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I don't know how to say this but I seem to never be in the middle on anything I'm always 0 or 90 never 45 when I'm calm I'm extremely calm like a very little baby but when I'm excited I'm extremely excited like 8 year old on Christmas morning when I'm happy I'm in total bliss when I'm mad I'm furious I can 100 percent control my actions but never my true emotions when someone does something just a little rude I get furious I pretend to be fine but really I'm not I don't curse people out or beat them up but often feel like doing it I've got full control over my body but zero over my mind when someone is the least bit polite to me I'm extremely polite back when I'm sad I'm extremely sad when I've got energy I can run marathons but when I'm truly tired which is rare I can't even open my eyes or lift my arms last night I woke up and was reaching for a sippy cup that was by the bed well with in arms reach but I could barely wiggle my arm my girlfriend was in the bathroom and came out and saw me wiggling my arm and knew what I was trying to do so she bottle fed me just like little baby I went back to sleep got up and ran 4 miles this morning and wasn't even winded my doctor says I'm perfectly healthy it only happens rarely after a long day and I lay down to go to bed and it isn't like paralysis either its like weakness but I've always got enough energy to get my work done have fun time and then some but when I lay down to go to bed 30 minutes and its gone I go to sleep and wake up in the morning 100 percent charged and I don't ever notice my battery is low it functions fine until it drops to zero 1 percent charge with me is just powerful as 100 percent but for a lot less time I never notice a performance decrease when I'm getting tired its kinda nice being able to keep going when most can't but I feel weird I like it I don't want to change it that's one of my characteristics tratits that my girlfriend loves about me but I feel like I'm crazy I told a friend I know who is a policeman and he says that trait would be extremely useful for someone going into law enforcement which is what I've always wanted to do for a career but I can't help but wonder why I'm the way I am a man of extremes no middle ground I mean I'm stable as far as sanity goes I've taken several psychological evaluations for different jobs and passed all of them it just feels weird
