littleboyof40

Rob110 and willnotwill, thanks for the tip. I had not thought of shipping to the hotel. I will try that and see what it cost. That sure would make things easier. Sent from my SHIELD Tablet using Tapatalk

I am just curious if anyone has a handy tip. I am traveling again for two weeks to Alberta for work. When I travel, I typically take my diapers with me to hang out in after work. It is nice to have some time for me to get to regress a little and be myself. My problem is the last time I traveled for more than a couple of days, my diapers took up half the space of my suitcase. I try to travel light to limit the weight of my suitcase and backpack. Anyone have any good ideas? I thought about vacuum packing the diapers to save room but don't know if they will go back to size.

Pacifier for me.. It helps me sleep when anxious. Never been a thumb sucker. Sent from my SHIELD Tablet using Tapatalk

I have a thin facial beard and wear diapers. Sent from my SHIELD Tablet using Tapatalk

Your right about there isn't much benefit going from cat 5E cable to Cat 6. But yes, I got all hardware upgraded in my house to support Cat 6. I also use a NAS server in the house. I can measure the difference between Cat 5E and Cat 6 in the house. But I really don't notice a lot of difference when streaming from my NAS server. My internet access on average is around 115 mmbs so there is no advantage to going to Cat6 for internet speeds which I already new. I really do these things just to see what I can end up doing with it. I often cause more problems than I solve with my hobbies. For example, today I woke up with my kitchen island lights going on and off every second by themselves. I think my light switch which is an insteon product went bad. When I try to turn it off, it wouldn't respond. The only way was to log on to the software that controls the light switch and disable it. Got to love technology.

My advice is if you're a millionaire and yet you don't own a slide from your bedroom to your pool you are missing out on the fun things in life. Sent from my SHIELD Tablet using Tapatalk

I am totally a dog person. I have two dogs. My favorite breed is Labrador Retriever. Right now, we have two dogs. A mixed breed that we thought was part Labrador but when we had her tested it turned out she was part cocker spaniel and mixed with other breeds. No lab in her. She is a rescue dog. The other dog is a Boston Terrier. Sent from my SHIELD Tablet using Tapatalk

My hobbies are pretty normal. I like camping, backpacking, photography. I also enjoy large Home Theater Builds for my friend and co-workers. I typically do two a year. I drive my friends and family nuts with my constant rewiring of our house. Last year I upgraded all the Cat 5E cable to Cat 6. That took a lot of hours in the attic. Sent from my SHIELD Tablet using Tapatalk

Toddy, thanks for the kind response. I hope to find the strength to post more. I felt a sense of relief just doing the post yesterday. I wasn't sure what to expect.

I have to chim in also. Like others, I have kept my diaper desires a secret. It isn't easy to come out and tell someone. I have never posted here before so for me this is even a step. I can't really admit it to myself let alone my wife, who is my lover and best friend. I suspect she knows. I occasionally sleep with a pacifier when stressed. I use it as an excuss because I do this odd sucking thing with the my tongue on the roof of my mouth that actually makes blisters on the roof of my mouth. The pacifier stops that but also provides comfort. She once found a onesie of mine. I about died. Shamefully, I lied about it and got out of it. Why am I so scared? I hate this side about me and would get rid of it if I could. I have tried and tried and failed repeatedly. I am not trying to offend anyone. But it is as much a reality of me as it is my asthma and anxiety that I deal with. My wife has made comments about seeing ABs on tv and how creepy that is. Which doesn't help coming out and not when you can't accept it yourself. I am 42 years old. I have been doing diapers since as far back as I can remember. I have gone through purging my things many times. For now, I have at least stop that in the last year and just gone to extreme measures to hid them. Yes, I realize I am not doing my wife any favors. But her love is more important to me than anything. There isn't a single soul that knows about the diaper desires I have in my life. Lately, I have been trying to think about telling her just so that she would know the 100% of me and not the 98% of me. I want her to love me for the crazy things I do like backpacking, my crazy experiements and projects around the house, the fun we have with our kids, the crazy camping trips we take. I don't want to loose any of that. I proud of "oh.repaid" for being honest with his wife. I can't imagine how scared you were. Afraid of losing everything. Your stronger than I am. In fact, I think everyone on here is stronger than I am. It seems like I am ashamed of my desires and ashamed of not being able to admit it. Thanks for listening folks. And once again! Congradulations "oh.repaid". Thanks for sharing and maybe giving me a little strenght and hope!