I am big/caregiver searching for an AB little, or a middle who loves to wear diapers. While I haven't had an opportunity to care for somebody before, the idea of having someone to dote on is something i've thought about for a long time. I made a Tumblr account a while ago and couldn't believe how many adorable little blogs there are, and I never thought i'd see the day when there would be entire conventions for ABDL fans (such as CAPCon). Unfortunately all of these fun people and events are many miles away from me, as I live in ultra-conservative Utah.