Jump to content
LL Medico Diapers and More Bambino Diapers - ABDL Diaper Store

Search the Community

Showing results for tags 'Paruresis'.

  • Search By Tags

    Type tags separated by commas.
  • Search By Author

Content Type


Forums

  • Latest News and Updates
    • Latest News
  • Diaper Talk
    • Newbie Nursery
    • Scoop The Poop
    • Our Lifestyle Discussion
    • [DD] Surveys
    • Incontinence - Medical
    • Rainbow Diapers
    • Story and Art Forum
    • Photos
    • Roleplay
    • Product Reviews and Info
    • Diapers in the News
    • Links and Announcements
    • In and Out Board
  • Connect
    • The Rest of your Life!
    • Meeting Place
    • Game Time
  • Trading Post
    • The Diaper Store - Shopping
    • ABDL FreeCycle
    • Other Stuff For Sale/Trade
  • Support
    • DailyDiapers Tech Support
    • Questions And Answers
    • Friends and Family
    • Restlessfox's Depression Discussion
    • ABDL Memorial
  • Other Fetishes
    • General
    • Spanking
    • Bondage
    • Watersports
  • Clubby McClubFace's British Gossip
  • Big Kids Room's Topics
  • Infant School's Let's talk ...
  • Music Producers Club's Topics
  • Diaper Disciplined's Double Diapers and More...
  • Ab/dl LBGT diapers's Topics
  • For us who are turned on by diapers's Write something about yourself, so we can get to know each other!
  • spankings-4-all's Topics
  • spankings-4-all's ABDL spanking and punishments
  • dutchdiapers's Heya allemaal :) Stel je voor!
  • The hated ones's What's it like?
  • Big but getting Smaller!'s Topics
  • abdl west Yorkshire (uk)'s Topics
  • BabyFurs & DiaperFurs's Roleplaying
  • BabyFurs & DiaperFurs's Games
  • BabyFurs & DiaperFurs's Topics
  • For all Canadiens's Hi
  • Minecraft Daycare's Topics
  • "Nerd" Is The Word's Topics
  • AB/DL Support Group's Topics
  • Veteran Abdls's Was it hard to hide
  • Veteran Abdls's Topics
  • Diaper lovers from Scandinavia's Topics
  • Diaper Messers's Introduce Yourself
  • Diaper Messers's Favorite Fantasy in messy diapers
  • Diaper Messers's favorite diaper you use for messes
  • Diaper Messers's favorite activity for with a messy diaper
  • ABDLs of the southwest region's Hello
  • Melbourne Meetups's Welcome Melburnians
  • Melbourne Meetups's Melbourne Meetups
  • Infant littles's Discussion board about everything to do with this age and space.
  • PNW ABDL's MONTHLY MUNCHES
  • PNW ABDL's INTRODUCE YOURSELF
  • Sweet Diaper Smells n Dreams's favorite Diaper smells
  • Sweet Diaper Smells n Dreams's Favorite Diaper Dreams or Fantasy(s)
  • Sweet Diaper Smells n Dreams's Diaper face sitting
  • Upstate NY ABDL's's Topics
  • Hiking/Camping Meet Ups's Topics
  • Those Who Love Plastic Pants's Topics
  • Wearing, layering, and exposing diapers and plastic pants's Topics
  • Wearing girls panties's What are your favorite panties to wear?
  • Baby Dragons's Topics
  • Those ABDL's into Sports Cars's Whatcha running
  • Inflatables and diapers's Topics
  • Southern Region and Surrounding ABDL's Hello
  • Southern Region and Surrounding ABDL's Lounge
  • Illinois ABDL's Welcome!
  • Utah Diaper Wearers's Topics where are you from?
  • Becoming a Bedwetter still dry in day time's Did I wet during sleep ?
  • Becoming a Bedwetter still dry in day time's Can hypnosis help ?
  • Becoming a Bedwetter still dry in day time's Training tips
  • Robert Jans adult Baby's TopicsRobert Jans adult Baby
  • SOUTH EAST KENT UK AB ABDL DL's Topics
  • Brazilian Diaper Lovers (Brasileiros DLs)'s Tópicos
  • BiggerLittles Bouncers's Bouncer Talk
  • Customizing Your Diapers's Customizing Contour Diapers
  • Customizing Your Diapers's Customizing Diaper Function
  • Customizing Your Diapers's Customizing PUL diapers
  • South Africa DL club's Topics
  • AZ ABDL Social Sanctuary's Topics
  • Braces Club's Topics

Product Groups

  • E-Books
  • Memberships
  • Advertising
  • Videos
  • Collectables

Find results in...

Find results that contain...


Date Created

  • Start

    End


Last Updated

  • Start

    End


Filter by number of...

Joined

  • Start

    End


Group


Website URL


Location


Real Age


Age Play Age

Found 3 results

  1. Okay, so today, after the service got out, I used a urinal at the church restroom. Pedestrian activity, think again. As most of you know I have paruresis or shy bladder. Okay, I can usually use the urinal at a dead restroom. But at places like work, school, or church where someone I know is likely to come in, I am driven to the cubicles. Today, I felt the need to urinate, walked down to the mens. Took the left most urinal, no problem so far. I counted backwards from 12 to 1, then pictured a waterfall. At home, this sends me rushing to a restroom. I felt my body relaxing, but not enough. I then thought, relax, picture myself in a diaper, wetting like a toddler. I was able to use the urinal, and I finished just as another guy was walking in.\ Later when I was home I was catching up on some school reading, alternating between watching stargate and youtube. I felt an urge to urinate. I relaxed my body as usual, but then I began to relax my bladder as a toddler. After doing this three or four times, I began to pee my pants while on the wooden chair. I was able to wet my pants without shifting position. My crotch and butt were quite soaked, and I had a towel nearby to cleanup. I just got out of the shower. Here is a hypnosis audiofile that teaches the subconscious mind that it is okay to wet/mess your diapers and or pants when it is appropriate to do so. I am not sure if I could to this in public or not and honesly, I don't really want to. It would definately not be appropriate if it were for show. While it could be fun having a true wetting accident, I do not believe that is possible. I cannot 'go' unless I consciously relax my body to release the sphincters; this is not possible in all circumstances. I am convinced that I will need to think like a toddler, and cultivate infantile thought patterns about urination to destroy this. here is the file: http://littleab.com/wavs/Baby.mp3 When I was in High School, I was in the Business Academy at California High School in Whittier. Among other things we had to learn how to dype, use microsoft word, take an accounting class, and our senior projects were a little bit harder, we deleloped a mock business plan. We traveled up to San Francisco on a tour bus. I felt a need to pee. I could not relieve myself on the bus. Two hours later, I was greatly with pain, I could not urinate, went back on the bus, finally 2.5 hours later we stopped at a rest station. I waited until we were almost ready to leave, then ran to the bathroom, peed, and ran back! Being in pain for hours on end is something no one should endure. Back them I had a moderate to severe case of shy bladder. Honestly, having puritanical body shame drilled into me did not help, nor being pushed around a bit by the guys, nor being accused of masturbating when I could not use the urinal at Carls Junior in Somewhere, CA. I have had this since I was eight. I now know the cause. For years I had this memory of a fast food restaurant, a dark night, and an Aladdin series toy, but I could figure out how this made sense. Often I would see these images when I thought back on deep sea fishing trips, and it would appear randomly usually before I fell asleep. I realized this was a repressed memory. This summer, I saw the horrible movie. My father kept sending me to the mens to try to do the stand up kind, I kept telling him that I didn't have to go, making several trips. Then he got frustrated followed me into the restroom, I headed to the stall, after passing the urinal at the Burger King. This stranger comes in, and he has to use the stall for #2. At that moment, he hears me let out a little stream. The stranger became upset because I didn't need the stall to pee and he needed to use it. My father mumbled: Ohhh, my sonnn, he is innn there peeinnng! (Angrily muttered through his teeth) I quickly finished, abruptly rushed, got out, the stranger walked into the stall. For a young child, it is traumatizing when their parents do not stand up for them. Then I began to avoid the urinals at school. My father warned me about bullies in school restrooms as well, only to use then between classes. My mother talked to the school, and I was allowed to pee in the nurses office. Paruresis is formed by: a traumatic initial event (My father deferring to the stranger and taking his irritation on me), avoidant behaviour (my avoiding urinals at school, then using the restroom in the nurses office to urinate) I am now 26 and have had paruresis for 18 long years. Now it is an occasional nuisance, when a restroom is crowded I must use the stalls. According to my research (and the IPA website; paruresis.org) Seven percent of the population has paruresis. Chances are, there are several abdl's on this site who have this as well. I have already had a few members confide in me that they have this as well. The hypnofile is very powerful, I recommend you wear a diaper while listening to it. I soaked my diaper the second time I heard it!
  2. Hi y'all. Last night I had the lovelyist babytime ever. I watched a few Episodes of the Gummi Bears, I made my wakeup baba, and I decided to sleep like a baby. Since my real prefolds were in the laundry, I diapered up with two fluffy towel cutoffs that I had purchased for the purpose, went a bit nuts with babypowder, and by using the bikini twist fold, was able to pin two cloth diapers above my waist bone. HAHA, that felt really good! This fold felt more babyish, and it fit better to bootie. I seriously wanted to lay there forever. In my dream last night, I was wearing a couple cloth diapers under a pair of jeans. The plastic pants were discrete. I had some random shirt over this. In my dream it was late at night, and I was going from convenience store to convenience store, I was looking for a meal bar that was exactly two dollars and seventy five cents. However towards the end I was a bit wet and at the last store I was in, I finally found the bar I was looking for, and I was trying to hide from the other students who were in the store, I could smell that tell tale soggy diaper smell. People were looking at me, as I was asking strange. I managed to leave the store without being called out. I walked out the store, but walked out the rear exit through a hallway which to the right was a restroom, and the left their bathroom. I was in a warehouse, I recognized some of the guys there, they were the receiving guys from my work. I looked into the parking lot, to my left, and my car was completely totalled, there was a tree that had fallen on it, two other cars were also ruined. I went from being soggy to being sloshing wet, and there was still more in me. At this point I saw my mother hanging out with one of the older ladies from my new church (They have never even met in real life.) Z. Asked me if I was soggy, I nodded, and my mother told me that I better go pee right now or it will destroy my conscience. I walked into another bathroom. This bathroom was in what looked like a prechool class. There was a nice lady who got me out of my sloshing wet diaper and cleaned me up in an anteroom to the class. I was also cleaned fresh. I put on a pair of grey shorts and a pair of underwear. I walked up to a toilet in the center of the room. It was tiny, only one foot off of the ground, the bowl was the size of half a party balloon, blown up. There was no tank, there was a pipe that provided the flushing water, it was a blue pipe and came out of the raized, padded platform that the toilet was on. The platform was raized, a total of 2 feet off the ground, and there was a gentle slope. There was a square on the top of the padded platform that was five feet by five feet.. There was a raized, pink hear button that flushed it. The toilet was so small, that I had to kneel down. And even when on my knees, I could not be sure that I would not pee everywhere. The smoothe vinyl padding looked like it was made to be cleaned very easily. On my knees I crawled forward, centering the tiny toilet below me. I leaned forward, pushing my stomache and groin lower and lower to the ground. I had one hand on the padding, and with one hand, I ensured that my aim would not run amok. After calming down for several minutes, I was able to release my flow, Satisfied that no one could glimpse me from the windows of the preschool room, which were a good 20 feet off the ground, and reached only with a hooked tool. With my bladder empty and the tiny bowl yellow, I pressed the pink heart button, the tiny toilet flushed, the lovely blonde who got me out of my soggy diaper walked over, she patronizingly patronizingly said there there, my good boy is done, she patted my butt, kissed my cheek, and wiped the tip of my penis off with a kleenex. Before I could protest, she put a giant smily dinosaur sticker on the front of my shirt. She led me by the hand to the parking lot. I didn't get a really good look at her, I know she had very curly hair, was in her 20's, and was cutely chubby. After my car was totalled, the manager of the place told me to go to a charity to get a check to cover my car. But I did not give to them. By the time I got there, I went in the building and got handed a check to buy me a new car. When I remembered that I did not give to them, the place immediately became boarded up, closed for several years, and I was standing in front of it. *I had a paruretic reaction in the tiny pre school toilet, but was finally able to go. *What did my mother mean that my conscience would be destroyed if I did not go right now. *I really enjoyed being humiliated by the cute blonde in the preschool room (which was empty besides us two) *What does that tiny flush toilet represent?
  3. Hi people! : I have been practicing this natural voiding technique at home and at safe restrooms at first. First, you need to know what it feels like when the bladder and pelvic floor are relaxed when full. For me, it feels like a water balloon that is resting in a muscular hammock. Second, you need to know what the sensations of a natural voiding feel like. For me, it feels like that waterballoon heats up, opens at the top and becomes an industrial couldron, like the kind they melt steel in. I twist the muscular hammock rolling it forward. This twisting feels like the far end of the hammock is being brought closer to you, while the near side is being raised up. The couldron is in the center, this twisting motion tips the couldron, until it pours a stream of molton liquid down the chute. *It feels very strange from my perspective, because I have forgotten what any normal feels like, I have had this since I have been eight. Today after class, I was able to use a urinal on a wall without breath holding.It felt weird performing the neccessary muscular motions to urinate naturally, but the process of voiding felt very good, and I did not have to breath hold. Even though there was no one in there, it would normally take 5 seconds of breath holding to calm down enough. Within time, couldron tipping will become automatic, if I learned how to ride a bike, I can learn how to void naturally without breath holding! I approached with confidence that my new method would work. I flooded a diaper this morning by using this method! Tip: Relaxing the pelvic floor will not make you wet your pants. You will feel the floor dropping, and you get the water balloon feeling. The couldron must be tipped when the pelvic floor is relaxed.
×
×
  • Create New...