SleepyB

Will do! Although it’s mildly annoying to Have to re setup my Tapatalk everytime. Speaking of which, I’m currently struggling with getting it reconnected, any thoughts? Like it lets me onto DD forum to view, but can’t log in with my own account

Hi everyone..again! I very much love the community, but have not found a whole lot of time to keep with my online stuff, sorry for the repeat :(((

Quick update: I finally got the results back for the MRI on my lower back. I got a bulging disc.. fun. Knees still feel janky and loose, but my ribs are practically in no more pain, I can sleep on my side again!!! Now I’m waiting on a urologist. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Wow this really good information. The MRI happened on Friday, my doctor will be getting back to me, I believe, on Monday. Can’t wait to hear the news. I think what really got my gears going, is that idea of creating your own business, and happiness. My head could go for days on ideas. But here’s a little about me personally. I have ADHDw/ SEVERE learning disabilities. It’s quite weird actually, because I can talk normal and act normal, everyone thinks I am. “Oh he has so much potential” , the amount of times I heard that...never lived up to my “true potential “ problem is, is that this learning disability of mine stops me dead in my tracks. Academically, I’m effin retarded, no joke. Physically I’m a genius, balancing in place on my bike, I’d be rockin 20-30 mph on a fixed gear bike for 8 hours a day. I guess I don’t have this thing called a higher executive skills. Educationally I’ve always felt growing up that I was something like 3 years behind my peers. College is not the greatest environment, it’s almost impossible for me to focus meet deadlines of any kind. On the work note, your right about that a job needs to be more deeply fulfilling. I’ve worked at soooo many different places. From deli guy at the grocery store to indoor trampoline parks to imax theaters inside a furniture store covered in jelly bellies with an ice cream place and trapeze artists whom YOU can join. I like fun jobs, not your standard run of the mill “crunching numbers” kinda job. I’d be gone in a week! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Forgive me I’m not usually like this, it’s just a really hectic time Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Initially I wanted to exactly that. But their motives are clear ($$$). That’s just how I personally feel. But Right this moment I can’t even say what I can and can’t do. Literally just had my MRI yesterday, waiting to hear back. But also this whole workman’s comp has put a huge damper on our relationship, and then there’s the incontinence part of it. I honestly feel incredibly uncomfortable going back. I’d rather pick a different occupation. If I can’t ride my bike, then I don’t what the heck I’m gonna do. Honestly it’s a disaster the whole thing. And it’s put incredible stress on my relationship. Trying to find something that I would feel comfortable doing if doctor says the incontinence is permanent. So that’s why I’m on the hunt now Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

super thumbs up! thanks for the heads up!

hey there Betty Pooh! heres a little info on me. first id like to say how grateful i am that im still here. couldve been WAYYY worse. yet i still cant help but have harsh feelings towards lady that hit me. Oh Btw found out that shes an LICSW, licensed social worker who specifically dealsin helping with disabled and old folks get there benefits....... anyways, as for products that im using. well i started wearing pull ups for need a couple weeks into the accident. the following morning after the incident, i had pooped a little nug in my actual underwear while sleeping. never happened again after that. since that night i had started leaking, very small amounts anytime i sat down on the futon or squatted knelt down coughed sneeze laughed. but initially it was low frequency, once or twice in a week, some where around 2-3 weeks i noticed the frequency increased. the pull ups were no longer doin there job for the length of time i needed them to. now its more like almost everytime i put stress on my bladder, and as of a couple days ago i noticed the squirts becoming a little bigger as well. I had an MRI yesterday for my lower back(lombard area?), waiting to hear back on the results. my ortho doc just became the head surgeon for the Boston Celtics. i so lucked out! as for working environment, well that seems to be more limited for me. like a lot folks here, im dealing with a lot of issues. like ADHD w/severe learning disabilities PTSD from both parents passing( dad at age 9, and mom at 21) plus things that happened to me in the military. got out of the military(which my mother had just passed away a month prior to me getting out). so ive was a mess for quite some time. couldnt hold a job longer than 3 months. in and out of apartments, couch surfin, i even hit up a homeless shelter for veterans for a lil while. i took a LOOOOOOONG time before i started snapping out of it. and it was being a bike messenger that changed all of that. i was able to be free, ride my bike , smoke weed whenever i had down time. take out all my frustrations on the jerk cab drivers that i deal with a hundred times a day. FINALLY, i found a job that works for me, AND even better than that. i found something even more precious to me, (and my military people will understand me)... i found a family, a brotherhood. i thought it was impossible to find in the civilian world, but i EFFIN found it!! right when i started to feel whole again, this lady stole that from me. i finally found a job that i can stick to and truly work on bettering myself as a human being. i was with these guys for 5 years!! ive never seen a job past a year before this!! sorry i vented a bit. so im really trying to find something that actually works for me, somewhere where i can be comfortable and happy, even if its an entry level job while im at it, does anyone know of any ABDL companies in or near Massachusetts or New England? figured it might be worth a shot..

Well one thing I can say is that the diapers work much better in my case. I actually started with pull ups, but didn’t last long, as they were starting to leak before I noticed it was time to change. Also I have an issue with pull ups. I am, well, what others might call gifted. And because of that, when I point my junk down like I’m supposed to, it all pools up just at the bottom, so the whole front side is pretty much dry, even tho I’d be leaking. So I stepped it up to diapers. Which, truth be told, I had always preferred diapers anyways. It’s just kinda sucks how I went from having the choice, to not. That’s really the only part that honestly sucks. Otherwise I like my diapers, with tapes and all. As for the employment, I’m looking at it from the perspective of me being unemployed. Technically I’m going thru all of the workman’s comp stuff now. But I have no intention of getting back on the to risk my life any further, it was fun while it lasted(5years). Been hit by more than I can count on 2 hands. And I walked away with my life intact * knocking on wood* but I’m done. Now I’m looking for a sweet new gig. Somewhere where I can just keep my head down and work. Security maybe? Idk Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Hi all! So I was recently(Dec,2017) hit by a car while on my bike and working (bike messenger). It started with leaks when I would sit down in a chair maybe twice a week, now it’s happening all the time whenever I sit cough sneeze squat etc. yes I have all my doctors on board about my incon and the incident at hand, lawyers too. As I do not plan to return to the same line of work due to multiple reasons(aside from the fact the diapers and fixed gear bikes don’t really work). I was thinking a different line of work. Maybe a customer service person at a care center store, particularly if they have a nice selection of diapers. But most importantly I’m trying to find a potential a job that would be an already understanding environment to incon folks. Any suggestions would be great. SleepyBee [emoji259][emoji219] Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Thank you guys for the open arms. Much appreciated. Honestly I’ve always been a part of Ab world, and it’s always been a part of me. Although until recently, I kinda just lurked in the background seeing what others have to ask and seeing the responses they get. Always have been the shy guy, never knowing what to say. But boy am I glad I finally chimed in. Everyone seems to be genuinely nice and respectful, and are full of smiles( I can feel the smiles lol)

Hi All! :))) I’m SleepyB nice ta meetcha! Don’t really know what say here. 29 m bi. In an awesome relationship with my lovely daddy ;). have been in love with diapers since a young age. Recently was hit by a car while on my bike, and while working at that. I’m finding that from time to time I’m leaking when I sit down or bend over/squat.. physical movements are causing me to squirt. Going thru the legal BS as well as seeing doctors. speaking of doctors, I’m the guy who doesn’t go to see a doctor unless there’s an emergency. Well I’ve also never had myself set up with my Primary care doctor. Just met with him for the first time today. I told him about the leaking/squirting. with all that said, should I stick to diapers vs pull ups?

Watertown Ma. Working on building up my partner’s/big’s confidence to go out to public events.. I think he’s getting closer to the idea! In time tho :)))

You, sir, are an awesome person! I admire what you said greatly. Even inspires me a little. :)))

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