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  1. Ok I my wife started reading my posts tonight and saw I kind of hinted, but lied on the other ones still denying myself and after a spanking and dry diapers I am here to tel the truth of what happened after that faithful morning. Stud has ordered his new "Sissy Toddler" to tell the truth and not hide my new statues like I did on my other responses tonight. I AM SORRY! As you see it says Sissy Toddler. Thats my new life. Yes I want it and I want it bad. I am still a boy and not a baby so technically my wife kept her promise. I am in diapers still even at (4). I now want this diapers now. No I dont like the diapers per say but I want what goes with it. I think it took him to bring me out where I should have been a long time ago. Please read on. So I got to tell you what happened that night. This is my most amazing sexual experience ever. If a diaper could always make me feel this way i would walk into work in just a diaper. Ok maybe not but it was amazing! First off wife told someone about our morning and would not tell me who. This kept me thinking about it all day. Stud changed me when I came home using extra thick diapers making a big waddle. I wasn't happy, and his teasing about how baby loves his diapers. Thus now so he made my diapers more baby like, so cute, blah blah started to piss me off. Like a diaper doesn't make you look like a baby in itself now it has to be thicker. My wife came in and defended me sort of and said dont talk to him like that. He must be a toddler cause they touch themselves not babies. Then teased me also calling me a toddler instead. This was the most baby treatment she has done or teasing, other than when she is being pounded by stud, since this started. They sat on the couch teasing me and I could see she was getting heated up. This stopped me from being so mad as I thought she was working up to her humping him and the thought got me going. They smiled and asked me to come over as they were sorry and sit between them. I did wondering what was up , but was getting more aroused wondering. So I sat between them. Then she kissed me big and he hugged me both saying sorry they should not tease their little toddler. They were stuck on this toddler mode thing. Then as she kissed me he undid his pants releasing his member and I thought here it comes. Time for me to suck him and just starting to loose my hard little pee pee. Instead he reached between my legs and started to forcefully rub the front of my diapers and just like that I was in top gear again. I started pushing back thinking to that morning and she started teasing me. For what ever strange reason that got me going more. My wife pulled her skirt up and panties off and lead us both to the bed room and laid on her back on the bed legs spread bottom close to the edge of the bed, feet on the floor, and wet as can be. She was so hot which got me moaning. She opened my onsie and lifted it just above my diapers and she had me stand over her and then get on top of her just above the love hole straddling her just on the edge of the bed and pulled me in close. She held me firm as he got up between her legs entred her and he had me sit up leaning back toward him. Him now between her legs starting to pump. Me and her stud rubbed her titties. I was facing her as she moaned and he started doing her harder while holding my hips for leverage. This cause me to wiggle harder in my diapers as I watched up close her happy bliss. He started teasing me saying stuff like this is the view a real man sees. I was panting harder than ever as every word was turning me on even though I felt ashamed. She reached up and started rubbing my diapers I was moaning like a girl as they both were making my stubby move in my diapers in the most amazing way! Her rubbing and him holding my hips like a girl. I was about to blow until she interupted. She said between his thrust... tell me... you love ...diapers... in the most demanding tone, yet teasing. Finally I said "YES" I love my diapers. He then reached around and also started rubbing my diapers up front saying good little toddler breathing on my neck in a sensual way.. Ohhh...I Screamed! In pleasure. I just needed a little more to let go. I was almost there. His verbal teasing was making me happy for some reason not pissed. My wife was going nuts just from his demeaning me. Panting as hard as me. Then he said since you are such a toddler I should wear a onsie to work. This caused her to let out a huge moan and her rhythm increased under me with that. He said tell me you will sissy. Meanwhile holding me just on the edge. I don,t know how he could hump on her like he did. I felt was in the way. Yet he did not slow or not miss a beat on me or her. I just thought what a man he is. Finding pleasure in his embrace while he reached around rubbing my diapers. He demanded again I should wear a onsie to work. Now bring me to the edge and holding me there as I sounded just like my wife moaning so hard, screaming like a girl, and begging for release. This excited my wife so much. It was beyond anything I ever had. Stopping rubbing my diapers he asked again for me to wear my onsie to work. I couldn't hold on any more I shouted "Yes!" between my pleasure moans and he continued. Just then my wife shook in pleasure! First time she ever finished before me. Her screams and shaking pushed me over the edge and I made my little wet spot in my diapers. As I yelled in pleasure he pulled out of her, pushed me on my back on the bed pinning me down, flinging my legs apart in one motion. Then crammed his huge dick up the right leg hole of my diapers and pushed it up past my nuggets rubbing up next to my small dick. Then as he made some comment I didnt here and my wife laughed. This feeling made me go nuts. I went from zero to sixty, just like that uncontrolled. A bit to my shock as a blow job usually made me limp. Next he kissed me hard like I was a girl and his member start to pulse next to mine filling my diapers with his baby making juice. I was in shock yet uncontrollably I let out yet another another scream and let loose myelf again. Two orgasims in a minute. Before that was over and his stopped pulsing the warm goo set me off a third time screaming out loud again. He commented something again. Did not here it and gave me a firm hard kiss that I returned. He pulled his tongue out of my mouth. Oh my gosh he kisses great. I was lost out of my senses. As I came back to reality I was shaking in pleasure like my wife does, felt totally fulfilled, saw my wife laughing snapping a picture, and realized I had both hands gripping the bed hard. My wife said isn't he amazing. Now you know why he is going stay make all our babies and you will stay in diapers my little sissy toddler! Still recovering I suddenly felt his baby juice puddled goo around my penis, He said your mine now. I was confused. My wife while laughing said you were not paying attention were you. I said no I was distracted. She said he told me when he threw me on the bed he was going to mark his "TODDLER SISSY!" Then while doing it he said my pleasures belong to him now You F...ing TODDLER SISSY. Thats why she was laughing. They planned this, but it went better than they thought. This puddle in my diapers was now uncomfortable and she noticed. She said that was my "Sissiy Toddler Mark" and I was going to stay in that diaper until stud changed me. From now on I will be called "Toddler -blank-" unless we are out. I am not allowed to enter her until she is pregnant. All pleasures will be approved by him now or from him. She laughed the whole time. I was informed I will stay a boy, just a sissy one that may be dressed in girly things at times to make him happy. Thinking no I quickly said yes! He was now pushing on my diapers moving the mess around and said a boy even though you act like a girl. I was in bliss and shock. I never ever had an orgasm like that. I didn't think I liked men. I loved his embrace and kiss. The thought of his member touching me makes me drip now. I was helped off the bed. He then quickly forced me bent over the edge of the bed and said he needed to finish marking his toddler sissy. Still in shock I did not fight. My wife unlocked my plastic pant and he peed in the back of my diapers. I was locked back up followed by a new pink onsie with two locks in the crotch clicked shut I smiled and thanked her. I thought it was over until he gave me a box wrapped up saying I can back out now and they would share pictures of me with everyone. If I stayed, accept my toddler status, I would get a have the present and what I truly need. I was in bliss so no way I wanted to give this up. I opened the present and was put in my first ever romper. I am in sissy bliss and finally am accepting my diapers. He made me so happy even if I dont want diapers I long for him now. I even wonder what it would be like for him to enter me. I was in that diaper until lunch the next day when it started leaking.It was an amazing trip. It is moving so fast. I had to pick a toddler age. I picked 4 hoping for potty training and pull ups. I was told never it will be diapers always. The age is more for punishment and other treatments. I have been shaved clean. Have sippy cups now. I sucked him for fun tonight just to thank him for diapering me. He was horny and the wife was gone. We will see where this goes, but even when we went out for dinner tonight anytime I was worried about my diapers my thought turned to this amazing man and if it wasnt for these diapers I wouldnt know the feeling of a good time. Please forgive me for holding back and lying.
  2. First diaper-gasim ever.

    Ok I my wife started reading my posts tonight and saw I kind of hinted, but lied on the other ones still denying myself and after a spanking and dry diapers I am here to tel the truth of what happened after that faithful morning. Stud has ordered his new "Sissy Toddler" to tell the truth and not hide my new statues like I did on my other responses tonight. I AM SORRY! As you see it says Sissy Toddler. Thats my new life. Yes I want it and I want it bad. I am still a boy and not a baby so technically my wife kept her promise. I am in diapers still even at (4). I now want this diapers now. No I dont like the diapers per say but I want what goes with it. I think it took him to bring me out where I should have been a long time ago. Please read on. So I got to tell you what happened that night. This is my most amazing sexual experience ever. If a diaper could always make me feel this way i would walk into work in just a diaper. Ok maybe not but it was amazing! First off wife told someone about our morning and would not tell me who. This kept me thinking about it all day. Stud changed me when I came home using extra thick diapers making a big waddle. I wasn't happy, and his teasing about how baby loves his diapers. Thus now so he made my diapers more baby like, so cute, blah blah started to piss me off. Like a diaper doesn't make you look like a baby in itself now it has to be thicker. My wife came in and defended me sort of and said dont talk to him like that. He must be a toddler cause they touch themselves not babies. Then teased me also calling me a toddler instead. This was the most baby treatment she has done or teasing, other than when she is being pounded by stud, since this started. They sat on the couch teasing me and I could see she was getting heated up. This stopped me from being so mad as I thought she was working up to her humping him and the thought got me going. They smiled and asked me to come over as they were sorry and sit between them. I did wondering what was up , but was getting more aroused wondering. So I sat between them. Then she kissed me big and he hugged me both saying sorry they should not tease their little toddler. They were stuck on this toddler mode thing. Then as she kissed me he undid his pants releasing his member and I thought here it comes. Time for me to suck him and just starting to loose my hard little pee pee. Instead he reached between my legs and started to forcefully rub the front of my diapers and just like that I was in top gear again. I started pushing back thinking to that morning and she started teasing me. For what ever strange reason that got me going more. My wife pulled her skirt up and panties off and lead us both to the bed room and laid on her back on the bed legs spread bottom close to the edge of the bed, feet on the floor, and wet as can be. She was so hot which got me moaning. She opened my onsie and lifted it just above my diapers and she had me stand over her and then get on top of her just above the love hole straddling her just on the edge of the bed and pulled me in close. She held me firm as he got up between her legs entred her and he had me sit up leaning back toward him. Him now between her legs starting to pump. Me and her stud rubbed her titties. I was facing her as she moaned and he started doing her harder while holding my hips for leverage. This cause me to wiggle harder in my diapers as I watched up close her happy bliss. He started teasing me saying stuff like this is the view a real man sees. I was panting harder than ever as every word was turning me on even though I felt ashamed. She reached up and started rubbing my diapers I was moaning like a girl as they both were making my stubby move in my diapers in the most amazing way! Her rubbing and him holding my hips like a girl. I was about to blow until she interupted. She said between his thrust... tell me... you love ...diapers... in the most demanding tone, yet teasing. Finally I said "YES" I love my diapers. He then reached around and also started rubbing my diapers up front saying good little toddler breathing on my neck in a sensual way.. Ohhh...I Screamed! In pleasure. I just needed a little more to let go. I was almost there. His verbal teasing was making me happy for some reason not pissed. My wife was going nuts just from his demeaning me. Panting as hard as me. Then he said since you are such a toddler I should wear a onsie to work. This caused her to let out a huge moan and her rhythm increased under me with that. He said tell me you will sissy. Meanwhile holding me just on the edge. I don,t know how he could hump on her like he did. I felt was in the way. Yet he did not slow or not miss a beat on me or her. I just thought what a man he is. Finding pleasure in his embrace while he reached around rubbing my diapers. He demanded again I should wear a onsie to work. Now bring me to the edge and holding me there as I sounded just like my wife moaning so hard, screaming like a girl, and begging for release. This excited my wife so much. It was beyond anything I ever had. Stopping rubbing my diapers he asked again for me to wear my onsie to work. I couldn't hold on any more I shouted "Yes!" between my pleasure moans and he continued. Just then my wife shook in pleasure! First time she ever finished before me. Her screams and shaking pushed me over the edge and I made my little wet spot in my diapers. As I yelled in pleasure he pulled out of her, pushed me on my back on the bed pinning me down, flinging my legs apart in one motion. Then crammed his huge dick up the right leg hole of my diapers and pushed it up past my nuggets rubbing up next to my small dick. Then as he made some comment I didnt here and my wife laughed. This feeling made me go nuts. I went from zero to sixty, just like that uncontrolled. A bit to my shock as a blow job usually made me limp. Next he kissed me hard like I was a girl and his member start to pulse next to mine filling my diapers with his baby making juice. I was in shock yet uncontrollably I let out yet another another scream and let loose myelf again. Two orgasims in a minute. Before that was over and his stopped pulsing the warm goo set me off a third time screaming out loud again. He commented something again. Did not here it and gave me a firm hard kiss that I returned. He pulled his tongue out of my mouth. Oh my gosh he kisses great. I was lost out of my senses. As I came back to reality I was shaking in pleasure like my wife does, felt totally fulfilled, saw my wife laughing snapping a picture, and realized I had both hands gripping the bed hard. My wife said isn't he amazing. Now you know why he is going stay make all our babies and you will stay in diapers my little sissy toddler! Still recovering I suddenly felt his baby juice puddled goo around my penis, He said your mine now. I was confused. My wife while laughing said you were not paying attention were you. I said no I was distracted. She said he told me when he threw me on the bed he was going to mark his "TODDLER SISSY!" Then while doing it he said my pleasures belong to him now You F...ing TODDLER SISSY. Thats why she was laughing. They planned this, but it went better than they thought. This puddle in my diapers was now uncomfortable and she noticed. She said that was my "Sissiy Toddler Mark" and I was going to stay in that diaper until stud changed me. From now on I will be called "Toddler -blank-" unless we are out. I am not allowed to enter her until she is pregnant. All pleasures will be approved by him now or from him. She laughed the whole time. I was informed I will stay a boy, just a sissy one that may be dressed in girly things at times to make him happy. Thinking no I quickly said yes! He was now pushing on my diapers moving the mess around and said a boy even though you act like a girl. I was in bliss and shock. I never ever had an orgasm like that. I didn't think I liked men. I loved his embrace and kiss. The thought of his member touching me makes me drip now. I was helped off the bed. He then quickly forced me bent over the edge of the bed and said he needed to finish marking his toddler sissy. Still in shock I did not fight. My wife unlocked my plastic pant and he peed in the back of my diapers. I was locked back up followed by a new pink onsie with two locks in the crotch clicked shut I smiled and thanked her. I thought it was over until he gave me a box wrapped up saying I can back out now and they would share pictures of me with everyone. If I stayed, accept my toddler status, I would get a have the present and what I truly need. I was in bliss so no way I wanted to give this up. I opened the present and was put in my first ever romper. I am in sissy bliss and finally am accepting my diapers. He made me so happy even if I dont want diapers I long for him now. I even wonder what it would be like for him to enter me. I was in that diaper until lunch the next day when it started leaking.It was an amazing trip. It is moving so fast. I had to pick a toddler age. I picked 4 hoping for potty training and pull ups. I was told never it will be diapers always. The age is more for punishment and other treatments. I have been shaved clean. Have sippy cups now. I sucked him for fun tonight just to thank him for diapering me. He was horny and the wife was gone. We will see where this goes, but even when we went out for dinner tonight anytime I was worried about my diapers my thought turned to this amazing man and if it wasnt for these diapers I wouldnt know the feeling of a good time. Please forgive me for holding back and lying.
  3. Most embarrassing diapered moment so far.

    My wife does not treat me like a baby other than the diapers and onsies, but i feel it is changing as she has started calling me her toddler sometimes. I fear her changing my diapers is making her see me as a child more and more. It has got to be hard to see me as a man when you are constantly changing someones diapers. The control is the only reason she is doing this I believe. The more she relates with stud the more control she seems to want. It is not for practice cause she already told me if she gets pregnant I have been told the babys diapers will be my duty as she will only change mine. Odd I thought.
  4. First diaper-gasim ever.

    Sorry to here you only get to use diapers, but if thats how you first got off I would imagine it is in your mindset and you love it. It is just like I enjoy watching others as thats how I first got mine. Standing in the corner like you and not seeing would be the worst torture for me as watching it go in and out of her with her thrusting back is what gets me going. I let loose early two and usually get two gasims to my wifes one. One while she is being pounded and then by the time she is done i am worked up again and ready for number 2 in her. So having to rub my diaper in front of him is a ruined one for me. Lately with these locking pants and onsies I have to rub my diapers and number one has been hard and unsatisfying to get. Then when I cannot get my second that I realy have looked forward cause of these diapers on during number one gasim leaves me frustrated. I have to say my real diaper-gasim rates number two on my best list and left me wanting another only to prove what a sissy I am. I will tell you about that night later. Yes I did stoop lower into sissy hood. Still not diaper happy but have craved that same thing again since. Tell about that night later. Stud humiliates me and it would be great if it helped me finish sooner as it would be over sooner. Yes she has rubbed my diapers after a change now stopping just as I start getting aroused saying my Toddler likes his diapees doesn't he? Then giggles. Yes she told some one on the phone that morning giggling and saying how good the diapers are right for me and how that turned her on. She wouldn't tell me who. They must be an aware friend or her family member just by the conversation. Not knowing who is killing me and some how increased my pleasure and worry. I believe it was a friend, but dont know.
  5. What makes you a sissy?

    I accept I am a sissy. Just got there. Not a diaper toddler. Accepting a diaper is ok when it is my disposables even thought those are thick. I have taken to them ok. Probably cause they pass as" normal" or"needed" even though they are over done. But the cloth ones I spend most of my time in are way beyond the"normal" range. Best I have done is act normal and try to play it off as an every day thing. Stud has made my wife change my shirt or shorts because he didnt think it showed enough. So if I cannot hide it, I need to change the diaper thickness, which has gone no where, or find an answer when it comes up. Yes I have been seen as weird. Walking through a strip mall hall one day these two cleaners noticed, and one pointed my diapers out to the other. i heard her say nobody wears diapers that thick... as the other was stop he probably has a problem and cannot help it. The other said no way.... and they hushed as I went by. The It also feels my wife is losing repect for me one diaper change at a time. It has got to be hard to keep seeing me as an equal when your wiping poo off someones bottom and pinning cloth over it.
  6. Forced diapering and humiliation

    Mr. then his first name. Conversation.. Usually not as he just dismisses what I say like listening to a child. Expectations.. He wants me to be a baby. Do as he says is what he likes. I don't usually listen to all unless he is with my wife. I see her as my dom not him. That is how he would like it though.
  7. Most embarrassing diapered moment so far.

    There is no negotiating with him. It is his way or ass whopping. My wife can but not me and so it has been what she wants. One thing he wants is me dressed as a baby and ultimately baby girl, but has settled for this. The girly I look the more he tries to do my ass. Not for me. I have been a good cum sucker as my wife likes that and so did other studs, but not for me. Potty is off limits totally and if I use it he wont service her. If he got his way I would never get on my wife again. Thankfully that's not my wife's desire. On your second point I am afraid I her seeing me constantly diapered and dressed as a toddler she will start seeing me as a child and lose interest in sex with me at all. The more she sees me this way the more she treats me as a child. I want to be happy too. on your third point I am not allowed to pick my clothes so even that idea doesn't help. I tried a line similar with strangers only to get a yah right attitude so I know they wouldn't believe me. They dont need to be so thick all the time. He does it just for spite. On your last point you are right as I wet and use diapers just like a toddler. I do have control when though, but if I cannot stand up to them and remove these diapers I better get used to it. My fear of a random real spanking from stud has insured I wet and stay diapered. Thus I will probably need them some day if this doesnt stop soon.
  8. Do all sissys wear diapers?

    I first met diaper boy the first time I was forced into diapers. Another man and him helped pin me down to be diapered and they used his diapers. It wasn't until the second time, I think, he came with that week to help hold me so I could be diapered that I noticed. Here is the little I know. He has been in diapers for over 10 years he said and is fully dependent on them. He started out like me, but he had some kind of diaper interest unlike me, and was doing cuckolding like me and my wife when he met and introduced his wife and this guy. His wife has never been with anyone else since, except him on rare occasions, and has 3 kids by this stud. This diaper boy started out helping the stud with the diaper stuff as he was a little into it and the stud was totally into it. It started slow for him taking around three years to get this guy in diapers full time I was told. He had him in diapers every night almost right away and played with the day sometimes. The stud turned on him when his wife wanted to get pregnant years ago and decided he wanted him diapered all the time until she got pregnant. I do not know how it all went down but he forced diaper boy to wear them and outed him. So it started and soon after he said cloth diapers, plastic pants, onsies, baby dresses, baby rompers came and things changed. He was punished, no toilet, baby treatment, not allowed to change himself and so on. Not really sure. The stud has had some other women with cucks since him and from what diaper boy said they are usually diapered from day one. Not many as the diapers usually was a deal breaker. That was until my stopped it until my wife came by. Not sure wear he lives but within an hour I was told. He wouldn't tell me. The stud has but so far my wife has kept it in check. Yes I am afraid knowing the other mans history and how the stud has been influencing my wife. Not sure what I can do as my wife seems to love his manhood and hasn't even talked of any others since. Not even hooked up with her go to stud since and has been putting condoms on me and not him. I fear I will be in diapers and the kids will be out of them before me. I wont do anything he wants as he seems to want to take me. Never been into that. And I have no desire to be a baby or dressed in dresses. I have come a long way to keep him happy just so my wife can get real cock and a baby I could not give her, but I still have limits.
  9. First diaper-gasim ever.

    If you read anything I have posted I dont like diapers. I find them comfortable, but have been unable to get off in them without my hand inside. That has not been aloud. Well last night my wife and stud were going at it. I was not in the mood so I stayed up late posting on here to pass the time till they were done. Then went in and curled up with my wife. I woke very early this morning and was really horny and my little thing as stiff as a tree. I woke my wife and pleaded with here to unlock my plastic pants and have her hump me. She teased me taking delight in it and started kissing me every where. Now I begged for a release and ass hole stud woke up. He didnt say anything but instead after watching for a bit he started rubbing my diapers and ohhhh..... all I could do is push back and beg for her to hump me. She straddled me and humped me on top of my diaper rubbing the chain on my plastic pants on herself saying things like am I doing it right? are you in? must be cause your panting. All teasing like hell. I was in bliss but wanted her so bad and pleaded. This had her stud at full attention now. She humped my diaper harder and faster and all I could do was beg. She told me to shush, I did not as I was desperate for her. Thats when her very aroused stud put his now throbbing member in my mouth saying suck. I was so horny I just did it. The harder I sucked the harder she humped me as they made out. Its the first time sucking a man I was not turned off but instead it added to my throbbing pain . Then without warning he shoved it deep in my mouth and exploded. That is when I lost it and had one of my best ever releases in my life, still in my diapers, with a penis in my mouth swallowing his load before I started and he was still dumping long after I was done. It was so amazing I I swallowed it all and sucked for a while after as I caught my breath only to see my wife giggling about the whole thing. It was embarrassing afterwards, but after a couple weeks of no or bad releases this was awesome. Best diaper-gasm ever. I am such a sissy.
  10. Do all sissys wear diapers?

    Well he does change my diapers and has given my wife tips as how to pin them tight. She had younger sibling growing up and her family used cloth ones back in the day so she is not a new be to diapering. He is good at it, but that is probably because I am not his only sissy toddler. He has another lover and sissy toddler that he has had in diapers for many years. Thats how he came up with my first supplies so fast when he started diapering me. I dont want to be like that boy. He is diaper dependent now and gets a lot more baby treatment than me. So maybe its more of a modern thing from the 70s
  11. Forced diapering and humiliation

    That is one of my problems. I dont mind him being daddy like and having me diapered in the bedroom. He is around a lot and he acts and treats me this way all the time. Not just a number one dude in the bedroom.
  12. Do hypnotic tapes work?

    She uses the locking plastic pants when having sex so I have to rub the outside of the diaper to get hard. I cannot get my hand in now. She likes this control and that turns her on. That is good. I have a better release when unlocked after she is done , but I can hardly get off just rubbing the diaper. Now if she lays down after really exhausted her stud wont let her unlock me every time to finish in her, as we agreed. He is the one who insists I stand in front of him {not her}and hump or rub my diapers till i release. Making me stand there until I do. I find this a downer and his degrading comments don't help. I lose interest. It is not good for me and humiliating. But he wont let me stop. One night I humped my diaper for almost an hour just for a lousy, not so good release. I wanted to stop but he just kept forcing me back up against the bed telling me to practice real man humping. She could care less at that point and didn't even pay attention. She never minded me finishing in her even if she was exhausted. Yet she has not defended my rights and lets him do it to me. I admit im a sissy. If it has to be diapers.... I don't know but I will probably accept it. If I have to wear it I do not have a problem using it but wish I could number 2 in a toilet. Hopefully I find joy in it. Yes being caught by the wrong person in my diapers is a main concern of mine and how it could change my life. Even if I accept the fact I need them and use them. How would you explain to, lets say, a coworker, why I was in a very thick cloth diaper like the one in my profile. That is what I wear. When I was seen by them at the grocery store or movie or where ever? How do you explain that? A tad bulky disposable diaper, yes. "I have a bladder problem....blah, blah" That doesn't work as good with the thick double prefold thing they pin on me. Or more. Well? What do you say? "yes I dont like disposables" "I like the toddler Waddle" "I wet a lot so I need bulkier diapers than a toddler" "I wanted a manly bulge so I wear thick diapers" How do you explain that and still get respect? Losing a friends respect is bad enough, but what about a coworker?
  13. What makes you a sissy?

    Your right. Other than the diaper and onsies she doesnt treat me as a baby. He tries but not her. Still unfair. She could use a more practical thickness diaper. I used to be more equal other than sex. She seems to want to widen that gap. I am not so happy about that. It not only changes my statis with her but wearing thick baby diapers clike they want all the time also changes my status with everyone else. The wearing of the diaper is not so bad, using it I can accept, having others look down on me and treat me with less respect cause of it not ok.
  14. Do all sissys wear diapers?

    Ok sorry, we called them plastic pants. So does her stud changing my diapers make him a sissy too? lol
  15. Most embarrassing diapered moment so far.

    Ok I will try to answer most of this. First you must know both her and her stud change my diapers. I am not allowed to ask for a change. If I mess I am allowed to tell them I messed but dont ask for a change. I do get changed right away then. As for wetting she or even him will randomly just walks up and checks my diaper sticking a finger im my diaper either the waist band or leg hole when I have a onsie on. If determined wet enough I will get changed right then. If I ask they just walk away and make me wait. When being changed I prefer her because it is normal usually like another thing to do. If he changes me thats when the comments come up about my size or what a baby I am or what ever. Not always but many times with him. She usually finishes with a love pat or two on the front saying something like he is all safe and snug now. She doesnt make to much fun of me unless in a good pounding is going on reminding me how I cant do that. He tends to do it more. Her humiliation happens more when others are around. She likes people to know im diapered and will go out of her way to make me noticed at times. Strangely he doesnt at these times as he thinks the thick diapers does this for him. My work diapers are currently an abena or a plaine white one. Never saw the box before those were put on the shelf so not sure on the brand. Usually a stuffer inside. That helps but has made it harder to cover up but no where close to the thickness of those cloth things. I get an hour for lunch and work close to home so I either meet her some place and get changed or go home depending on her day. If I desire a change I send a picture to he of my diaper or wiat till im off work. This is the only time I get to request a change sort of and it is not always granted. No leaks yet. I also dont drink much at work to cut back on my output. Twice she had me change myself at work. I think I hated this more as I had to do it in the restroom where others could here. The second time someone came in and noticed. At least I do not work with him directly. Nope no pooping at work so far but have come to think I better ask and sort this out before it happens. First off I dont find being forced in them fun so this joy cannot be taken away. I enjoy how his member pleases her and me wearing the diaper allows this to happen. If I dont he says he will stop coming by. I want to like it on some level because she enjoys it and I am stuck in them. Trying to make a good thing out of a bad situation. I think she she wants me to learn to like them so I can get off in the diaper instead of her, but she has never said that. She also seems to really like the control it has given her over me. I have to admit it makes me very aware of my place. Just not sure that the place she has me in and where I want to be are the same. Yes my wife has pictures, but in respect of me she would never out me in that way. Our trust in each other would not allow that. I have pictures of her also in many interesting positions also. He is not allowed to take any photos. Our agreement. So why do I stay in them? Fear. He brought others over a few times to hold me while I was stripped and diapered. I would rather do it without others laughing at me. Also got a couple whipping from him. He is not just big down below and it was real. I have no spanking fantasy. Mostly I just want her sexually happy and he will not do her unless I remain diapered. I also usually have locking pants on and a lock on my belt so removing them is not easy. She did threaten to tell my family of our life style and that I wasn't just wearing diapers for "accidents" as she has told them. I don't think she would but i never thought she would diaper me either. Fear of being seen diapered by people I know when in cloth diapers. They wont allow me to hide it. If you seen the only picture I posted in my profile is the diapers I am required to wear any time I am not at work. That is not a normal adult diaper and is hard to explain away. Even my disposables are thick. That diaper thickness has never changed no matter who comes or where we go. Even my family asked why I didn't wear a thinner disposable to which I didn't have much of an answer for. I lost a neighbor friend already and one other. Her family knows all and has little respect for me now. The brother in laws see me as less than a man. I fear meeting a coworker when out after work or any one I know. This keeps me in more. So not totally normal anymore. Incontinence is a huge fear. I wake up wet once in a while now unknowing when I wet now. I always imagined this will pass and the diapers will stop. Even though she says it wont. I don't want to "have to " wear them for a need. I seem to pee more often now since I started. I don't know why. Not that it matters cause I can pee when ever I want but it is to often if I wasn't in diapers. I fear I will become a thing to my wife and not her husband.