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So somewhat emboldened by my posts above I can confirm my most recent bout of 24 7 has been unbroken since then. In that time I have performed in a concert with my orchestra, had the sister in law visit, attended a family event and met my new baby neice. All this with some very hot temperatures at least for the UK. #1 only right now and I still feel like I'm learning to trust my protection but reinforcing that I need to wear at all times and that I'm doing that cause an accident on stage or in company than someone maybe being suspicious I was wearing feels like a step in the right direction. I feel like it's going to take a while still before I can be fully relaxed in public to just let my body do its thing but there were still a few unexpected trickles and I was surprised how much when I did get changed it was cause I needed to change!

Well it was initially a conversation with an old friend (the kind you can talk to about anything) where the topic came up and it kind of hit me like a lightning bolt! Tried it, loved it, they helped by pointing me in this direction and it's gone from being an occasional pleasure to quickly being how I know I need to spend the rest of my life. Under no illusions that its going to be a journey but I'm loving every step so far. As a correction I just looked at my profile and I joined Jan 2019 so my time lines seem to have shifted a little. I think the more regular wearing date of 2 years still holds true but I was clearly researching a bit earlier than I thought!

Thanks! Husband ? is totally fine with it. Tbh we've always been pretty open about stuff in general with each other and as soon as I started wearing with any sort of regularity (and particularly in bed) I realised I wasn't going to be able to hide it so I took the plunge and I'm so glad I did. While I don't think he's going to help with changes or anything any time soon he is OK with me wearing, knows that I actively use them (#1 at least) and accepts that there could be long term consequences from doing that. I'm pretty sure he'd be grumpy if I suffered from frequent leaks etc but then again so would I and while I think I do manage things in public pretty well, I often wear Betterdrys and plastic pants to work etc, I think one of the things that may have been holding me back is trusting that the protection I have is adequate.

Staying at mother in law's atm so not really. I'm kinda hoping that I'll be moved into a new flat before it becomes a problem. I've been quite proud of my stealth padding and disposal techniques since I've been here. Do you think I should invest in something more substantial?

Hey everyone Long time avid lurker. Thought I'd a ) finally say Hi (!) and b) give a bit of my background and current progress status. I've been wearing since a few years ago when I discovered the diaper wearing community and while I know it is something that a lot of people have been tuned into for much of their lives, for me it was a late epiphany but one that has filled a gap that I didn't even know was there. I absolutely plan to fully untrain eventually but for now I'm at the stage of sporadic bouts of 24/7 both at home and in public, longer periods of daytime use and the occasional few days airing out (and assessing my progress). Historically I have had quite a shy bladder and I think that in some ways that explains why this is such a good fit for me. Wearing has enabled me to address many of those issues and while I think I'll always have a bit of an aversion to letting go in public toilets untraining has given an enormous sense of relief and achievement now that I am getting more accustomed to wearing and wearing around other people. I now get into relaxed mode much more quickly and whilst flooding definitely still happens depending on what I've been doing or how I've been sitting, I am definitely much less likely to have a big flood than I was. What has been really super exciting for me has been the discovery that not only have I started to be able to reach the dribble phase when I am fully relaxed and on my own, but that I am starting to have the odd moments when little trickles happen unbidden even when I am in the company of others. This isn't more than a tickle right now but I am noticing that they are becoming more frequent and that if this coincides with an airing out day, I will find I am getting damp to the point of wetness, not a flood by any means but enough for me to notice for sure! I'm also noticing that I will quite often have some substantial post void dribble leakage afterwards. I posted some of this to Kali's blog on Tumblr a short while ago and nearly fell off my chair when they pointed out that what I didn't consider were 'full blown accidents' kind of are if I'm damp to the point of wetness. This is so motivating for me as I know I'm on the right path and couldn't be happier about it right now. Anyway - sorry it's a long post. Looking forward to being able to post further updates if you are interested now that I've broken the lurk barrier!

Just pooped my diaper for the first time! Making my morning tea and it just pushed out OMG feels amazing!