johnnytest22

Does anyone else go though a bigggg slowwww cycle involving age play? I seem to consistently go through periods where all the sudden I crave complete little space, I become obsessed, I want everything I do 24/7 to be completely babyish. I'd be totally okay messing diapers, eating mush, real crying, not having a job, etc. (I cannot live like this but that is how strong the desire is) This continues usually for a few days or weeks until I get kind of burned out, the diapers lose some of their magic, almost becoming a slight chore, but I still love them. Messing is gross again, and I start to admit maybe I wanna watch something besides cartoons, and eat a nice steak. This continues for a while but I still prefer to wear diapers as much as I can, maybe 50/50 adult/little media intake. Then I go through a phase where I really overthink things, I start to look at diapers and age play from a logical and financial view. I question why I'm like this, I watch mostly adult media, realize I need my job. But still wear at night time (legit medical), I'm basically kind of over it. This is probably the lowest point of the cycle, and usually the longest (weeks up to months) and then out of nowhere the first stage begins again.

I suppose you're right :( I just want diaper changes so bad But what if I offered something in return? Like I'll wash all the dishes from now on or give him extra special cummies like BJs and stuff if he'll just help me with my diapers. Or is that just pushing it?

So I've been with my BF for 5 years now. I was attracted to him because of his sweet, caring nature. He talks to me with baby talk, cuddles me, just generally coddles me and treats me like I'm little. He doesn't even know he is fully indulging my little side. I have told him I'm a little and he said he doesn't want to participate in little activities. But I have always worn diapers around him as I really do have severe enuresis. So he has no problem with me wearing them. What kills me is that he won't help me change them. So basically I have a bf who is already pretty much the perfect daddy, even without trying to do age play, but he just wants nothing to do with my diapers How can I slowly warm him up to helping me change them?