Shadow Cub

Thank you Gee for the post, I do have to say I want to tell some of my family about my little side, but I know that they wont woke accept me. I feel like I could trust my sister and sister in law, but I'm worried that they will think I'm just a freak... I do like my own personal play when I have the chance, but being a little, to me, is the most comforting aspect that I have ever had and I feel like everyone else will think I'm a monster.. With work and life, I feel like I'm under a lot of unwanted stress, yet it's my own doing. I need to be a grown up and accept that no one will ever be near to me as I want.. Even as simple as watching a movie or telling stories. But then I guess, I just need to get out there, yet in a small town its hard to meet good friends

Those hobbies are the best hobbies in my opinion. I’ve always wanted to be a scuba diver. Going on adventures and seeing the hidden world under the ocean and in the sky. Maybe one day we could be fire buddies and make some cool stuff while blacksmithing

I’ll see what I can do. I’ve been wanting to make myself the Zelda sword so I might try with this idea

For you punishment you must go up to everyone I kiss, you must grab their hand and never let go for a few awkward minutes. Then ask for a kiss is the littlest way.

Thanks you guys! I really do appreciate all the advice and stories. Helps me gain a little more perspective in my situation. Got lots to say, but it’ll have to wait for another day... it’s way past my bed time .-. Lol I just wanted to post this real quick to say how much it means to me to get someone else’s point of view. Not much of a hugger, but I’d gladly give you three a hug for taking time out of your day for the response that you gave.

I’ve been working my tail off lately and it’s kind of hard for me to get out. I’m a hermit for sure, but when it comes down to it, I’m just depleted of energy. Lately, I’ve been drowning myself in unhealth ways and at this point I just need good friends. Sadly, the friend(s) I had, I can’t trust anymore and I feel like I never will again; lending money. Seems like I’m being used and other stuff; only true friends keep secrets.. I’ve got my own stuff going for me, but I can’t help but feel belittled or betrayed. Just looking for good friends or even advice. To be honest, I don’t think this site is for me, but everyone seems to be real nice.. yet I’ve always been a Lone wolf ? ?

For your punishment, you must hug every single person you see.

Good to know! I’ll give them a good look. Just worried about stuffies being clean if I get it from other places. Maybe one day I’ll build up the courage to go to build a bear, but I’d be nice to have someone to go with

For your punishment you must kiss every shoe I have to tickle.

I have many stuffies that I like, but the only one that goes to bed with me and sits next to me while I’m playing video games is my Panda bear. I call him beary or pandie. I wanna go to build a bear but I’m worried what people would think. Still even if I did, pandie is my snuggle bean???

Thanks for the response. I do feel like I have a form of depression. I’ve talked to a few friends about it and from my idea of it, it seems to be a very mild cause nothing too bad. I can still continue on with my day and wake up to go to work, but there’s just a deep sinking feeling. It’ll get better with time forsure. But if uncheck, you are right, could be catastrophic for developing a true healthy life. Thanks Bettypooh!

I live about 40 mins away from Greenville. One of my good friends lives there too, but I think he doesn’t understand my Abdl side, but oh well! We should chat about meeting up someday!

For making me change your three messy nappies I strap you to the bed and let you squirm uncontrollably, while being tickled for 2 hours by a state of the art tickling machining.

That’s awesome! Personally, I need more experience with metal working that can be used around the house. I just like the fire lol I feel so strong being able to bend metal and weld it together.

Okay! I’ll keep in in mind forsure!! Got lots rolling this my head and I’d be nice to talk to someone ???

Lol I need it a lot lol but I guess it’s just my personality, just wish I could find friends around who didn’t really care about me being a little and actually embraced it. But that’s with time forsure. ???

Thanks Sarah, I needed this little reassurance. Right now I’m happy as a bumble bee with my panda and onesie right now. I’m playing one of my favorite games right now and it feels nice to be little and forget about everything else in the world. All I need to do is take one step at a time, even if there just baby steps

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Nice to meet you! I’m fairly new here too. Just been exploring the forums. For me, it’s been interesting seeing everyone’s little side or bigger side. Makes me kinda happy to not feel alone anymore as a little. Welcome to the party!! ?

For making the other person dig through the earth, I strap mittens on your hands and put you in three large nappies with a few suppositories. Then dress you in the cutest outfit I could find with a few bells attached to the back zipper. I then invite close friends over to help me. You must win hide and seek or get a spanking from every person. Let the embarrassing hide and seek game begin!

How many people in here partake in the metal world? Been working at a machinist company as an apprentice/appointed welder, and on the side I like to weld at home and create some art or other things I can think of. Anyone Forging your own world? ???

That’s awesome. I’m happy for you! I’m just a introvert and it’s hard for me to find a girlfriend, but I’m sure I’ll find one eventually

No, but it’s kinda interesting. I wouldn’t want to carry it, but when I do go out, if I’m wearing, then I just put a few diapers in the backpack and that’s about it lol a little under prepared I guess ?

I got 69% I kinda forgot to copy the response to it, but it basically said that I’m struggling to be a grown up, but I usually pull through if it’s important to me. Kinda interesting. Wonder how this affects my decisions in life lol. Maybe I need a good friend or a care taker to help me lol ? more snuggles please!! ?

So it’s kinda hard to talk about, but I’ll give it my best shot. I’m super shy around people, but I usually hold myself up high in public. Showing no fear and no discomfort. Until, that inner little voice comes out. I get frightened real easily even when I’m around good friends. On the outside, I’m calm and stern looking, but once when I’m alone, ever wall comes down. After a hard time, I just need to grab my panda bear and get my pajamas on, oh and don’t forget the most important part of nitetime. I struggle every time putting a diaper on, but when it’s done I waddle to a snuggle spot in my room and either play video games or watch cartoons. One hard thing to do though is to keep my little side. As a growing adult, I’ve got so many thoughts rolling through my head and fear always bubbles up. The only thing I know, is that I fear nothing when I’m wearing and when I’m holding my panda. Yet, I fear the world because I feel like no one will accept me and my little side. There is so much I need to experience as a little, but I just can’t stop thinking ?? oh and there is so much more to my little side than this, but I’m kinda nervous to tell even if it’s just over the Internet.