I hope this is the right place but ok. So I've always been Relly depressed (by that I mean I think of just letting go and never waking up every night sense I was 8) and have hi anxiety but the biggest problems I'm having is that I need to start HRT and I don't know how I can't find a job I'm not smart enough to get my GED in my state and I feel like I'm going mad. It's giting harder and harder to keep the bad thoughts away. I just don't know what to do? And to make it worse I live out of town with next to no transportation I leve the house 2 times a month for food. And I have no friends I just feel empty All the time. I'm 26 and never been on a date. It's just what should I do? I just need to know where to start. If it doesn't change by next year I'm thinking of just being homeless that's something