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Been Working. Nothing new. Been falling back into things after a hard year too. Been off the sauce but still pee to much. To diapers i am stuck to this I stick. Not much luck in love not much skill with it.
But here I am. "L33R" or "Graves". You take your pick.
I am who I am.
So lets chat a bit.
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Well after being single for about 4 years now, I have been thinking about dating again... AND OHHHH MY! I forgot how to flirt and date. At this point I don't even know what I am looking for in a partner anymore either. I'm Bi so gender doesn't matter, I'm and ABDL so kinks are not a new thing to me and I'm old enough to know compromise... Yet knowing all that I still don't know what to do when it comes to dating most the time.
So much headache on this one.
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With so much change to my life I have slowly run into one problem. What am I even doing? I keep working every night and forgetting. I work to build the life I wants and spend my time working to build want I need and need time to do what I want.
Endless loop.
What I want to happiness. Simple but never going to be a thing.
Happiness means I need money and people and things. At least... it does in my head.
Finding what I want and need is becoming a long thought in my head.
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One of the biggest lies we tell ourselves is that happiness is simple. Or that knowing what will make us happy is easy to figure out.
Finding out what we want out of life is one of the hardest and most important things we will do for ourselves. It can take years or decades to figure out. All I can do is wish you good luck and assure you that you aren't weird for thinking these things.
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Update on life.
Been working non-stop and working out at the gym. Quiting smoking and working to a better me. Though I need to work on my social skills. It would help if I just found an ABDL like me in life but that is seeming like a hopeless goal.
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Almost one month with no drinking! Celebrating with more diapers
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2018 New years resolution: no more alcohol.