diaperboyblue

I chose I never had to wear diapers, wearing them has always been my choice, ergo, something I enjoy. However with that being said, I have encountered many lemons in the journey and still continue to find those arising today. So I guess the simplest experience and reality is that, Societally I feel the perception of needing to be normal, a man, a functional element of the structure I live in. To which there are natural challenges stating that in order to do this, one can (and evident by some of the above responses) people do. The perception that by being more "Normal" creates a healthier existence for others, is a lie and a lemon I am happy to turn into lemonade. I feel that the main reality ends up being how much stress and overthinking that I have been, until now, choosing to engage with instead of simply looking at myself and critically analysing choices to realise that allowing this part in, may be very beneficial. Something I listened to recently comes to mind (From Teal Swan on youtube) which is that "The universe learns a lot by how we move through a lose-lose situation", cause in such a situation we are put under pressure which is universal. In that position doing something like wearing diapers seemed normal and a healthy expression of self, as any other alternatives and means of calming myself seemed unhealthy by comparison. So all in all, I continue to work on my relationship with self and the relationship towards choices I may choose to make, realising that I get to live this life and am in turn blessed.