No problem, I had the same issue
"What? What are you talking about? Let me go! Get me out of this smelly place with this smelly ropes and this moist be- ow ow!" The more I struggled the more my joints hurt, like they were violently cracking inside, the more my skin felt like at any moment it could simply tear open. The one that stood before me now was some large man clearly not from the same country I came from. From his next words, it seemed he came from China, had kidnapped me and wanted me to take a new name. He told me I was gonna get taken to some man in China who was gonna adopt me. I was confused, shocked, afraid, angry... I couldn't make sense of my own emotions. In fact, they felt like they were starting to flood out, I felt tears coming to my eyes, filling them quicker than a drunk fills his tab, and some girly cry came from my mouth. "Nooo! Please! Have mercy pleaaaaase! Why is this happening to me? Someone heeelp me! Please!"
The more I cried and bawled, the less sense I could make of my situation, the more the voice coming out of my mouth presented a simple yet terrifying thought, which in turn only made the fear and confusion even stronger.