Well thank you for the advice and not just judging right away. I just have poor social skills and I don't really know how to explain why I'd like to meet them, of course I'm attracted to that sort of thing but that's not even the reason I want to meet or even just talk to someone like that. I feel like I could discover my inner feelings about why I like to cross dress and why I'm so confused. I just always end up giving off a creeper vibe, even though I'm just a fairly nice, harmless, and lonely shy guy...