I believe mine started because I always saw maxi pads around my house and my grandma's and basically everywhere I went. I thought, as a kid, that girls got to pee in them but since I was a boy I couldn't. So I started stealing them from everywhere and wetting them. Ummm it felt so good, I didn't get any sexual arousal out of it because I was too young, probably 8, but I still wet maxi pads to this day if I have no diapers. I'm actually wearing one right now letting out little spurts of pee into it try to feel that great wetting feeling but not leak too bad