foreverdl

I just changed my diapers to incontinent because I am in a very little control now, I can maybe make it to a bathroom if I get my pee feeling?? but it comes out within seconds now, and I even wet sitting here, without knowing. and say I don't remember peeing? But it very cool I am not to a full loss of urine control yet, but hope to soon be there, I just don't want to think about it and just feel the warm feeling

hi, I'm married, i have had interest in diapers as long as i can remember, i remember my brothers still wet the bed till they were 11-13 yrs old, i could not figure out then why but i really loved the pee smells, we shared a room, they shared a bed, i had my own because i didn't wet the bed, I wanted sooo bad to share the bed with them,, but i would sneak and wrap up in there pee soaked blankets, Naked Humping them and the soaked bed, it was a Non protected mattress. And i was 10-11 so i could not figure out what was going on, but when i was playing in them i was erect, and later on thought i was really weird because I Loved it, but didn't understand.. hindsight if i would of just wet the bed, things may have been different, but they were teased a lot so I was chicken, and i was not one that could handle that sort of attention. I do think I may have made it, since I was teased so much for being quiet and not a fighter , I was a wimp in soo many ways...

i had rare times after that where i just had to get baby diapers and secretly indulge. I remember a few times getting my hands on a baby wet diaper and had soo much of a good time using it.

FFWD

I am in diapers 24/7 because I love them, and the dribbles gives me a reason to wear them. and play in them,,, I now pee most nites in my diaper , but if I wake up and I need to pee I will just do it and back to sleep soo fast. As time goes on, I am wetting my diapers soo much when I sleep and nap, I leak out and overflow them, But I Love it.

FFWD, Again, 2021,,, I keep having thoughts about who I am, sexually. maybe its just no physical sex in over 10 yrs? I have only myself as far as sex is concerned. Since my wife is unable to have that pleasure. I do welcome ideas that really don't include cheating.  But I have thoughts of it a lot, Since I self pleasure I am used to doing myself . I play with dildos in many ways.....

FFWD again 2023, I am getting excited at a thought of haveing a sexual experience with a guy or two at once. As much as I want this I would worry about messing up our 29 yr marriage and then the STD's that are out there. I will play warp my mind files and imagination of being involved with a guy or so, and get sooo overwhelmed, it's soo exciting to imagine that experience.. So I am very mixed up on my sexuality..

2025, I have never said on this, that I have done enemas every night and that's one of my big play times, I get very exciting feelings after I empty out, and then wish I had some interaction I will put dildos in both ends at the same time as I am using something nice and plastic underneath to just hump. Pee play is a big thing I do when I get the spare time, I think it would be another exciting thing to have pee play wit another peeing all over me.......