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Hi David! Hope that you find a someone to share your padding with soon. Well really, I hope that your partner becomes aware and you both find its the perfect fit for your relationship, & that they are into your Girl Guide idea with enthusiasm.

Hi Cal! I'm Justin. I'm new here too. You sound like you are very naughty & I would turn you over my knee if I could; make that bottom bright and red! ?

Hello Out There, My name is Justin. 33 year old ginger male. I'm a kinkster DL living just outside of Charlotte, North Carolina. Found this site through FetLife, I believe. Have been a pants wetter since I was a teenager. Have dabbled in diapers over the years. Tried them, loved them, then would get all embarrassed, ashamed & would push them to the back of my mind for a time. Well Tumblr ruined that for me forever. lol. Which in the end has been a good thing as now I have gone through the process of accepting myself for who I am & realize I wasted a lot of years by not doing that sooner. I look forward to chatting with lots of people from different walks of life all of which have this commonality. Its a fascinating bond we all share despite all the other factors in our lives. I hope wherever you are right now as you read this that you are having a marvelous day/night! Please feel free to hit me up as I love to have conversations. Look forward to speaking with you soon! [Jus.10]

It kills me. Typically I wet mine so much all of that fluff turns to jelly falls down towards my legs leaving noting but a thin layer of plastic over my genitals. Then at that point I have to get off in the diaper. And about half an hour later I have to take it off & fuck it like it owes me money. Its such the very best orgasm in the world.

Xander, I'm fully emotional right now reading this. I don't know if you are still active here as it has been several months since you posted this. I hope you get an email to let alert you to this response. I wish I had been here sooner. I'm crying for multiple reasons. #1) I'm so sorry that your father did that your family & put you in the position where your mind played that awful trick on you. Making you think something awful was going to happen to you if you wet your skinny jeans. There is never any shame in wetting your pants especially when you are in that kind of situation. I hope you know that now & if not that you will find the healing one day. #2) I'm also very sad that no one responded to this post.You literally reach out saying you feel lonely & like the only one just to have no one reply. That's a bit of a slap in the mouth. #3)I'm crying because this brings up a lot of awful feelings from my own past. I'm going to tell you a story here & hope that you see it. Its not easy for me to tell but I have been guarded my entire life & never opening up has never served me well. Hopefully it may help someone one day not feel so alone if they stumble upon this. So I was raised in a very strict southern baptist household. My mother was a nightmare to me when I was growing up. She was emotionally, mentally & at times physically abusive towards me & since she had everyone in the community fooled no one ever believed or helped me. It took me years to figure out why I so very much enjoy wetting my pants. And the story of how I finally got over that shame & self loathing is a story for another day. However, I'm not sure how old I was when this happened.I was around 10-12 somewhere in there. Well my mom, sister & I had been visiting my grandparents & we left to go run errands before we went home. I did not use the bathroom before we left my Gparents house & we were in the car for awhile. I remember very clearly that being the first time I experienced desperation, I kept telling my mom that I needed to use the bathroom but she would not pull over and let me go in somewhere. Finally we were in the drive thru at Burger King & I finally told here I couldn't hold it any more. Mind you that every time I'm mentioning it I'm catching hateful comments about how I can wait. How I WILL wait & that I had better not. Well I did. Right there in the back seat. In the drive thru. God the relief was amazing but I was horrified. That's the kind of thing that would get my ass beat. I didn't know how to tell here I just lost control of my bladder. She pulls out of the drive thru & immediately turns right & pulls into the Pizza Hut parking lot parks the car & tells me to go. She was such a bitch about it. Like I was doing it on purpose to inconvenience her. Well I was still too scared to tell her so as scared as I was I just hopped out of the car & walked into that packed restaurant pants fulled soaked. People staring & laughing. I practually ran down the hall into the Men's room. I didn't know what to do so I just walked up to the urinal & stood there for a few minutes pretending to pee. I remember a guy walking up to my right & looking at me like I was crazy,.In retrospect I'm sure I looked crazy to him standing out the urinal with pants so soaked they were dripping & making a puddle in the floor. When I finally went back out & jumped back in the car my mother had a sneer on her face. I have never forgotten what she said to me, her child, when as I was buckling my seat belt and the car was backing out of the parking space she says "Do you know how fucking stupid you looked walking into that restaurant like that with your stupid wet pants? You looked like an idiot. My God." Thinking about it as an adult I suppose that my brain was sexually imprinting at that time bc now as a grown man wetting my pants in public & being humiliated for it get me off harder than anything else ever has or ever will. My brain turned a very traumatic experience into something I love. Now I grew up & still live in the Carolinas. So full Bible Belt here. And I started wetting my pants for sexual pleasure in my teens. Have been heavily into watersports for years. Diapers are an offshoot of that fetish for me. I still feel alone at times. I struggle to find boyfriends or partners or even friends who understand. I've kept it inside for so long. Grabbing romantic moments with people when I could but none of my relationships have ever worked bc I have never found someone who can or will indulge with me. I've learned that a lot of that was my fault as I never opened up to anyone. It has gotten better over time as I have decided that I have to look at my life in a different way. Over the last few years I have taken the power back & embraced who I truly am no matter what society or other people think of me. They don't have to get it bc I get it and thats good enough for me. I can identify with you & what you have been through. I felt compelled to write this out hoping that you will see that you aren't the only one. And there are others out there like us who have suffered traumas. This was a pretty mild experience with my Mom too. She was awful. I'm so glad I cut them out of my life. Anyway, always remember that you are not alone. We as humans are all of one spirit. We as a species have lost touch with that but never forget it. The things that divide us are all in our minds. I don't know if this will help anyone but I hope so. It is never easy to revisit that day in my mind.

Lol. Don't mind me. Just being the new guy over here. As an introverted exhibitionist (don't ask me I'd get it either, its just my reality) I enjoy very much being out in public either naked, or in chastity or padded or in a multitude of different fetish gear but I don't ever aim to throw it in anyone's face. Especially a vanilla or children. And where I live in the world it can be very dangerous to do so. There is just something about being in a public space, personally I choose ones that generally happen to be largely vacated. Its not about being caught or seen its just about being on an adventure of sorts. Thats why I think it is important to have events like Pride & CapCon & Folsom where we can let our ABDL flags fly & be around other people who won't lash out at us for it. The concept of ABDL pride is very intriguing. Perhaps not a public parade but you truly never know. The best example is Rupaul's Drag Race. 20 years ago if someone had told you that Drag Race would be an international television sensation captivating millions and millions of people around the globe & launching careers into the mainstream that once would have never been seen outside of an NYC nightclub you would have laughed. Could you imagine Trixie Mattel at Sundance 15 years ago? No! Absolutely not. Then you look at the overwhelming success of Drag Con LA & NYC; both growing explosively each year? That was unthinkable even a decade ago when the show launched. My point being never say never, its a cliche turn of phrase for a reason. Culturally the Christian church and its very strict code of ethics have ruled the world for a long time but that grip of power is slipping away with each passing year. Not the true teaching of Jesus Christ but the stranglehold power based on that code of conduct is releasing. We are entering an entire new era of human development & expansion. If we don't manage to fully evoke the wrath of the Mother Earth who knows where we will be in another 15-20 years?