lilzander382

It depends. I love my baby/toddler clothes... love my onsies, love my diaper shirts, especially love hanging out in my footies. I want to say that during the day I dribble (if I am not at work, and then I flood as soon as I come home). On weekends I definitely dribble. At night, I have no idea if I flood or dribble. All I know is that I usually wake in a completely swelled Crinkelz diaper and not a wet spot on the bed or my PJ's. I consider myself 1.5 to 2.5 years old. I really haven't figured out how to regress (I have bought baby toys). But when I wake to a swelled diaper and then I mess it promptly, I call myself a "good baby".

just ordered my Rearz babygro lil'monsters and safari sleepers through amazon. I cannot wait for them to arrive on Wednesday and wake up to those sleepers.

oh, I forgot to mention that my adoptive son who was placed with me at 2.5 (still in diapers) years of age is currently in a special home for behavioral children outside of my control. He is 11 now. When he comes home for weekends, I do block all of my baby from him. I do still wear my diapers and onsies under my clothing with a paci near by if I can get away with it in front of him. At night I do where my sleepers with a diaper on and it is ultimately wet when I wake in the morning. I guess this is why I also want to hear from Mark too as he is a parent.

Thank you Rusty for your reply. I have actually taken care of babies as a licensed foster parent (yup, single male). it did dimish my want to be a "baby". How many people can you claim said that? when I am baby, it is not role play at all. this is my life. I am a baby period. Now tomorrow, I have to hide it and be an adult to my adoptive son. Watch good college football game with hmmm (Kentucky @ Missouri)

Eddie, I thought you might like my thoughts on your subject. I still wait and hope to hear back from Rusty and Mark and their thoughts further. I hope you finally get your wishes with your own place and get to be the baby you want to be. it is worth it if you can keep a balance as Rusty already said.

Mark, I feel your pain and embarrassment. I got caught by my mom with just a plain white ConfyDry 24/7 on my bathroom floor and she said nothing a few months back. I know you want to be a sissy AB, but maybe go without the pretty pink princess diapers when you travel. Not even the Crinklz (my preference), but rather the NorthShore or 24/7 white when you travel. that might be safer if you forget.

I guess to keep my thought on. My false adult side is my caregiver right now. If I had an actual adult caregiver right now, that person unsnapping my onsie between my legs and removing my diaper, cleaning me up in the most caring way and re-diapering me would be welcome in my mind. if that person is willing to nurse me by breast or bottle regularly, that is welcome to me. If that person wants to spank my bottom, then that is OK because they are disciplining me as they see fit to do so. That is not role playing or pretending. That is an AB being a BABY. Lastly if you listen to Baby Pants Hypnotic recordings, they all tell you that you are a Baby. So, I AM A BABY, about 1.5 to 2 years old with adult skills (sadly).

Sleepers are the best!!!!!! I wish it was easier to find them with zippers that go all the down the leg. So far I have only found them on Baby Pants website and a couple of sites over in Europe. One company is based in London and you can completely customize them, but they are very expensive. The other I believe is in the Netherlands. They do allow some customization and they don't ship to the U.S. I have started to appreciate the sleepers that snap up both leg and then main body. I have one I got not too long ago from Cuddlz like that. Rearz has a couple of patterns as well that I want to order, and I found a fleece dinosaur patterened one from Awe So Cute that I want.

Is it role play or pretending? As an AB, I prefer wearing AB clothes instead of my adult clothes because the make me happy. The first thing I want to do at the end of the day when I get home is get out of my adult clothes, clip a paci to my onsie and proceed to relax. I suck on a paci or a bottle not because I am trying to pretend to be a baby, but because I truly do enjoy it. I wear diapers and use them because I prefer diapers over underwear. I think I was about 5 y/o when I started to have desires to be back in diapers again. Now that I have gone 24/7, I cannot even remember the last time I have used an actual toilet. I feel that I am more role playing and pretending to be an adult when I have to put adult clothes over my baby clothes and keep my paci strictly in my pocket and out of view when it is time to go to work or otherwise out into the adult world.

That was four minutes of my life I will never get back.

I have not tried ABU diapers yet. I have tried Rearz and Bambino. And lately I have been exclusively been ordering Crinklz from northshore.com. I have been wanting to try out the ABU preschool or Kiddo diapers.

I like the mam 16+ month. They don't hurt my teeth and they stay in my mouth. Plus I don't feel like I am gag on something like with the nuk size 5.

Every morning I wake to a paci in my mouth, a very wet diaper and hugging my plushi rabbit. I just feel so calm and relaxed waking to my baby side that it is difficult for me to get out of bed and accept the fact that I have to go out into the adult world and suppress my baby. This feels like such a downer everyday. Although I do always were a diaper and a onsie under my adult clothing with a paci in my pocket every day out in the adult world, it is still a downer for me. Does anyone else experience this?

Yes, I have noticed since I am now almost 2 years of 24/7. I bed wet almost every night in my sleep now. There have also been times when I have been doing air out time without a diaper for a short while at home and I suddenly get the urge to go and I cannot hold it back or stop the flow.

well, I have been wearing 24/7 for about a year and a half now and I don't find it a hindrance at all. On the very rare occasion I am going into a situation in which I have to wear regular underwear instead, I find that it just feels weird and un-natural without a diaper and a onesie on under my clothes. I don't wear 24/7 because I need to physically, but I need to emotionally. I do however now have to wear at night while I sleep because I have truly regressed back to being a bed wetter while I sleep. It is a rare morning now that I wake up dry now.