nitewets

Have you submitted the forms yet to start getting your diapers? I've read most of your posts, and see that you are conflicted about accepting your desires for incontinence and full time diapers...

I think it's a natural progression, from interest in diapers, to wearing diapers, to desire to become incontinent... I've had my interest in diapers since I was about 6 years old. When I was in my 20's,  I would buy diapers, wear them for a few days, then feel guilty and throw everything away... (The often mentioned "Binge and Purge cycle" that ABDL's talk about..) Then in my 30's and 40's, I started wearing diapers every night, and eventually trained myself to be a bedwetter. My 50's saw me wearing diapers as often as I could in the daytime, and everynight for my now permanent bedwetting. I also started making home-made stents to get the daytime incontinence that I now increasingly desired.

Now at the brink of turning 60,  I look forward to retiring in a few years so I can actively pursue my ultimate goal of becoming TRUELY diaper-dependent and incontinent 24/7, for the rest of my life!! You probably know by now that your "Diaper desires" will never go away. Like so many people on this site, the next logical and emotionally fulfilling step for you is to submit those forms, get your diapers, and become the diaper-dependent, incontinent person that you were always destined to be...