on. I slowly picked up the bottle, not looking to see who was watching, perhaps I didn't really want to know, and as I stuck the nipple in my mouth, I could have swore I heard some giggles from a table somewhere behind me, but I made up my mind to see this thru to the end so I started sucking on the nipple of the bottle. Both JoAnn and Mindy smiled as Mindy scooted her chair closer to me, as if to reinforce my infantile behavior. JoAnn: How sweet, Rob, you just took a giant step on your way to making all of your dreams come true, you put your faith in Mindy and myself and we won't let you down. Now I already told you I would compensate you for your part, your part, very simply, is to be a baby, between Mindy and myself, we will feed you, dress you, bathe you, play with you, set rules and limits for you, and of course, diaper and change you when needed, basically Rob you are going to be Robin's playmate. You will get used to using your diapers because you won't have a choice, by time we get finished with you, your potty training will be non-existent, you'll think nothing of pooping or wetting your diapers, no matter where we are, who we're with or what we're doing. To you a diaper check will just be another nuisance that a baby has to put up with and Rob, any adult, that suspects you're wet or poopy, can and will do a diaper check on you, and if Mindy and I are busy and one of our other mommy friends discovers you need changed, then she'll just bust out your changing pad and change you right there where you are regardless of who's watching. Remember when I told you earlier I had something to work on if this was going to work, well Rob, we've already started working on it, with you drinking from that baby bottle here with all to see, what I'm talking about Rob is, you acted embarrassed earlier, ROB, BABY'S DON'T GET EMBARRASSED NOR ARE THEY HUMILIATED WHEN THEY DO WHAT BABY'S DO, such as pooping or wetting your diapers, having your diapers checked, having your diapers changed, drinking baba's in public or basically just being treated like a baby anywhere and everywhere. So here we are Rob, I'm willing to be your mommy, unconditionally, Mindy's willing to be your auntie, we're willing to pay you for your participation, you're sitting there drinking from a baby bottle in a food court of a very busy mall not caring about who's looking at you, and to top it off, you're sitting there in a diaper. Now Rob, you may have noticed Mindy scooted over next to you, she did that for a reason, since you're almost done with your baba, we have one last request for you to prove to us that you're committed, Rob Baby. in five minutes, Mindy is going to do a very discreet diaper check on you, your diaper had better be wet, if it's not, adios baby, the deal is off, you can keep the bottle and your memory of this day because that's all you'll have. MINDY, START THE CLOCK.............................. to be cont?