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Dear members, please accept my little help - I'm still alive. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum Room for Rent 01-11 - by lilboychamp.rtf

Dear BabySpiderBoy, I'm very glad that I could help in reading perhaps all the stories up to december 2022. I think the other members will have the same success too. Have an intensive and nice reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum

Dear members, some minutes ago I post the story of Alisa's Adventures in the Official "Looking for a Story..." Thread Happy reading! Diddldum Dear members, some minutes ago I post the story of Alisa's Adventures in the Official "Looking for a Story..." Thread Happy reading! Diddldum Dear members, some minutes ago I post the story of Alisa's Adventures in the Official "Looking for a Story..." Thread Happy reading! Diddldum Dear members, Today I found Alisa's Adventures (by Miss PottyPants) which will make the heart of some people beat faster. The story of Alisa's Adventures is now in the official thread. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum Dear members, Today I found Alisa's Adventures (by Miss PottyPants) which will make the heart of some people beat faster. The story of Alisa's Adventures is now in the official thread. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum Today I found Alisa's Adventures (by Miss PottyPants) which will make the heart of some people beat faster. The story of Alisa's Adventures is now in the official thread. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum Today I found Alisa's Adventures (by Miss PottyPants) which will make the heart of some people beat faster. The story of Alisa's Adventures is now in the official thread. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum

Dear members of DD, First I wish you all the best for the New Year 2022. Second I found a story from Miss PottyPants that will make the heart of some people beat faster. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum Alisa's Adventures in the Diaper Dimension 01-40 FIN - by Princess Pottypants.rtf

Dear members BabySpiderBoy and Diaper-Mark, do you want to get 4100 stories (82 pages, each page has 50 stories) from the page en.virtual-lounge.net? It's an archive. When you click on "List" you read: 1.BROWSE: shows 13 categories from Age Play to Dominance and Submission with an appendix of the recent updated files 2. LIST BY TAGS: you must be logged in to use this function 3. ALPHABETICAL INDEX: Stories in alphabetical order 4. CHRONOLOGICAL INDEX: shows the date of appearance in the whole list - from 27th march of 2007 (What Klismophiles makes tick) TO 13th november of 2019 (OTK Enemas) ALL CLEAR? With best wishes Diddldum

27th of December 2021 Dear female and male DD members, I hope that you received everything you wanted for Christmas and brought it to safety. Maybe I have a little surprise for you too. Today I became aware of the story "The magic nursery" by DKN117, which showed a lot of damages. Fortunately I found in my archive a much longer version (I hope it is complete). You don't have to bring it to a safe place, it should be read if possible. Therefore I have attached it. I wish you all a delightful reading. For the future I hope that Omicron and Co. will soon receive a death blow themselves. Sincerely yours Diddldum The Magic Nursery 01-24 - by DKN117.rtf

Dear diaper24/7, perhaps you can find a story with help of google: https://www.google.com/search?client=opera&q=abdl+halloween+stories&sourceid=opera&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8 But I don't believe you can read them all before midnight..... Happy reading! Diddldum

Dear fuzzykenji, perhaps Personalias is right with the main person Chris and the stuffed teddy bear Wubby (see attachment). Happy reading for you and a great thanks to Personalias. Sincerely yours Diddldum College or Cribs - Prologue - 01-28 - by personalias.rtf

Dear anabdlgirl, in each of the attached files is a trans girl mentioned. I hope you have a happy reading and a nice week. Sincerely yours Diddldum An unfortunate toilet and a padded movie night 01-06 - by YourFNF.rtf Butterflies 01-100 - by Sophie and Pudding.rtf Mall Rats - by YourFNF - WORK numbers.rtf My Summer In Hell - by WBDaddy.rtf PUMPKIN PATCH 01-10 FIN - by Cute Kitten.rtf

Dear members, I don't know how many chapters the original version of "Hannah in nappies" had. On February 27th 2019 I saved a copy of "Hannah in nappies" which I now attached to this message. Please tell me whether this is a stopover or a kind of an end. Thanks for your answers!! Sincerely yours Diddldum Hannah in Nappies - New Version 01-24 - by Sunshine2585.rtf

Dear Windelbaby, was your story written in English or in German? Thanks for your answer. Have a nice evening! Sincerely yours Diddldum

Dear Tang09, happy reading with the attached file. Have a good night! Sincerely yours Diddldum The Year in Between 01-14 - by Mr. Smith.rtf

Dear Jswiss, I am not able to attach your story, therefore I put it in here completely. Happy reading! Sincerely yours Diddldum My Next-Door Neighbor 01-16 - by mamabug 01 “This is the last box; I’m finally on my own!” She said proudly as she took a step back and placed her hands upon her hips. She looked around her small one-bedroom apartment. It wasn’t much to look at the moment, but she didn’t care. For the past four years, she had been living with roommates while attending college, but she graduated a few months ago, and she was now on her own. It was perhaps the best feeling ever. She was also thankful that the apartment came furnished, so she only had a handful of boxes to unpack herself. She stretched out her hands into the air. “Perhaps I should say hi to the neighbors?” She thought out loud as she turned on her heels. There were three other apartments on the third floor, along with hers. It was a small apartment complex outside of the central city, but it was the only one she could afford. The first one she knocked on was the one directly next to her-apartment 303. A few moments later, a young man, about her age, with dark, messy hair and large glasses, opened the door. “Y-yes?” “Hello,” she said brightly, her hair bouncing as she spoke, “my name is Laura; I just moved here. I’m your next-door neighbor.” “Oh, hi,” he said, looking a bit nervous, “my name is Jonathan.” “Nice to meet you, Jonathan,” Laura smiled at him, “I don’t know much about this ear, so perhaps you can show me around sometime? Or at least let me know where all the good spots are.” “Sure, I suppose so…” “Thanks!” She smiled at him, giving him a small wave before heading to the last two apartments to greet them. One was an older lady who was on her own after her husband died, and the last one was a married couple that didn’t look to happy. She chatted with them for a few moments before heading back to her apartment, knowing she needed to start to unpack. As she passed Apartment 303, she paused, staring at the door for a moment, before heading back to 304, which was her apartment. “He was cute,” she mumbled to herself but shook her head. “Stop it, Laura, the last thing you need to do is prying on your next-door neighbor.” She ran her finger across the yellow sundress she currently was wearing before she went to work and started to unpack everything. By the time she was finished, the sun was already beginning to set. She was exhausted. She should have told Dan to come anyway, as he had asked her as she was about to leave if she would need any help. She figured she would be fine since she only hands a handful of boxes, but she hadn’t realized how long it would take to sort through the mess and put everything in their rightful spot. She felt her stomach; it was growling loudly. She needed to eat soon; she hadn’t had lunch. She also needed to get groceries but figured she would save that for the morning. As she was leaving her apartment, she noticed Jonathan going his at the same time. “Hey, new neighbor, where are you going?” She asked as she rushed to meet up with him. “Um, just heading to the game store…there is a new game out…” He said, looking down at his feet. “Oh sweet,” she said, “I was thinking of grabbing some dinner. Do you have any suggestions?” “There is a small diner right down the street,” he said, pointing down the road, “it’s family-owned, and it’s been there forever. The prices are great, and the food is delicious.” “Awesome!” She said with a clap of her hands. “Thank you!” “You’re welcome...” He said. She gave him a quick wave before she headed down the stairs and towards her car. It didn’t take her long to find the small diner nestled by a strip mall. It was adorable. It had several things from the 50s and 60s that they have collected over the years. There was about a handful of people in the restaurant at the time that she had walked in. A cute girl showed her a place to sit and handed her a menu. “Are you new?” She asked, and Laura smiled. “Yes, I just moved in from Huntington, where I was going to college.” “Oh, my sister is attending there right now. I’ll probably go once I graduate from high school.” She said with a smile. “Wonderful, it’s a great school.” “Well, I’ll let you look over the menu. I’ll answer any questions that you might have.” She said as she skipped away. Laura started to look over the menu; there were so many options to choose from. When out of nowhere, she could sense someone was sliding in the booth ahead of her. She looked up and noticed a young man, probably even younger than she was, sitting across from her. He was buff; she figured he probably went to the gym for several hours each morning, thick blonde hair and a square jaw. “Hey, beautiful, you new?” “Yes.” She said shortly, still looking over the menu. “Well, my name is Bradly, and I’ll be more than happy to show you around. There are a few good private places…” “No, thank you,” she didn’t look up at him. “Least, give me your number, sweetheart.” He said. “No, thank you.” She replied, once again. “Bradly, she’s not interested, now go!” The waitress soon came over, crossing her arms. Bradly looked at Laura once more, before grunting and leaving. “Sorry about him, he’s not a creep, but he hits on every beautiful girl that walks in here.” “That’s okay, thank you,” Laura said. “I know what I want to have.” The rest of her time at the diner was rather peaceful. She chatted with the young waitress, even met the restaurant owner, and chatted with them for a few minutes. Her food was delicious, as Jonathan had stated. By the time she got back home, she was exhausted and ready for bed. But, before she could slip into the shower, her phone went off. “Hello?” “Hey, beautiful! How did the move go?” It was from Dan. Part of her was slightly annoyed by him calling her, but it also comforted her a bit. “Without a hitch, pretty much everything is put away, but I’m about to go to sleep now.” “Oh, haven’t changed yet?” She took a deep breath, knowing exactly what he was talking about. Her hands slide against the side of her dress, and she shook her head. “No, I was just about to when you called me.” “Do you need me to come over there and help you?” “I think I can manage it just fine, thank you very much,” Laura said. “Listen, it’s late, and I’m tired. Goodnight, Dan.” She hung up the phone before he could say another word. The two of them dated on/off during the four years she attended college. But, for the most part, they just remained friends. Even though he could come across a little intense at times, he was a good guy and would do anything for her. She hated to admit that she missed him and felt a little anxious being in a new place with people she didn’t know. But, she needed a drastic change. All her life, she lived on the safe side of things, and for once, she wanted to walk across the bridge, without a safety rope, so she could finally discover herself. Laura walked into the bedroom and looked at the full-length mirror that she had set right beside her bed against the wall. She slowly took off her dress and placed it in the hamper in the closet, before turning herself into the mirror. She snapped off her bra, freeing her double D breast from their hold, before sliding her hands down to her waist. “Do you need me to help you?” She repeated Dan’s words in a mocking tone. “I know how to change myself.” Between her thighs instead of an ordinary pair of panties that most woman wear, was a thick diaper. She pressed her fingers against it, though she already knew that it was slightly wet. She pulled at the tabs of the diaper, letting it fall to the ground. She cleaned herself up, before sliding under the covers, naked and falling asleep. 02 Laura woke up to her alarm going off the next morning. She turned off her phone, set at 6:30 AM, before stretching and sliding out of bed. The first thing she did was jump in the shower, before pulling a nightshirt on over her before heading into the kitchen. “I wonder what I should do today.” It was Sunday morning, and she didn’t start her new job till Monday, so she figured she would walk around town to get accustomed to everything. She made a pot of coffee and some eggs for breakfast, sitting down at the small table and watched some videos on her phone. However, before she got up to get dressed, she got a text message from Dan. How is everything going? It’s going well here. Just about to head out and check on things. Aw! Have fun, baby girl. She rolled her eyes at the last statement before getting up and clearing the table. She walked into her bedroom and slipped on a white diaper and a blue sundress. The dress landed right above her knees so that the diaper wouldn’t be exposed so easily. She grabbed her purse and headed out the door. As she was heading down the stairs, she saw her neighbor, Jonathan, walking across the parking lot. “Good morning!” She called to him. “Good morning.” “What are you up to today?” She asked him with a smile. “Oh, nothing much, about to head to work.” He said. “Where do you work?” “I work part-time at the book store as I’m attending college.” “Oh, wow!” She said. “Impressive. How old are you, Jonathan?” “19.” He said, and she smiled at him. So he was a few younger than her. How cute. “Aww,” she said with a smile, “I just turned 22. I graduated from college this past spring.” “Oh, awesome. Where are you headed?” “Just wanted to look around,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders, “I moved pretty far from my old town, so want to check everything out.” “Oh, nice.” He said as he shuffled his feet. “Don’t forget,” Laura said to him as she started to walk away, “you still need to show me around. I’m sure you know all the good spots.” Before he could answer, though, she was already walking to her car. She got in before driving off. She drove for a few hours, looked at a few shops, ate lunch at a diner, and did a bit of grocery shopping before returning home to her apartment. She sat down on the couch and closed her eyes. This was such a massive step for her. She wasn’t the type of girl hanging around friends 24/7, or even one to have a lot of friends, but she always had someone. Especially a roommate. Now she was living on her own, with no one. She shook her head; she was starting to get depressed. “Do I need a change?” She asked herself out loud as she pulled up her dress and ran her fingers down her crotch. Her diaper was a little wet, but it wasn’t completely soaked. She decided she needed a drink. She grabbed a bottle of wine, but instead of placing it in a wine glass, she instead put it in a bottle. She jumped onto the couch and put on some TV, laying down and suckling on her juice. She wasn’t always in invisible mode anymore, but there were times that she enjoyed it. When she was feeling down, the comfort of going into little or sub-space was comforting to her. She would drift away, and all her worries would disappear for the time being. Moving was a huge stress inducer, so she probably felt the need to wear more often. Back in college, she only wore maybe once or twice a week. She also had Dan, though, who cared for her and used to be her daddy, more so than he ever was her boyfriend. Even when they were broken up, there were times he would come over and take care of her. It was a special place in her life. But, she was ready to explore more of herself. She thought about Jonathan and smirked a little bit. She couldn’t help but be a little bit curious, even though she told herself she wouldn’t. When she finished with her bottle, she grabbed one of her favorite stuffed animals and held onto it as she continued to watch TV. It wasn’t long though before the need to wet overcame her, and she felt herself letting go in her diaper. She pressed her fingers upon it, feeling the wetness upon the diaper, with truthfully turned her on a little bit. Although this lifestyle was somewhat comforting to her, at times, it also could become sexual. She got up and headed into her bedroom, reaching into her nightstand to pull out a small, but powerful vibrator. She headed back into the living room, as she spread her legs, pressing the vibrator against her wet diaper, turning it on full power. She began to moan, as it vibrated against her clit, causing pleasure to spread across her body. She bit her lip as she began to move her hips, pressing even harder. The mixture between the vibrator and the wet diaper was a perfect pair in helping her orgasm. Once she was finished, she cleaned up the vibrator and placed it back, before taking off her rather soaked diaper and jumping into the shower. Once she was cleaned up, she bagged up the used diaper twice, deciding just to take it to the trash as she didn’t want to stink up the place. However, as soon as she began to make her way to the trashcan, she spotted Jonathan, her cheeks reddened a little bit. “Hey,” he said with a friendly wave. “Hello,” she said with a smile, “we need to stop meeting like this.” “Haha yeah, we do,” he said with a little laugh, “well, goodnight.” “Goodnight.” She then dashed to the dumpster and disposed of her secret before she made it back into her apartment. She then made her way into her room and under her covers, wanting to get enough sleep since tomorrow was her first day on the job. Her first day at her new job wasn’t as stressful as she thought it was going to be. She decided to wear a long blue dress that reached her knees, but she didn’t wear a diaper. She was working at an editing department. Most of it was filling out a lot of paperwork and just going over some things. She had a lot of studying to do, and she did shadow someone that was there for years. She got to mingle with some of her coworkers, and by the end of it, she felt like she found her place to be. “Did your first day go well?” Those words came from Jonathan as soon as she got out of her car; he was getting out at the same time. Out of all their neighbors, they sure ran into each other more and more. The two of them began to have a conversation as they headed up to their rooms. “It went well,” she said with a smile, “there is a lot to learn still, but I enjoyed the environment.” “That’s good,” he said. “I’m sure you’ll do great.” “How is school going for you?” “It’s going,” he said with a nod of his head, “lots of homework and studying. Between that and a job, not much time to do anything else.” “Haha, I’m sure.” She said. “Your poor girlfriend probably misses you.” “I don’t have a girlfriend…” he said as he looked down for a second. “Oh?” She said with a smile as she lingered by the door for a moment, fumbling with her keys. “That is surprising. You’re pretty cute. Well, goodnight.” With that, she shut the door behind her. At that point, she didn’t want to do much. She grabbed a quick dinner, watched some TV, and then crawled into bed and fell asleep. Amid her sleep, Laura had a dream about Jonathan, about him lying down on her lap on the couch as they watched TV, her fingers slowly trailing across his back, until…and the rest she couldn’t remember the next morning. 03 Laura woke up the following morning with her alarm going off. She let out a yawn as she reached over and turned it off, before rolling to the other side. She stayed like that for a few moments, before she pushed herself to get out of bed and get dressed. She knew if she lingered about in bed for any longer she would end up falling back to sleep. She couldn’t be late to her second day of work. She got in the shower, got dressed, and walked into the kitchen to start breakfast. While she was eating she got a phone call from Dan. “Hey sweetie, how was your first big day?” “It went pretty well,” she said as she stuffed a piece of toast in her mouth, “I really like it.” “That’s good,” he said, “I was going to call yesterday, but figured you still wanted to get settled in.” “Yeah, I’m starting to get there.” She said as she looked around the bare apartment. “Still a little empty though.” “I was thinking of coming to visit you this weekend. If that is okay.” “Yeah, that would be great.” She said. “Okay, I’ll let you know exactly when. Have a good day.” He said as he hung up. She smiled down at the phone. Even though they didn’t work as a couple and although times he could be a little over bearing, she knew that he cared about her. She had to admit that she missed him and was happy to hear he would be down for a visit. It was another great day at work. She began to feel the many details that she must learn begin to pile on. But, everyone was being so kind and patient with her, that it made it a bit easier to get through the day. She even had lunch with a few of her coworkers. She felt like things were starting to go her way, she was finding her place in the world. When she got home, she quickly changed her clothes and placed a thick diaper underneath some booty shorts and a tank top. The shorts covered the diaper, but it did make her ass look slightly larger. She doubted if anyone would be able to tell. She instantly slipped into little space as she nuzzled up on the couch with a paci in her mouth, as she began to watch TV. It was then there was a knock on the door. She spat the paci out of her mouth as she walked over to the door, opening it, surprised to see Jonathan at the door. “Hey neighbor!” She said cheerfully. “What’s up?” “Sorry, I was just wondering if you happened to have any milk? I was making some Macaroni and cheese and realized I didn’t have any…” “Hmm, sounds delicious! And yes, I have some. Give me a moment.” She turned around and headed to the fridge, opening it up and grabbing her milk before handing it over to Jonathan. “Thanks, I’ll bring it right back,” he said as he started to walk away. Laura was just about to close the door when he quickly turned around, “um…if you haven’t eaten yet….did you want to come over?” She smiled. “I would love too!” She than found her inside Jonathan’s house. It was quite simple, but he did have a lot of nerdy things hanging on the wall. Lots of pictures from Nintendo and Star Wars, as well as little figurines of Pokémon. “How long have you lived here?” Laura asked as she continued to look around his living room. “About a year now,” he said as he was watching her from the kitchen. “Nice,” she said as she gave him a smile, “do you need any help?” “No, it’s pretty much done,” he said as he grabbed a couple of bowls and began to give each of them some of the macaroni and cheese, before handing one of them to Laura who was lingering behind him. “Looks so good!” She said as she smelled the aroma coming from the bowl. “Do you want a beer?” He asked as he started to open up the fridge. “Sounds perfect!” The two of them were soon sitting on his couch (he didn’t have a dining room table), with a bowl of macaroni and cheese and a beer. They sat in silence for a few minutes as they enjoyed their food, the TV was on, but the sound was low and they weren’t paying much attention to it. “How do you like it here so far?” He soon asked her. “I like it,” she said, “it’s a big adjustment from college and being on my own, but so far everyone has been really kind to me.” “That’s good,” he said with a nod of his head, “it is a big change. I was living in a dorm until I moved here. I like having my own space though.” “So you don’t have a girlfriend?” Laura asked him, knowing she had asked him these questions earlier. But, it was hard to believe. He seemed like such a put together guy, plus he was cute as well. “N-no…” he said. “are you mocking me?” “What? No, of course not.” She was taken back by that statement. “Don’t you have a boyfriend?” She shook her head. “Not for a while. Most guys I dated weren’t always exactly my type.” He gave her an odd look, but didn’t question her further as he took another bite of his food. Laura placed her empty bowl down and took a sip of the beer. She wished she hadn’t worn a diaper now, as she felt like it might be a bit obvious what she was wearing underneath her shorts. Especially since she had the need to go to the bathroom, but almost felt it disrespectful to wet herself in front of her neighbor. “May I use the restroom?” She asked. “Down the hall and to the left.” “Thanks! I’ll be right back!” She got up and headed towards the bathroom. She hated to waste a perfectly good diaper, but decided she could always give it some use later on. She snickered to herself as she thought that Jonathan would look really cute in a diaper. But, she pushed the thought away. “Thank you for dinner,” Laura said late on that night. She wasn’t planning on staying as late as she did, but after dinner they ended up watching TV and drinking another beer, chatting about different topics. It made her feel a bit less anxious than she had been earlier, “I had a good time. We should do it again.” “No problem,” he said, “thanks for the milk.” “Anytime, neighbor!” She said with a laugh as she held up the container of milk. She started to turn around to leave and head to her own apartment. But, she paused, and turned her head back to look at Jonathan who was still standing by the doorway. “Not sure if this is too forward or not,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders, “but would you like to perhaps to go out sometime?” “Go out?” He asked with a tilt of his head. “You know, like to a movies or going out to eat?” She said with a raised brow. His cheeked reddened a bit, but he nodded his head. “That sounds great.” “Awesome!” She said. “Have a good night.” “You too!” As soon as Laura got home, she emptied what she had left in her bladder into her diaper, feeling it swell around her. She looked down at her shorts and was thankful she decided to opt out of wetting at Jonathan's because now that it was wet, it was quite apparent that she was wearing something other than cute underwear. The thought of going out with Jonathan excited her. He was incredibly cute. She ended up curling up in her bed, with a pacifier and a stuff animal, sleeping all night in her wet diaper, thinking of Jonathan. 04 The next few days were rather uneventful for Laura; she spent her days at work and then relaxing on the couch, usually with a thick diaper on. A few times, she spotted Jonathan, spoke to him a few minutes, or even went out to eat at the café and chat with the local workers. She was starting to find her place around the area and was finally settling in. That Saturday morning, though, she was excited because Dan would be coming over. It would be nice to see a friendly face after over a week of being on her own. She decided against putting a diaper on that morning after all her visits with Dan had nothing to do with that right now. She also knew that her date with Jonathan was tonight, and she was pretty excited about that. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK She looked up from her phone; she was sitting on the couch. The loud banging of the door brought her out of her thoughts. She stood up and strolled over to the door and opened it. It was from Dan. He was tall and handsome, olive skin tone, sleek black hair, and bright brown eyes. He smiled when he saw her and wrapped his arms around her. “You’re here earlier than I expected,” she said with a smile. “Is that a problem?” “Of course not!” She said. “How was the drive?” “Quite boring, but not too bad.” He stepped inside the apartment and looked around. “Cute little place you have.” “It’s not much,” she said with a shrug, “but it is mine.” “How is everything going? Feeling homesick yet?” “Sometimes, but I like it here. Everyone is so nice.” “That’s good,” he said, “find anyone to play with you yet?” after those words, he let out a small laugh. She felt her cheeks blush slightly as she shook her head. “What’s it to you?” She said as she stuck out her tongue. “If you must know, I have a date tonight. My cute next-door neighbor.” “Oh?” He said. “Well, he is in for a treat, isn’t he?” “I guess so,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders. Dan found out about her diaper fetish about six months after they first started dating. By accident. She had decided to wear a diaper on one of their dates. They went to a bowling alley, and at one point, the shorts she was wearing slid down a bit, revealing her diaper. The whole day ended with them in the family bathroom and him changing her out of her wet diaper. It was perhaps the most exciting thing she had ever done. It was then she felt Dan’s hands reach forward and briefly tight her bottom. “Why aren’t you wearing?” “Because I don’t need too,” she reminded him. “But, you always looked so adorable.” “Don’t forget, we are just friends.” She told him with a shake of her head. “I haven’t eaten yet, do you want to grab some breakfast?” She had turned around to grab her purse when Dan suddenly wrapped his arms around her. “Oh, come on, Laura. Even after we broke up, we still had some fun. I’m sure it’s been a while since you’ve been properly taken care of.” “I don’t need you to care for me,” Laura told him, but her voice was weak, he always had away with her. “Come on,” he said, “just a little fun. I know you would love for me to put you in a diaper and take you out to breakfast, come back home….” He didn’t finish his sentence, and Laura bit her lip. “Fine,” she mumbled under her breath, “you’re right…” “You’re too easy,” he said with a hearty laugh as he grabbed her hand, “come on, let’s go in the bedroom and get you changed.” She did as she said and grabbed hold of his hand, feeling little space starting to overtake her. She laid down on the bed, currently wearing a dress. He pulled up the dress and pulled down her silky white panties before searching in her closet where she kept her secret stash of diapers. When he found them, he slid one under her, making sure it was tight against her hips. “Hmm, perfect,” he said with a smile. “T-thank you,” Laura said softly. “Thank you….” “Daddy.” She said, sinking more into the little head space. Why did he always have this control over her? She left so she could find her way, but she was again sucked into his words and his touch. He helped her off the bed and kissed her on the forehead, which caused her to melt. “Let’s go out to eat,” he said as she began to head out the door, stopping long enough for Laura to grab her purse. As they started to walk across the parking lot, she spotted Jonathan. “Hey!” She called out to him. He smiled at her, but then stopped and stared at Dan. “This is my college friend, Dan. He is visiting me this afternoon.” “Oh, hello,” Jonathan said with a quick nod of his head. “I heard about you,” Dan said, “thanks for taking care of Laura. Lord knows she needs it.” Laura rolled her eyes but blushed slightly at his words. He would never publicly tell her secret to the world, but he liked to tease her like that once in a while. “I’ll see you tonight,” Laura said as she and Dan started to head to the car. “O-okay…” Jonathan said, staring at them for a moment before turning around and walking away. “I can see why you like him,” Dan said, “He is your type.” “Oh, shush.” The two of them drove to a small diner that Laura had visited a few times before. She had started to become friendly with a few of the workers and noticed a few regular customers that visited there as well. The two of them found a small table by the window as they looked over their menus. “You seem to be doing well,” Dan said as he peered up from the menu. “Yes,” she said, “I am an adult now, after all. Just because you’re a few years older than me.” “Hm, sometimes you are.” He said with a laugh as he gently touched his foot to hers. They ordered their food and then began to discuss everyday life, what Dan was doing after college if he was in any relationship, how old friends were, and everything else. Laura felt comfortable around Dan, even though sometimes he liked to push the boundaries a little bit too far. He was the one she was most comfortable being herself around. Dan paid for the meal, and they headed back to the apartment, Dan said he had to leave soon anyway as he had plans for that night. Laura admitted to herself she was a little sad as she enjoyed his company. “Do you need a change before I go?” He said with a laugh as he stuck his hand beneath her dress and felt her diaper, which was slightly damp. She pushed his hand away, “n-no, I’m fine.” “Are you going to wear a diaper on your date?” He asked her. “No.” “Why not? Afraid of him finding out.” He said with a giggle. “What is he going to say when he finds out that you want…” “Shush!” She said. “If I let you change me, will you stop?’ He laughed and kissed her on the cheek, taking her hand and leading her into the bedroom, pushing her down onto the bed. He pulled up her dress, revealing her damp diaper. He pressed his hand against it for a few moments before he ripped off the tabs and pulled the diaper down. He then grabbed some wipes and carefully started to wipe her down, making sure to get all over, so there was no worry about an infection. When he was finished, he placed the diaper to the side. “You know I sort of miss this,” he said with a sigh. “Me too,” she said honestly, as she got off the bed, currently not wearing anything beneath her dress, “but I’m glad you were able to come today.” “Same here, hun.” He said as he wrapped his arms around her, “you be a good girl tonight.” She rolled her eyes but didn’t say anything as she gave him a tight squeeze. “Drive safe.” “I will. Have a good night.” “Thank you,” she said as she walked him to the door and watched him walk down the hallway. She shut the door and leaned up against it, closing her eyes, taking a deep breath. She then pushed herself off and started getting ready for her date with Jonathan tonight; she was excited and nervous about it. 05 Laura ended up deciding to wear thick black leggings and a blue crop top. She didn’t wear a diaper, because it would have been too apparent in the tight pants. She looked at herself in the mirror before she grabbed her purse and walked out the door, knocking on Jonathan’s. He soon answered wearing blue jeans and a black t-shirt. “I know I’m a bit earlier,” Laura said as she looked down at her phone at the time, “but just figured if you were ready to head to the movies now?” “Y-yeah, sure,” he said as he looked her over for a moment before blushing, closing the door behind him. “So, what movie did you want to see?” “I don’t care,” he said with a shrug of his shoulders, “why don’t you pick?” “Well, there is that one action movie that looked pretty cool,” she told him as they started to head down the stairs. “We don’t have to watch that,” he told her, “I know there is a romance one…” Laura stopped in her tracks and crossed her arms. “Are you assuming that I’m into romance because I’m a girl?” “Well, I mean…” Jonathan stuttered, trying to find the right answer. Laura let out a laugh and patted his shoulder. “I’m joking. I like romance movies, but I like action ones too,” she said with a smirk. “Oh, okay,” he said with a forced, awkward laugh. The two got in his car and drove the ten minutes to the theatre; there was mostly silence between them the entire time. “How has your week been?” She asked as they were about to pull into the parking lot. “Not too bad,” he said, “nothing too exciting. Yours? How is the job?” “I love it,” she said with a smile, “it’s cool, I’m finally starting to get the hang of it.” “That’s good,” he said as they got out of the car. He looked around and noticed a few people that stopped and stared at Laura as they walked into the building. She paid no attention to them as they walked over to the ticket booth and got the tickets. Jonathan paid, but Laura insisted then she buy the popcorn and drinks. They didn’t speak much before the movie started, and as they move went on, Laura was waiting for Jonathan to make some kind of move. She rested her hand uncomfortably on the armrest, giving him the perfect opportunity to hold her hand, but he never did. Part of her was a bit upset about it, but she pushed it aside, maybe he was just nervous? “That was great,” she said as the credits rolled, and they got up from their seats, “I’ll admit, I didn’t see that end coming.” “Yeah, it was pretty cool,” he said in a low voice. “Did you want to grab some dinner?” Laura asked him. “I’ll pay for myself.” “You don’t need to do that,” he said, “but yeah, sure, let’s eat; I am getting a bit hungry.” Laura looked at him; he was acting a bit distant than he usually did. Was he not enjoying himself? She didn’t ask, though, as they got in the car and sat in silence on the way to the restaurant. A few times, she opened her mouth to speak about the movie or anything else, but she stopped herself. She was a bit nervous about making a fool of herself. They got seated in a corner booth as the waiter gave them the menus. “I’ve never been here before,” Laura said as she opened up the menu and looked around. “It’s pretty decent food,” he told her, “especially for the price.” “Well, that’s always a good thing,” she said, “I’m having a good time.” “Me too,” he replied, but she wasn’t sure if she believed him or not. She didn’t press further as she returned to look at the menu to figure out exactly what she wanted. A few minutes later, the waiter returned, and they gave the orders. As they waited for their older, they made small talk, but it never led much to anywhere. Laura was very curious as to why he wasn’t as talkative as he was before. The time she ate dinner at his place, they had a million things to talk about. “How are school and work going?” Laura asked as she took a sip of her water. “It’s a bit tough,” he said with a shrug of his shoulders, “but I’m doing what I can.” “If you need any help,” Laura said with a smile, “I’ll be happy to help you out.” “Thank you,” he said as he shifted his weight in his chair, “so how was your visit with your friend.” “It went well,” she said, “it’s been a bit of a difficult move. Dan and I go way back, so it was nice to see a familiar face.” “Did you all ever date?” The question caught her off guard. “We used to date,” she admitted, “but it didn’t work out. We are only friends now.” “I see,” he said as he played with the straw in his drink. Before she could say anything more, though, their food had arrived, interrupting their conversation. She sighed as she decided to let it go and focus on the menu, it looked delicious! She ordered a chicken salad, but aside from fires on the side. “This is so good,” she said as she took a bite of the salad, “I’m not sure why they call this a salad….there is a bunch of things in here that is so not healthy.” “Yeah,” he said with a grin, “pretty much just threw some lettuce leaves in and doubled the price.” She let out a laugh. “That’s pretty much it!” The two of them finished their food, and he paid for the meal, though she insisted on leaving a tip. They made their way back to the car and the apartments. “That was fun,” Laura said, although she had a bad feeling about what had happened. “Yes, it was.” He said as they began to make their way up to the stairs. “I can’t wait to do it again.” “Again?” At this point, Laura was standing at the top of the stairs. She turned around and looked at him, who was a few steps below. “You don’t want too?” “I mean, we can hang out,” he said, “but to keep treating it like a date is a bit…” “Isn’t it a date?” “Do you pity me or something?” He asked her. “No? What are you talking about?” He closed his eyes and took and a deep breath before he began to walk up the stairs and past her, she didn’t move from her spot though. He took a few steps and turned around to look at her. “Your ex-boyfriend is super handsome, and I saw the way people were looking at you…and at me. If you’re just nice because you feel bad, well I don’t need it. Just because I don’t have a girlfriend, doesn’t mean I can’t get one.” Laura felt herself both getting angry and upset at his comment. “Is that what you think?” “Of course,” he said, “there is no way a girl like you would be attracted to me.” “You’re sitting here judging me?” She asked. “You know nothing about me. Just because Dan is my ex-boyfriend doesn’t mean he is my type. He is an ex after all.” Jonathan just stared at her but didn’t say a word. “You can ask him,” she said, “he teased me because he knew I liked you. I thought you were attractive, funny, and sweet, but only one of those things is true.” “Laura I - “ He started to say, but she held up her hand. “I don’t want to hear it,” Laura said, trying her best not to cry, “I got judged for my looks my entire life. Just because I may be ‘attractive’ doesn’t mean I don’t have other qualities. I thought you would understand it. But, I guess I was wrong.” She could feel tears in her eyes, but she wouldn’t let them fall. Jonathan opened his mouth to say something, but instead, just look toward the floor, his face filled with guilt. But it was too late by then. Laura was already walking past him and into her apartment and closing the door as hard as she could. She leaned up against it and felt a few tears run down her cheek. She felt like such an idiot. 06 Laura had a difficult time sleeping that night, lost in her insecurities. She dreamt she was back in high school, and Tana Erickson and her group of friends beat her up because Tana’s boyfriend hit on Laura, like it was her fault? Laura, even if she was a natural beauty, wasn’t the type of girl that everyone assumed she was, just based on her looks. She had deep dark secrets, and she thought perhaps Jonathon would understand that, but she supposed she was wrong. In the next few days, the two of them didn’t speak. A few times, Jonathan walked up to her, but before he could say another word, she would leave. Dan called and asked how the date was, but she lied and said it went well. She didn’t want to worry him, even more so she didn’t want him to threaten to come down here and beat him up. That’s not what she wanted. Plus, she was an adult; she could take care of herself. However, that didn’t mean at times she just wanted to curl up in a diapered ball and forget about all her troubles. One day though, as she was taking the trash out, Jonathan was there as well. She didn’t say anything to him as she threw away her trash and turned around to walk away, but he grabbed her arm. “Wait.” He said she turned around and glared at him. “What?” “Can we talk?” He asked. “I’m not so sure,” Laura said, she knew she was acting a bit bratty at this point, but she couldn’t help it. He did hurt her feelings. He never expected him to say those words. “Please,” Jonathan said, and he seemed so sincere, but she caved in. “Fine,” she said, “come to my place; I’ll make us a cup of coffee.” “Thank you,” Jonathan said as he followed her to her apartment. She pointed to the couch as she started to prepare the coffee. They didn’t say a word to each other during this time. “Creamer?” She asked. “Yes, please.” She soon walked over with the two cups of coffee, handing him one before sitting next to him. “Thank you,” he said as he took a sip. She didn’t say a word as she too sipped from her coffee. Soon Jonathan placed the coffee on the coffee table and pulled his focus onto her. Laura sat there, gripping her coffee tightly between her fingers. “Laura, I’m sorry about what I said. I was an idiot.” “Yeah, you were.” She admitted. “I’m trying to apologize here,” he said. “I know,” she said, “but that doesn’t change the fact it still hurt me. I’ve been judged my whole life.” “And you don’t think I haven’t?” Jonathan asked her, and she stopped. She finally pulled her gaze from her coffee and looked at him for the first time in almost a week. She didn’t say anything, though, she just watched him. Jonathan sighed, “Back in high school, I was approached by one of the popular girls about going to the prom; of course, I didn’t believe her right away. I was a nerd. But, she was so convincing. After a few times of telling her I wasn’t interested, one day she came to my house and told me she wasn’t going to leave until I told her yes. I finally agreed and eventually got excited about it….but when prom came, I rented a limo and everything, I went to her house to pick her up, and her ex-boyfriend and a bunch of other guys were there, they sprayed me down with water…” His words trailed off, and Laura felt her heart sink. She felt guilty for attacking him so much about what he said to her about holding such a grudge that she never thought about it was from his point of view. She gently reached over and grabbed his hand. “I’m sorry that happened to you,” she said, “but I’m not just ‘some girl from high school,’ I wasn’t even that popular in high school, to be honest. But…maybe this will show you I was serious about our date…” She leaned over and gently kissed him on the lips. She could feel Jonathan jerk back at first but then pressed his lips back against her; soon, they were wrapped in each other’s arms, kissing. “Wow,” Laura breathed, “you’re a good kisser.” “Thanks, you too.” He said. She smiled at him. “Perhaps we can start over?” He nodded his head. “I would like that. A proper first date.” “Sounds perfect,” she said. The two of them sat around for a bit and chatted before Jonathan left, saying he had to study for a test coming up. Laura walked him to the door, and he said he would contact her later with the details about when they would be able to go out again. Before she could settle down for the night, her phone began to ring. “Hey Dan, I can’t talk long. I’m about to get ready for bed.” She said as she started to put their coffee mugs into the sink. “Just calling to check on you,” he said, “how is everything going?” “Great,” she said, “I have another date with Jonathan.” “Oh?” He said. “Are you going to be wearing a diaper?” She rolled her eyes at this question. “No.” “You’re going to have to tell him eventually,” he said, “and what will he think when he knows this secret of yours?” Laura frowned; Dan could be a complete jerk at times. But, she also knew he was looking out for her. He didn’t want to see her get hurt. He had warned her not to jump into dating in the vanilla scene, because most people wouldn’t be able to handle her fetishes and desires. “It’ll be fine,” she whispered, “he’s different.” “That’s what you thought of Timothy, Jason…oh and Robert, and remember…” “Okay!” Laura shouted, cutting him off. “I dated some real jerks, I know! I’ve trusted people I shouldn’t have. But, I’m not rushing into anything. It’s not like I’m going to tell him tomorrow that I wear diapers.” “I just don’t want you to get hurt,” he replied after a few moments of silence, “I still care about you…you know that I…” “Stop,” she said, “please, I don’t need you to watch out for me constantly. I appreciate it, but remember, you are just my friend. I don’t need you to be rushing to my aide.” “Just be careful, that’s all,” Dan told her. “Have a good night.” He hung up the phone before she could say anything else. She knew that she probably hurt his feelings by what she said. She took a deep breath and made her way into her bedroom. But it was the truth. She knew that deep down, he still had feelings for her, and perhaps she always relied on him. But, they want different things in life; they were not compatible as a couple. However, they were there for each other when no one else was. They were both codependents on each other, and even though it hurt, she needed to cut that cord. She tried to push the thought from her mind as she reached in the closet and pulled out a thick diaper. She ran her fingers over the soft fabric and felt herself blush at the thought alone. What would Jonathan think if he found out about her secret? Would turn and run away - or would he take her hand and walk straight into it with her? She tossed the diaper aside and went into the bathroom to get ready for bed. Right now, she wanted to focus on the present and not the future. She crawled into bed and pulled the covers above her head as she thought about the kiss she shared with Jonathan. Her heart began to race, and her cheeks reddened. She couldn’t wait for their next date. 07 Laura couldn’t sleep at all that night, she tossed and turned because of Dan’s words ringing in her ears. She woke up at least three times in the middle of the night before just gave up at about 5:00 AM. She rolled out of bed and into the shower, knowing that today was going to drag on forever. Why did she have to let him get her like that? She cursed beneath her breath as she got out of the shower and instantly to the kitchen to pour herself a cup of coffee. So what if she hadn’t told Jonathan her little secret? It wasn’t something that you just blurted out of nowhere, plus they only went on one date, it wasn’t as if they were a couple yet. Good morning, I hope it’s okay to text you. I’m about to go to school, but I hope you have a good day! Laura smiled down at her phone from the text she received from Jonathan, her cheeks burning slightly. Good morning! It’s okay to text me anytime! Have a great day too! I look forward to our date tonight! She buried her head into her hands and took a deep breath; perhaps she should tell him before they got too serious? But, they were neighbors, what if he was disgusted by her? She shook her head, no; he didn’t seem that type of guy. Perhaps she should just play it by ear and see how it went? After two cups of coffee, Laura got ready for work, knowing that she would be dead by the night end. But she wasn’t going to be canceling her date; she had been looking forward to it. Even though she was quite nervous. Work dragged on; it took everything she had to keep herself awake, having to have another two cup of coffee throughout the day just to make it. It didn’t help that her mind was weighed down with thoughts about tonight. How was it going to go? By the time work was over, all she wanted to do was crawl into bed and go to sleep, but she managed to get dressed. She wore a lovely blue dress that twirled around her whenever she moved, as they were supposed to go out to dinner tonight, though she wasn’t exactly sure where. She heard a knock on the door and opened it up to find Jonathan standing in a dark blue dress up shirt and pants. “You look handsome,” she said with a smile. “You look…stunning…” he replied as leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. “Should we get going?” She asked, and he nodded his head. “How was work?” He asked her. “It seemed to go on forever. I didn’t sleep to well last night.” “Oh, I’m sorry about that.” “It’s okay; I’ll be fine.” She smiled at him. She was already starting to feel a lot better. They got in the car and headed to the most beautiful restaurant in town, getting a table in the corner and ordering a couple of drinks. The restaurant’s ceiling was high up with a beautiful chandelier sparkling from above. The tables had light blue tablecloths with a candle on each table. There even was a 20-foot fish tank in the corner. It was probably one of the nicest places that Laura had ever been to. “This place is gorgeous,” Laura said as she looked around the restaurant and peered down at the menu. “Are you sure this is okay?” “Yes,” Jonathan said, “I figured I needed to make up for what happened the last time.” Laura smiled at him. “It’s okay; we both said some terrible things. Let’s just forget about it.” The two of them looked at each other for a moment before looking at the menus. It wasn’t long before their waiter came over and took their order. They caught up on some small talk and waited for their food, which came out sooner than they had expected. “This is good,” Laura said as she took her second bite of the chicken that she ordered. “Yeah, it is,” Jonathan agreed as he cut into his steak and took a large bite. “So, do you have any siblings?” “I’m the youngest of three,” Jonathan said, “yourself?” “I have an older sister and a younger brother,” Laura told him, “but my brother is a lot younger than me. My sister and I are only a few years apart. She got married a year ago and is now living on the other side of the state.” “I have all three older sisters,” Jonathan said, “all of them are married, and even a few of them have children.” “Oh, wow,” Laura said, “no nephews or nieces for me yet.” “Yeah,” Jonathan laughed, “they’re fun to have around.” “I’m sure; kids are great….sometimes I wish I could be one again.” “Yeah, same here,” Jonathan said, and Laura smiled, knowing that the words that she had spoken and that he had told were different meanings. But, she didn’t blame him for him questioning why she would say that. “I think it’s pretty great that you’re able to live on your own and go to college. I had to live with roommates, no way I could afford my place.” “It wasn’t easy,” Jonathan said, “I took a year off before college and worked two jobs to save up enough money. Thankfully I got a scholarship to help pay for some tuition.” “Oh, wow,” she said, “that’s really amazing.” “It’s not that great. I just had to do what I had to do. My parents couldn’t afford to send me to college.” “No, don’t sell yourself short,” Laura told him, “It is amazing. I had to take loans out and only had a part-time job through some of my college life.” “Don’t sell yourself short either,” he said, “you got a good job and an apartment now by yourself.” “Hmm, I suppose,” Laura said, “I don’t feel like an adult.” “Do any of us?” Jonathan asked her, and the two of them laughed. “I’m having a great time,” Laura told him. “Me too,” he replied with a smile. They stared at each other for a moment, lost in each other’s eyes, before Laura turned away, feeling herself blush. She opened her mouth to speak, but before she could say anything, the waiter returned to ask if they wanted dessert, in which they declined (Jonathan said he knew the perfect ice cream place they could go too). Jonathan paid the bill; Laura tried to tell him they could split or even let her pay the tip. Still, Jonathan insisted that he wanted to do it, so Laura kept her mouth shut, but she was a bit apprehensive about it since she knew that the bill was probably close to a hundred bucks by the end of the night. “Thank you for dinner,” Laura said as the two of them made their way back to his car. “You’re welcome,” he said with a smile. Jonathan than drove them to an ice cream place where they sat outside. Jonathan ordered a rocky road ice cream cone while Laura got a strawberry shortcake. “This is delicious,” Laura, “the perfect way to end the night.” “I agree,” Jonathan said as he shifted his weight. “I’m really enjoying myself.” “Me too. I hope we can do it again sometime soon.” Laura felt her cheeks flush. “I would love that.” They sat in silence for a few moments as Laura felt a sickening feeling in her stomach as Dan’s words haunted her once more. “So Jonathan,” Laura started to speak as she looked at him, “do you have any deep dark secrets?” Jonathan gave her an odd look as he raised a brow, “No, why the sudden questioning?” “Just curious,” she said, “we all have our secrets.” “What is yours?” He asked. “Hmmm, I wonder.” The two of them finished their ice cream before driving back home. They lingered in front of her doorway for a few minutes. “Thank you again,” Laura said. “Yeah,” he said with a blush, unable to meet her gaze. She stood there and waited, wondering if he would make the first move. She knew the other night she took the initiative, but she was hoping… He placed his hand against her arm as he leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on her lips. “Goodnight, Laura.” “Goodnight,” she whispered as she waved to him as she opened the door and let herself in, feeling her heart pound against her chest as she closed her eyes. Jonathan’s kiss was so soft, but she wanted more, she touched her lips as she felt her cheeks flush. She couldn’t help but wonder how he would feel when he found out her secret? Would he be scared and run away? Or would he be curious to try it out himself? I just found out there was a concert next weekend, did you want to go? Laura spotted the text message after she got undressed, getting ready for bed. She smiled at the text message from Jonathan as she replied that she would love to go. Laura slipped on a thick diaper before climbing into bed, with nothing else on. She pressed her fingers against the diaper, feeling the warmth beneath her. She couldn’t help but imagine Jonathan wearing a diaper as they cuddled up against each other. Her cheeks flushed as she threw the covers over her face, soon drifting off to sleep. 08 Over the next week, Laura’s relationship with Jonathan continued to blossom. After work each day, the two of them would spend time with each other. Even during the days, Jonathan had to focus on his study; she would bring over snacks and help him. It was quite blissful for Laura, and she couldn’t wait to see him after work every day. They would always eventually find themselves on a couch, and once on the bed, kissing. Every time he touched her, she felt her heart skip a beat, every time he touched her, she melted. She was always thinking of him, wanting more of him. But there was still something deep inside of her that caused her to push him away every time they were close to taking the next step in their relationship. How could she have sex with him when she hadn’t revealed her deepest secret when it came to her fetish? It seemed wrong. Every day that passed, she got more anxious, and she knew that she had to tell him. She couldn’t keep it a secret forever. But, she was afraid. What would happen after she told him? Would he turn away in disgust, or would he break up with her? Her heart ached at the thought of that. They had only known each other for a few weeks, but she liked him and didn’t want their relationship to end suddenly. Yet, she knew she could not keep it a secret forever. The two of them had a date tomorrow night for the concert, would she tell him then? How would she tell him? She was getting a headache, just thinking of it. Of course, at this time is when Dan decided to call her. “Hey, I can’t talk for long, I have to head to work.” “I was just checking up on you, wondering if you wanted me to come down this weekend.” “I would love you too,” Laura said with a smile, “but it has to be on Sunday; tomorrow, I’m going to a concert with Jonathan.” “Ohhh,” Dan said with a chuckle, “how are you guys doing? Have you told him.” Laura gulped hard. “N-no, but I was going too.” “Just be careful,” he told her with a sigh. “I will.” She said. “He is a good guy. I don’t think he will be turned off by it…I actually think he will like it…maybe…” “I hope he does,” he said, “I’ll see you Sunday, okay?” “Okay,” she said with a sigh, “have a good day.” “You two.” She hung up the phone and grabbed her purse and keys and headed out of the apartment. “You can do this,” she told herself as she headed to her car and to work. She was going to say to him tomorrow. She was going to say to him tomorrow. She was going to do it. On the day of the concert, Laura made the brave decision to wear a diaper underneath her dress (but also throwing on shorts over that just in case). Most of it was for a practical reason, so she didn’t have to worry about the toilet, but was also a way to make her have to tell Jonathan and not be a coward about it. After all, she had a feeling that tonight would be the night they would have sex, and she couldn’t keep pushing it off. “Are you ready?” Jonathan asked as he came to pick her up later that evening. He was wearing jeans with a simple graphic t-shirt, but even still, he looked incredibly cute. “I am,” Laura said as she grabbed her purse and threw it over her shoulder. “I’m really excited,” Laura said as they head to his car, “it’s been a long time since I’ve been to a concert.” “They’re supposed to be good,” Jonathan replied. “How is school?” “It’s going well, lots of work, but I’m managing. How is work?” “I’m finally getting the hang of things,” Laura flashed a smile at him before getting into the car. “That’s good; I’m sure you’re doing great,” Jonathan said as he started it. The trip to the concert was about a forty-five-minute drive. Neither they minded though, as they continued to chat about everything they could think about to the show. Once they got there, they found some parking, grabbed their tickets, and walked around a bit. The concert was being held outside, so there were a few vendors parked around. “This place is fantastic!” Laura said. “It sure is, did you want a drink?” Jonathan asked as he pulled out his wallet. “Stop it,” Laura insisted, “you paid for dinner last week, AND you bought the tickets! Let me purchase the drinks.” “But, you know they’re not…” “I don’t care how much they cost,” Laura said, “let me do this, please?” “Okay, okay. You win.” He said with a sigh of defeat as Laura laughed and bought them two beers. The two continued to walk around, drinking the beer, laughing, and having a great time. By the time the concert started, Laura had insisted on buying another beer, although she understood the mistake as her bladder was going to fill up. “I’m going to run to the bathroom real quick,” Jonathan said. “Okay, I’ll be fine. I have a strong bladder.” She said with a giggle. “Oh, wow. I’m jealous.” “Maybe one day I’ll tell you my secret.” She said with a wink, feeling herself becoming a little bit buzzed. “I would love that.” Laura felt herself getting naughty thoughts as Jonathan slipped away, but she shook her head. He returned just before the first band appeared. He grabbed ahold of her hand, squeezing it tight. She felt the tips of her ears blush slightly as she scooted closer to him. The concert was terrific. Every band killed it, and the two enjoyed themselves. Throughout the hours, Laura felt her bladder starting to fill up to where she couldn’t hold back anymore. Halfway through the concert, she let go into the diaper she was wearing, feeling it swell up around her. She blushed at the thought, but shook her head, feeling slightly drunk as she leaned over and planted a big kiss on Jonathan’s cheek. The two of them started to make out just as the last song finished off. “Wow,” he breathed in as they pulled apart as everyone around them started to leave. “Yeah,” she said with a giggle, “you ready to head back?” “Sure,” he said, grabbing hold of her hand and leading her to his car. The two of them chatted all the way home about the concert, about their favorite songs, about how that one time threw up on her date or when a fight almost broke out. By the time both of them got back to the apartments, they were lingering by her door. “Did you want to…come in?” She asked as she played with her keys. “Yeah, sure.” He said with a blush. She smiled as she opened the door, and the two walked in, but they didn’t make it too far before she turned around and pressed her body up against him, kissing him hard. They began to make out, hands starting to touch everywhere, as they moved into the bedroom. She knew she had to stop him, his fingers haven’t quite reached her bottom yet, but once he did, it would be all over. But, she couldn’t help it, his kisses were intoxicating, she wanted to push him down and have her way with him. She wanted him to beg for her and to call her mommy…and to wear a cute diaper… She had to stop herself, pushing the thoughts away. NO. She needed to tell him. Even if it was one of the most challenging things she had to do, she had to say to him. “W-wait!” she called out, trying to pull away from his lips. “W-what is wrong?” He asked. “If you don’t’ want too, I understand…” “No, I do want too,” she insisted, “it’s just before we do…there is something I need to tell you.” “What is it?” “It’s nothing awful or anything,” she told him, “It’s just something I need to tell you before we go any further.” “Go on; I’m listening.” He said in a calm voice, obviously sensing she was worried about it. “Um, well, you see,” Laura said, trying to find the right words to say, “it’s kind of like a fetish or a preference, I’m not exactly sure why it started…but it’s been like this forever. It’s a part of who I am. I’m not asking anything of you. I like you, and I want you to be a part of it…if you want…and my life. But, I’m worried you’ll think I’m a freak…” Jonathan stopped her as he placed a hand upon her shoulder. “Calm down, Laura. You’re speaking a million miles an hour. Whatever you have to tell me, it’ll be okay. I promise.” Laura took a deep breath, grabbed the edges of her dress, and pulled them up, revealing the diaper she was wearing underneath. “I like to wear diapers,” she whispered under her breath. 09 The silence stretched between the two of them. For a long time, Jonathan just stared at her to the point she finally let go of her dress, hiding her diaper once again. She wanted to remain calm and not freak out on him, but as the silence went on, she started to feel nauseous. What was he going to say? Was he going to run out and call her a freak? She could feel sweat began to drip down her forehead, and her heart was pounding in her chest. She wanted to tell him it was all a joke (though how could she when she showed him her diaper?) she wanted to reverse the clock and never tell him in the first place. Why was she so stupid? She could feel herself sobering up and tears stinging in her eyes, but she still stood there, pretending on the inside she wasn’t falling apart. “Wow.” He took a deep breath, and she felt her heart drop. Wow? Was that all he had to say about this? “I mean,” he scratched his head, “I’m not sure what to say…” “I’m sorry,” Laura said, feeling her act start to fall away, “I thought you should know…” “Laura,” he called her name, but she didn’t hear him. “Perhaps we should just forget about it altogether, just pretend it didn’t happen. It’s not that big of a deal anyway. I’m just going to -“ “Laura.” “You know what, if you want to leave, that’s just fine - “but before she could say anything more, he kissed her. “You kissed me.” She said, shocked. “It was the only way to shut you up,” he told her, “It’s okay, Laura. I’m not freaked out; I’m not mad, I’m not going anywhere. I’m here.” “You are?” She asked him. “Yes,” he said as he kissed her again, “I’m not going anywhere….you look pretty cute actually.” She felt herself blush. “I can’t believe this.” “Well, you better believe it.” He said with a smirk, and she began to relax. All her anxieties and worries started to wash away as he stood right in front of her and looked at her without judgment. “Most people who find out…” Laura sighed. “They date me because they think I’m this perfect girl, but they don’t realize that I have secrets too, that I’m not as perfect as they think…then they leave.” “They are fools.” He said with a shake of his head. “You’re amazing.” “No-no I’m not…” “I think you are,” he said with a shrug of his shoulder, “So if you have a fetish…it just makes you unique. There isn’t anything to be ashamed of.” Laura felt the tears fall down her face, part of it was her being a bit drunk, and the other part was his words. She never met someone so accepting before. Even Dan, though he was totally fine with it now, took him a while to get accustomed to it. They wrapped their arms around each other’s neck and kissed, and it was probably one of the best kisses she’s ever had. His lips were soft and tender, his arms slowly lowered to her back, pressing her closer to him. She ran her fingers through his hair. She wanted to stay in this moment, forever. “Do…do you want me to get out of it…” she started to speak, feeling herself get a bit nervous again. “No,” was all he said as he pushed her on the bed, climbing on top of her as they began to make out once more. Soon they were stripping each other naked, to the point where she was wearing nothing but her diaper. She felt more exposed than if she had been thoroughly exposed. “Let me just…” “Wait,” he said as he held her back from getting up. His hands began to trace down her stomach until they got to her diaper. He let his fingers trace along the edges of it before pressing his fingers against it, “so you like wearing it?” She nodded her head. “It’s comfortable.” “Is it?” “Yeah, it is,” Laura said, wondering if he was curious about it, deciding to go for it, “you know…once they sent me some diapers in the wrong size…they probably would fit you.” “M-me?” His cheeks turned red, and she smiled. “I don’t know.” “Come on,” she said, pushing him a little, “I bet you would look sexy in one.” Something came over her; she dominate side resurfaced as her fears of his rejection faded away. “No, I couldn’t.” He said with a shake of his head, but he still had his hand upon her diaper. “You wouldn’t have to use it,” she told him, “not even a little curious?” “I mean, I am…” he said honestly, his voice was low, and his cheeks were red. “Hold on,” Laura said as she jumped out of bed and walked over to the closet and pulled out the diaper she was talking about, “lay down.” Jonathan nodded his head as he lay down on the bed, naked, as Laura lifted his legs and slid the diaper beneath this bottom. She had a bit difficulty taping the diaper up because his penis was sticking straight up, but she maneuvered it to where she could tape up the diaper snuggly around his waist. “How does that feel?” She asked him with a smile. “It feels…comfortable,” he said with a wiggle. She pressed her fingers against his diaper, biting her lower lip. She was right. He looked incredibly sexy in the diaper as he laid helpless before her. She felt her feelings surge up as she got on top of him, pressing her diaper against his as she kissed him. It felt so good to be with him, have him beneath her, kiss him, and hold him. She had never been able to take the lead before. She was always with guys who were either vanilla or more dominant. As a switch, it was a part of her she craved, and she finally wanted to explore. She pressed herself as close as she could, as they continued to kiss. She rubbed her fingers down his stomach to his diapered bottom while he played with her breast. She wanted more of him, but she held herself back. The fact he was willing to wear a diaper was something huge for her that she didn’t want to push the issue. She could feel herself grow even wetter just thinking about him. “I need to change before we go further,” she told him as she kissed him on the cheek, “do you want to do it, or do you want me?” “I don’t know what to do…” he said with a blush. “You’ve never changed a diaper before?” “Yes….but that was on a baby…” “It’s the same; I’m just a lot bigger.” She said with a giggle, she jumped off the bed and grabbed some wipes and laid down. “I won’t bite.” “O-okay.” He slid off the bed and positioned himself between her legs, which were hanging off the bed. She was secretly happy she wasn’t soaked, but she was still pretty wet. He undid the tapes and slid them off of her, leaving her exposed. He then grabbed some wipes and gently wiped her bottom. As he did so, she noticed he was blushing and biting his lower lip. Was this turning him on? “Thank you!” Laura said once he was finished. She sat up and kissed him on the lips before rolling up the used diaper and setting it on the floor. “For your help, I’m going to reward you.” She then slid his diaper down, to the point his dick was freed. She lowered herself and kissed the tip of it, before running her tongue all around the tip. She could feel him wiggle at the slightest touch. She then placed the tip in her mouth, but not going all the way in. She teased him, using her free hand to massage his balls as she continued to slowly go in and out, taking her time to build up the sensation before she went as far as she could, causing him to gasp for pleasure as she did so. Afterward, she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him on top of her on the bed. They began to kiss once more, as he found his way inside of her. She gasped as he went all the way in; she arched her back as she groaned in pleasure. Every little touch, kiss, movement caused her whole body to ache for more. “Oh my,” she whispered as he began to rock back and forth, she could feel the diaper brush against her skin with every little move. He began to kiss her neck down to her breast, where he began to suckle on her as he continued to fuck her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and let out a moan. The mixture of him being inside her and sucking on her nipples was almost too much to bear. It wasn’t long before they both finished. They then fell onto the bed, sweating and panting profusely. “That was amazing,” Laura said as she turned to look at him and smiled. “Yeah, it was.” He admitted. In each other’s arms, the two just laid there for a long time, without another word. She was just basking in the particular moment they experienced together. 10 BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP The sound of her alarm jolted Laura out of her bed as she breathed hard. She mumbled a curse word under her breath as she reached over and turned off her alarm. Her head was pounding, and her eyes were tired. It took her a few moments to register everything around her. She turned to look and saw Jonathan sprawled out on the bed, lying on his stomach and facing away. She gasped as the memories of what happened the previous night started to replay in her mind. She blushed hard as she remembered revealing her deepest secret, but smiled when he was at ease. She buried her face in her hands, her heart pounding in her chest; it was still hard to wrap her mind around what had happened. Part of her thought, she was still dreaming, and she would soon awake to an empty bed, and Jonathan would know nothing about her love for diapers. But, the longer she sat there, the realization that this was reality. This happened. He really knew her secret! She felt giddy, and she wanted to wake him up but held herself back. Instead, she quietly slid out of bed, got dressed, and headed into the kitchen. She turned on the stove as she grabbed the carton of eggs from the fridge, turning on some music as she cooked. She wasn’t the best at cooking, but she did enjoy it. “Good morning.” The voice startled her as she turned to see Jonathan standing before her. She felt her palms grow a bit sweaty as she was nervous, but she kept her composure as she flashed him a smile. “Good morning, want an omelet?” She asked as she pointed to the stove with the spatula. “Sounds great, thanks.” He said. “Do you have any coffee?” “Yes, help yourself.” She replied as she pointed to the coffee maker. He nodded his head and made his way over to it as he started a pot of coffee for both of them. “Did you sleep well?” “I did,” she replied, “a bit of a hangover this morning, but nothing too serious. How about yourself?” “I slept great,” he said. Neither of them was able to look at each other in the eye; every time they looked, they would blush and turn away. It was as if they were childhood kids with crushes. “Last night,” Laura started to speak as she flipped over the omelet, “was pretty amazing.” “Y-yeah,” he said as he started to pour two cups of coffees as Laura began to plate the omelets and grab the toast from the toaster. They awkwardly walked over to the kitchen table and sat down. “Thanks for breakfast, it looks delicious.” He said he cut a piece of the egg off with a fork and plopped it in his mouth. “N-no problem,” she said as she also took a bite. “Sorry,” he eventually spoke, placing down his fork, “I don’t mean to seem so awkward, it’s just…” “I understand,” she said, “it is a lot to take in. We don’t have to talk about it just yet, but I just want to say…thank you.” He smiled at her. “No problem, I like you a lot.” “I like you too.” They then ate their eggs and drank their coffee in silence. Once finished, Laura grabbed the plates and put them in the sink. “Do you work today?’ “Sadly,” he said, “but it’s only for a few hours, so that’s good.” “Ah, well, that’s not too bad then.” “I probably should get going,” Jonathan said, “jump in the shower and do some school work before work.” “Okay,” Laura said, though she felt a bit sad he had to leave, “thanks for coming over.” “Thanks for having me,” Jonathan said as he bent down and kissed her on the lips, she felt her heart skip a beat with his touch. “Thanks, for….everything.” She said as she kissed him back, a bit harder than he kissed her. Once he had left, she too jumped in the shower and got dressed for the day, although she had nothing planned. After her shower, she walked into the kitchen to notice Jonathan’s phone on the kitchen table. She went to grab for it so she could return it when she heard a knock on the door. Who could that be? She walked over to the door and opened it to see Dan standing before her. “Dan?” She asked when she suddenly remembered he told her he was coming over to see her. “Good morning,” he said as he entered the apartment, “I called, but you didn’t answer.” “Oh, sorry, I left the phone in my bedroom.” Dan folded his arms, and he looked her over, she started to feel uncomfortable, so she turned on her heels and walked away, but before she could get very far, he had placed a hand upon her shoulder and turned her around. “What?” “You look…different.” He said, but then he started to laugh. “Looks like someone got lucky last night.” She felt her cheeks start to turn red. “Oh, hush!” she said, though she knew she couldn’t deny it, the truth was written upon her face. Dan could always see through her. Plus, she wasn’t a good liar. She shuffled her feet, but she knew he would continue to ask her questions until she broke down. But, she was still processing everything that happened herself; she didn’t have much to say. “So, what happened? Did he find out about your little secret?” He asked. “I told him.” Laura finally said, but before Dan could say anything else, she quickly added, “and he was totally fine with it.” “Really?” Dan said, quite surprised. “That’s great. I was worried about you.” “Well, you don’t have to, I’m a big girl, and I can handle myself.” “I didn’t say that,” he said, “I care about you still.” “I know,” she said, “but even still, I can handle myself. It went really well.” “I’m sure it did,” he said with a nod of his head, “so I’m guessing you won’t’ need help anymore.” “Help with that?” She asked him, though she already knew the answer, she decided to play dumb. “You know what,” he said, he walked over and placed a hand upon her bottom, but she smacked him away, “I see you’re not wearing anything.” “No, and stop. I don’t need your help anymore, Dan. We aren’t dating; we are just friends. Let’s keep it that way. I don’t want to do anything to ruin what I have with Jonathan. I really like him.” She hadn’t talked like this to Dan before; usually, she was quiet and obedient around him. He was the protection of her secrets and her desires. He always rescued her and came when she needed him. But, she didn’t want to be dependent anymore. She tried to stand up on her own two feet. He stared at her but didn’t say a word for a while. “I’m sorry,” he said, “I didn’t mean to upset you.” “I know,” she replied, “I appreciate it.” He walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her, and she sunk into his arms. Even though he could seem rough on the outside and he was the kind of person who did things before thinking about it and was rather blunt with his words - he was kind, and he was always watching out for her. She could never thank him enough for everything he has done for her over the years. But, it was time for her to grow on her own. She no longer needed him to watch her every move. As they had their arms wrapped around each other, there was a knock on the door, but before she could escape from Dan’s grasp to answer it, it opened. “Sorry,” Jonathan said, “I shouldn’t barge in here, but I left my phone…” His words stopped as he stood in the doorway as Dan and Laura were hugging each other. “Jonathan,” she gasped as she wiggled free from Dan, “your phone is on the kitchen table. I was just about to bring it over to you.” “Thanks,” he said shortly as he grabbed his phone without another glance at them. “Jonathan?” She asked, her voice was shaking, but he didn’t say anything. He didn’t even turn back as he left the apartment, shutting the door behind him. She looked at Dan and then back to the door, feeling her heart sink. 11 Laura pushed herself from Dan as he took a step closer to her; her eyes were filled up to the brink with tears. It was apparent that Jonathan was upset…or mad…of course, he would get the wrong idea of what was going on based on what he saw. “Shit.” She mumbled under her breath. “Laura?” “You need to leave, Dan.” She said almost harshly as she started to open the door. She needed to find Jonathan and explain to him everything that happened. They had just mended their relationship, and things were going well. She didn’t want to ruin what they finally started. “What is going on?” “I need to explain to him that we weren’t doing anything.” For a long time, Dan stared at her and crossed his arms, “you really do like him.” “Y-yes!” “Then let’s go,” Dan said as he started to head out of the apartment, and Laura gave him a puzzled look. What was he doing? “What?” “I’m going to go with you,” Dan said matter of factually, “if we both explain together. Then he should believe us.” “T-thank you,” Laura whispered as she closed the door and walked over to Jonathan’s apartment. She lingered there for a moment, her eyes focused upon the door. She wasn’t sure if he would even answer. Would he ignore her? She knocked on the door. There was no answer for what seemed like forever, but then finally, she heard a click as the door swung inward, and there stood Jonathan. “What do you want?” He asked, his voice was cold and distant, and it made her heart sink. He was mad. But, could she blame him? If she walked into his apartment and saw his arms draped around his ex-girlfriend, she probably would feel uneasy. “I promise you, nothing happened!” Laura said, trying to keep herself together so she wouldn’t start crying. However, she could feel the tears stinging behind her eyes. “Dan just dropped by for a visit. He is still a good friend of mine, but I should have told you he was coming, I’m so sorry!” “She is telling the truth,” Dan said as he placed a hand upon her shoulder, “she really likes you, we didn’t do anything. Even if I tried, …she would reject me in a heartbeat. She’s a great girl.” Jonathan’s facial features lightened up a bit, but he still looked between Laura and Dan before finally speaking. “Promise?” “I promise,” Laura said eagerly, “I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you intentionally.” “Okay,” Jonathan said with a sigh and then gave a soft smile. Laura returned the smile, feeling a bit lighter now. “I’ll leave you two it then,” Dan said with a nod of his head, “you better not hurt her.” “Dan,” Laura grumbled underneath her breath. He always treated her like a helpless little girl that couldn’t take care of himself. She knew that he meant well, but sometimes it got beneath her skin. “See you later,” he said as he patted her shoulder before parting ways. Laura watched him for a moment before returning her attention to Jonathan. “Did you want to come in?” Jonathan asked, and Laura nodded, stepping foot inside of his apartment once again. “I really am sorry, Jonathan,” Laura said with a sigh, “I totally forgot that he would come over, and then we started talking. We haven’t been dating in a few years, but he is one of the few people who know about it…my circumstances, so we’ve always leaned on each other. One of the reasons why I decided to move here so that I could stand on my own two feet. But, it’s not as easy as it sounds.” “I think you’re stronger than you give yourself credit for.” “I don’t feel strong,” Laura said, “I’ve always needed to rely on other people for everything - money, support, emotional and physical. After I graduated from college, I woke up one day and decided to move away and try to make a living for myself.” “Look how far you’ve come,” Jonathan told you, “you have your own place and have a good job. I think you’re doing well for yourself.” Laura smiled at him, “Thanks,” she mumbled, “that’s nice to hear….and I’m super thankful that I met you.” Jonathan turned to look at her. “I really do like you,” she breathed in as she took a step closer to him, “you’re amazing.” “So are you,” he said with a smile. The two of them leaned in and kissed. She wrapped her arms around him as they pressed up against each other. They kissed for what seemed like forever; she ran her fingers down his back and placed his hands at her hip. His kisses were always so sweet and soft. She moaned slightly as she pressed herself even harder against him, letting her hands sink lower until they reached his bottom. “Oh man,” Jonathan said beneath his breath. “What?” “I need to start getting ready for work.” “Oh, bummer,” Laura said with a sigh, “well, I can wait until you get back.” She plopped his nose with her finger, and he nodded his head. “Sounds good to me.” “Hmm, I actually have something I wish you to do,” Laura said, “to make things a bit more exciting.” “What?” She leaned into his ear, her lips almost touching him, as she whispered, “you should wear a diaper to work, they’re super comfy….and then come back to me…” His cheeks blushed. “A-re you serious?” She nodded her head, “it’ll be fun. I’ve worn to work a couple of times.” “I don’t know…if someone…” “No one will hear it,” she said, “just wear a bit baggy of pants. People are so focused on their life; they’re not going to be super focused on you!” “I suppose…” She grabbed his hand and pulled him toward the door, “come on, trust me.” He didn’t object any further as they left his apartment and headed to hers. Laura’s heart was pounding in her chest; what was she doing? She bit her lip in excitement. The idea of waiting for him to come home to her in a diaper was almost too much for her to take. She wondered if she could get him to use the diaper. Now, that would be so hot! She instructed him to lay down on the bed she reached in her closet and pulled out a diaper. She noted that she needed to purchase some diapers for him, as this was the last one of the mistakes she had gotten. She walked over to him and pulled off his pants and boxers, leaving him there in just a t-shirt, naked from the waist down. She wiggled as she slid the diaper beneath his bottom. He looked incredibly sexy, just lying there, and it took everything she had not to crawl on top of him. She taped up the diaper, making sure it was secure on his waist so it wouldn’t fall off. She helped him put his pants back on as he stood up. “See!” she said, “you can’t even notice.” “I guess not,” he said as he wiggled about, “I’ll admit it is a bit comfortable.” His cheeks were still red, and he couldn’t thoroughly look at her in the eyes. “Don’t forget, I’ll be waiting for you,” Laura whispered as she leaned up and kissed him. “I’ll be home by 5,” he replied. “Okay, I’ll also make us dinner,” she said, “now have a good day at work.” Before he left, though, she raised her hand and smacked his behind, causing the diaper to make a crinkle should. She laughed as he blushed before she shut the door behind him. She pressed her body against it, breathing hard. Just that little moment between them was almost too much for her to handle. Her heart was racing as she thought about him at work wearing a diaper. She licked her lips as she went into her bedroom and decided to slip on a diaper herself and then wait for him. 12 The next few hours felt like they dragged on forever. Every few minutes, Laura caught herself either looking at her phone or the clock on the wall. She tried to distract herself by picking up around the house and catching up on some TV, but she was starting to get antsy after a few hours. Part of her was eagerly waiting for him to return home to her, but the other part was a bit worried about what he was currently feeling. Did she go too far? Would he return and tell her he would never want to do this again? She bit her lip at the thought, that’s not what she wanted. She wanted to have some fun and wanted to share this world with him…as the previous night, he seemed to be into it. But, the more she thought about it, the more concerned she became. Maybe she did go too far. About an hour or so before he was supposed to get home, she started to make dinner, deciding on some chicken, rice, and veggies. “Please don’t hate me, please don’t hate me, please don’t hate me,” she whispered to herself as the clock ticked in the background, it was almost 5:00 PM. Now she was afraid to see him, unable to handle the rejection that she was now expecting. She spent too long with her thoughts, and now she felt defeated. I’m just getting off work now; I’ll be there in about twenty minutes. Her phone dined when she received the text message from Jonathan. She stared at it, trying to detect any secret hidden meanings it could possibly have regarding his current position. But she didn’t see any. She sat on the couch and placed her head in her hands. She was also feeling awful because she was too wearing a diaper, and it was slightly damp. Why was she such an idiot? Why couldn’t she do this the right way? She was always screwing up her previous relationships, but she thought this was different. It was different…but now… She heard a knock on the door, and her heart leaped out of her chest. It had to be Jonathan. She let out a big gulp and tried to gather her composure, she took a deep breath, smoothed out her hair, and opened the door. “Hey,” she said as she forced a smile as she saw him standing before her. “Hey,” he returned the smile, “hmm, something smells good.” “It’s almost finished,” she said as she stepped out of the way, “come on in.” “Thank you.” “How was work?” She asked as she made her way into the kitchen to grab them some beers and finish dinner. “Oh, nothing unusual.” He said. She could detect something in his voice, but she wasn’t positive what it meant. They were tiptoeing around the fact he was wearing a diaper. She bit her lip, she wanted to ask him about it, but she was afraid. “So,” she said as she swung around and handed him the beer, “nothing unusual today? That means I was right.” “Y-yes,” he said with a blush as he grabbed the beer and looked away from her. A smile spread across her face as she felt herself starting to feel better. Maybe she was overreacting after all. “How did it feel?” She asked him. “It was a bit odd,” he admitted, “but I didn’t hate it.” “That’s good,” she said with a nod of her head, “that makes me happy. I’m actually wearing one right now.” “Oh?” He said with a raised brow, and the two of them laughed. “Dinner’s ready,” Laura said, “let’s eat and have some drinks.” The two of them settled upon her couch with a heaping plate full of food and their beers as they searched the television for something to watch. “Thank you for dinner,” Jonathan said as he took a bite, “it’s delicious.” “No problem.” They sat in silence for a few minutes as they continued to eat their meal and watch TV. Once in a while, Laura would glance over at Jonathan to see how he was doing. A few times, she noticed him wiggle around, but she didn’t say anything. “I need to go to the bathroom; I’ll be right back,” Jonathan said as he set his plate down and started to stand up, but Laura grabbed him by his arm. “Wait.” “What?” “Umm,” Laura started, feeling a little silly for what she was about to ask of him, “how about you try to…you know…use the diaper?” “Use it?” He asked her with a blush. “Yeah,” she said, “it’s comfortable, and I won’t be the only one in a wet diaper.” “I don’t know…” “Come on,” Laura said, “you could at least try it. If you don’t like it, you’ll never have to do it again.” He still seemed slightly hesitant, but he nodded his head and sat back down after a bit. “It may be easier for you to squat on the floor,” Laura told him, “It took me a bit get used to wetting just sitting down.” “That’s even more embarrassing!” “Yeah, but it’s cute too!” Jonathan turned his head away, his cheeks a bright red as he squatted down on the floor and closed his eyes. He stayed like that, which seemed like forever. Laura wanted to slide her hand beneath his diaper to feel the warm liquid rush filling it up, but figured that would make it difficult for him so decided against it. Laura turned her gaze away from him, even though it was difficult since he looked so adorable, squatting on the floor with his face scrunched up as he tried to fill up the diaper. But, she wanted to give him as much peace as possible. She wanted him to enjoy this and resent it. The minutes dragged on; Laura was about to tell him that it was okay and that he didn’t have to do it if he wasn’t able too and that they could always try another day - but then. “I did it.” He whispered as he stood up. “R-really?!” Laura spat out, a massive smile on her face, she placed a hand over her face and blushed as she giggled, realizing how excited she was. “Y-yes…” “Can I feel it?” He didn’t object but didn’t say anything. She watched him before she reached over and slowly undid his pants, sliding them down on the floor where he was only standing in a shirt and a diaper. She licked her lips as she placed her hand on his crotch and pressed hard, feeling his diaper’s warmth. She wiggled about as she tried to contain her excitement. She wanted to push him down on the couch and crawl on top of him, but she controlled herself. “How do you feel?” “Embarrassed.” “Other than that.” “It’s….not bad…” He admitted. “Here, sit down,” she said as she patted the couch, and he nodded his head. She then stood up and pulled off the dress she was wearing, leaving her only in a bra and a wet diaper. “Now you’re not alone,” she said with a giggle as she leaned forward and kissed his lips gently. She wanted to reach over and grab at his diaper, feel the wetness beneath her fingers, tease him, tear him apart, destroy him…. She stopped kissing him and leaned back, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. “What’s wrong?” He asked. “It’s not what you thought it would be? It’s silly…” “No!” Laura said quickly. “I was trying to calm myself.” She grabbed his hand and placed it upon her chest, letting him feel her heart race. “It’s because of you,” she whispered, “I want to take things slow because I know this is all new for you, but it’s exhilarating. Seeing you squat and wet your diaper, feeling your wet diaper, your red cheeks …it’s hard for me to hold back.” He looked at her for a bit, his hand still on his chest, and then he said: “Then, don’t hold back anymore.” 13 Then, don’t hold back anymore. His words echoed in her ears. She stared at him, which seemed like forever. Did he really mean those words? Part of her wondered if he understood what he was unleashing. She didn’t even fully understand all the urges that were going through her mind. She wanted to push him onto the couch and have her way with him, but she held herself back. But now? What if she scared him off? What if he didn’t like it? What if she crossed some line? Even though he told her that, she wasn’t able to leap forward. Her heart pounded in her chest, and she felt her body shaking. She was scared. He looked at her with concern in his eyes as he placed a hand upon her cheek. “Are you okay?” He asked her gently. “N-no,” she admitted, she tried to hold back in tears. What was wrong with her? Why was she falling apart like this? “What’s wrong?” “I’m scared,” she answered truthfully, “I’m scared I’ll do something you won’t like, I’m scared that you’re just doing this for me and you’ll grow to hate and resent me. I’m scared of you finding me disgusting and leaving me. I’m scared….” Before she could list off any more reasons, he pressed his fingers against her lips. “Shhh,” he hummed, “don’t be silly. If I wasn’t curious about all of this…I would have told you no. You think I would let you put me in a diaper…and send me to work…if I wasn’t somewhat into it? Sure, I have no idea what you want to do, but I trust you, and I want more of you. If it’s something I’m not into, I’ll let you know, but even still… I’m not just going to leave.” “You won’t?” “No, of course not, silly.” He said as he kissed her lips, “I like you, Laura.” “I like you too.” “Now, what do you want to do to me?” She wiggled as she took a deep breath, feeling a lot better than she had before. Maybe she could do this; perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad. “I want to take complete control,” she admitted, “I want you to wiggle beneath my fingers, I want to drive you crazy, I want you to be begging for mercy and more.” He didn’t say anything, just watching and listening to her as she spoke to him. “I want to make you red all over; I want to feel your diaper against my skin. I want to feel you inside me as you beg me to cum.” “Stop talking,” he told her, and she felt her heart drop, “and just show me.” She nodded her head as she leaned forward and kissed him hard upon the lips, pushing him down, to where she was on top. She pressed her body as close to him as she possibly could, enjoying him beneath her. He wrapped his arms around her to pull her closer, but she didn’t like that. “Let’s go into the bedroom,” she said in a smooth voice. He nodded his head as the two of them got up and made their way into the bedroom. Once there, she pushed him down onto the bed, grabbed hold of his hands, and held them above his head, don’t move. She smirked as she pressed her lips against him, using her free hand to massage his crotch, feeling the wet diaper beneath her feelings. She enjoyed the feeling of him struggling beneath her fingers as she made sure to keep a tight grip on his wrists so he couldn’t escape. The feel of the wet diaper beneath his fingers, and his sweet kisses almost drove her to insanity. She felt herself growing wetter with every touch; she ran her tongue gently across his neck, before helping him take off his shirt to run her tongue to the edge of his diaper. He moaned and wiggled about as she did so, and she snickered in pleasure. She continued to feel his dick beneath the diaper, watching him succumbing to her every will and wish. Part of her wanted to keep it slow and not go too far, but it was difficult. She tried to do so much for him. She bit her lip hard as she got on top of him, pressing her wet diaper against his and began to rock herself back and forth. They both let out a moan almost simultaneously, as she continued to rock her body back and forth. She slipped off her dress and let it fall to the floor, leaving her only in her bra and panties. It wasn’t too long before her finger slipped behind her back and unhooked her bra, releasing her perky breast from their hold. She let go of her hands from him, allowing them to stretch up and massage both her breast as she continued to press her wet diaper against his. It felt so good that she couldn’t quite explain the feeling. She only hoped that he was feeling the same way, but she would put her money on that he was based on his reactions. She wasn’t sure how much longer she would be able to hold herself back, deep down inside of her she was screaming at herself. But, she felt like the next thing she asked from him - would be too much for him to take. She didn’t want to push him over the edge. He told her to go all out, but she wasn’t sure if he was fully prepared for everything she wanted to do to him. Did he think this was all? That she just wanted to be in control. She shook her head. “Are you okay?” He asked, and she broke from her trance as she looked down at him, realizing that she was lost in her thoughts. “Oh, yes,” she said with a smile, “I was just thinking about everything I wanted to do to you.” He gulped. “There is more?” “Yes,” she said as she bent down and kissed him, “I’ll go slow, but for now, I’m going to need to change your diaper.” “C-change me?” he asked with a blush. “Yes, I can’t fuck you in a wet diaper, silly.” She told him, “afterwards we will take a shower to get all nice and clean…and then I’ll start to show you what you’re in for. If you’re ready.” He nodded his head, and she smiled as she got off him, grabbing a bag of wipes she had in her closet as she walked over to the bed. She helped him out of the diaper, ripping off the tabs and pulling them down, leaving him exposed. His face was a bright red when she did that. The last time he wore a diaper, he didn’t use it, so this was a whole new experience. Just watching his face turn red as he almost placed his hands over his face caused her pleasure; she didn’t fully explain or even understand herself. She almost felt like she could cum right then and there. She held up his legs in the air as she began to wipe him down. “Okay, let’s go take a shower,” she said as she slipped out of her diaper and headed into the bathroom - with him following behind her. She started the shower and got in once it was warm enough, once he got in; she pushed him against the shower wall and pressed her lips against him, letting her fingers run down his stomach until they found his hard dick. She began to play with it with her fingertips, sliding all around it. She smirked as she grabbed some soap and began to wash their bodies, still touching him everywhere, as she kissed him, teased him with her words and with her fingertips. She knew that he wanted more; she watched as he bit his lip as she played with him slightly. She never fully grabbed hold of him with her hand, she just lightly tugged and played with his dick with her fingers, wanting him to drive him wild, wanting him to beg her for more eventually. Once they were all clean and done with the shower, she turned off the water and stared at him, dripping wet (both from the shower and from him). “Are you ready for this?” she whispered, searching his eyes. He looked at her for a long time before saying, “Yes.” “Then follow me.” 14 She led him into the bedroom once more, pushing him onto the bed and crawling on top. Her wet hair was cascading down her. She licked her lips as she stared at him, kissing his lips before going to his neck and then to his chest and stomach. She kept kissing him all over, barley leaving a spot untouched by her lips. He wiggled beneath her fingers, grabbing hold of the bed with every movement. She still wouldn’t fully touch him all the way. She smirked, feeling his body against her was exhilarating. But, she didn’t want to shoe she was struggling as well, that she wanted him just as much as he wanted her. He opened his mouth to say something, but he closed it once more, biting his lip in the process as he held back his tongue. She frowned at him, was he going to tell her to stop, or was it something else? She didn’t want to break the moment, though, and ask him. She let her tongue flicker against his penis, but nothing more than that. He twitched beneath every little touch. She could feel herself growing wetter with every touch, and she had to press her thighs together, so she didn’t drip onto the bed. “Laura,” he moaned her name. It was then she decided to take it a step further. “Don’t call it Laura,” she told him, and he gave her a questioning look. “Then what do you…” He didn’t finish his words, for she pressed her lips against his lips - and then brought them down to his ears. “I want you to call me, mommy.” “M-mommy?” She could tell his whole body was turning red by that statement. It was something she dreamt about him calling her. It was something she desperately wanted from another person. It was one of the main reasons why she was a switch. But for most, it was a tall order. She thought if anyone would bite the bullet and do it, it would be Jonathan. “W-why?” “Because it turns me on,” Laura told him, “because the thought of a little boy begging for me, his mommy, to take care of him, to let him cum, drives me wild.” Jonathan didn’t say anything for a while, and a moment, Laura believed she had scared him away. He probably was thinking of a way to leave the room and never look back in his head. But, instead, he opened his mouth and parted his lips. “O-okay, mommy.” She couldn’t believe her ears; a broad grin spread across her face as she stared at him. “Good boy! That deserves a reward!” She stopped holding back so much and let her hands slide across his penis, grabbing hold of it by the base as she slid her fingers up and down, before lowering her head and suckling on the tip of his penis. He started to wiggle about like crazy by now, moaning and twisting and turning with every lick and every touch. He was so easy to please, and she loved it. “You like that?” She asked, and he nodded his head. She then stopped what she was doing and crawled closer to him, where his head was in-between her thighs. “I want you to clean up the mess you made.” His cheeks flushed as he nodded his head, wrapping his arms around her thighs as he pressed his face against her and let his tongue slip inside of her. She arched her back and parted her lips to let out a slight moan of pleasure as he worked his magic. He was amazing. She was honestly not the biggest fan of oral on herself. It always felt a bit odd for the most part, but this? It was like heaven. She felt like she was riding towards a mountain on a horse, feeling every little bump and every sensation running down her spine. She wanted him to keep going; she leaned forward as he took turns suckling on her lips and licking her clit. “Good job,” she said with a pant, when she finally tore herself off of him, “you’re really good.” “T-thanks.” He said with a smile and a blush, “C-can…. I can..I cum now?” She gave him a stern look. “Mommy.” “You’ve been well so far,” she said, “I don’t want to scare you off yet, so I think I’ll reward you by finally fucking you and letting you cum.” With that, she knelt between his thighs, lifting them, as she got as close to him as possible. She placed his legs upon her shoulder as she managed to slide his penis into her. She had seen this position online a lot and wanted to try it out. It made her feel powerful, and he looks helpless to her like she was the one doing the fucking. She began to rock back and forth, letting his dick slowly into her, but just the tip. She watched him beneath her, and she knew that he wanted her to go all the way. But, in this way, he had no way to do it himself. He couldn’t force himself in, and she loved it. But, she was also teasing herself. She wanted him inside of her, she wanted to feel every inch of him, but she had to keep steady. Slowly she let himself into her more and more, to the point he was entirely in - in which they both let out a moan of pleasure. She kept the rhythm going, making sure to keep the pacing up. She didn’t want to go too fast or too slow, mixing it up, watching him squirm beneath her. “Call me,” she told him, her voice strained as she felt sweat pour down her face. “La-“ he started to say, but then stopped, knowing full well what she wanted him to call her. “Mommy.” “Repeat it.” “Mommy.” Every time he called her that, she felt her heart skip a beat, and a shock of pleasure shot through her body. “I’m about to cum.” He said “Hold on,” she told him, “you can’t cum just yet.” She’d already been over the mountain once, but she could feel her orgasm rise once more to the top. She’s never felt like this before. Even the times she was with Dan (and they had pretty good chemistry) was nothing like this. She felt like if everything was falling into the right piece, and she almost wanted to cry. At this moment, she felt incredibly lucky. It wasn’t long before she came, feeling the release of everything, and she wanted to just fall into a puddle. But, she kept herself going. “You want me to let you cum?” She asked him. “Y-yes, mommy. Please let me cum.” “Hmm, should I? “Please…” he begged, pausing in between his words. “Please, let me cum, mommy.” “Okay.” She said she kept up a pace that she knew that he would eventually cum too, and she was right; it was only a few moments later when his face scrunched up, and he grunted, and she knew that he had cum. “Good boy.” Laura than released him and fell onto the bed next to home, wrapping her arms around him as they both laid there, panting hard. “That was….amazing,” Laura said, trying to catch her breath. “Yeah, it was.” They stared at each other for a moment before they kissed. “Did you want to spend the night?” “I would love that,” he said, bringing her close to him. “I didn’t scare you, did I?” He shook his head, his cheeks a bit red, “No, I enjoyed it more than I thought I would.” She smiled. “Good, that makes me happy.” At that moment, wrapped up in his arms, she was in complete bliss. The time she had grown to know Jonathan, she explored a part of herself that, for the most part, was left hidden in the shadows. She could break free and find herself, and she was forever thankful for him for that. They stayed like that for a long time, holding onto each other, living in the moment. 15 The days turned into weeks and the weeks soon turned into months. Before she knew it, she had lived in the apartment for six months. She had accomplished a lot in that time. Her job was going well, and there was already some talk about her getting a promotion. She and Jonathan were doing great, as well. It felt like the more time they spent together, the more they could find out about each other and themselves. Jonathan began to explore a bit more on his own and found out he did enjoy it, but perhaps not as much as Laura did (which he liked to tease her about). Even Dan had come over a few times, but only as friends. After that confrontation, he had taken a step back and stopped treating Laura like a little girl and more as a friend. It was good for both of them; he even started dating someone as well. Jonathan and Laura, since they were next-door neighbors, were always spending time together. It had gotten to the point where they said if this continues this way, they might move in with each other when their lease is up. One day, Laura had gone to work wearing a diaper - with Jonathan waiting at home for her (since it was her day off), he was wearing a diaper as well, and she couldn’t wait to get home to see him. Even the thought of him wearing a diaper caused her to get wet (good thing she was wearing a diaper and not underwear!) But that wasn’t the only thing she liked about him. She enjoyed his company as well. She enjoyed watching movies with him, talking about pointless subjects for hours, showing each other their favorite music, and falling more and more. The thought alone can cause her heart to race and her cheeks to blush. She had a present for him she had bought the day before, and she couldn’t wait to explore it with him. She bit her lip as she looked at the clock. It was only 1:00 PM. How is your diaper looking? A little wet. How about you? She smiled as he texted her back, and she wiggled around. About the same. I can’t wait to get back to you xoxo I can’t wait either. By the end of the day, Laura was almost rushing out of her office, hardly saying goodbye to anyone she rushed home. Throughout the day, she tried to hold her bladder in, wanting to savor the moment. Even though she had drunk a bit, her diaper was still mostly dry, though her bladder was screaming. “Hey,” Jonathan said as he opened the door to Laura flinging her arms around his neck, kissing him on the cheek. “Hey,” she breathed in, taking in his scent, “I’ve missed you.” “You’ve only been gone for the day.” He told her but laughed as he spun her around before setting her down to put her stuff away. “Did the package arrive?” She asked as she looked around. “I-it did,” Jonathan said with a blush as he pointed to the couch. Where a large box was sitting. When Laura saw it, she clapped her hands in excitement. “Oh, yay! It’s finally here!” She said with a broad grin. “Come on and open it, Jonathan!” “Okay…” he said as he began to sit on the couch and slowly tear open the box, pulling out the contents. Inside was a bright blue onesie, with green/yellow/red blocks on the front, a bottle with bears on it, and a pacifier. “What is all this?” He asked as he turned to Laura; his face was a bright red. “Now we can match!” she said with a giggle, but then stopped, “do you hate it?” “N-no,” Jonathan quickly said, “it’s just….a a bit…embarrassing.” Laura smiled; he was so adorable, “that’s what I was hoping for.” He didn’t say anything as he looked more closely at the items in front of him. Laura watched him for a moment before she leaned over, placing her hand upon his leg. “Did you want to try it on?” “Y-yes,” he said with a slow nod of his head. Laura giggled as she grabbed him by the hand and pulled him into the bedroom, pushing him onto the bed as she got him undressed - leaving him lying there in nothing but a wet diaper. She pressed her thighs together; she was getting more turned on, which was also making it difficult for her to control her bladder. She slipped the onesie over his head and pulled it down, snapping the buttons by his crotch. “You look so cute!” she said with a clap of her hands. “T-thanks,” he said with a blush and a slight wiggle. “Did you want to put my onesie on me?” Laura asked. “Sure.” She went into her closet where all her supplies were and pulled out her onesie - light pink with a cute little unicorn on the front. She walked over to him, placing the onesie on the bed, as he (with a red face) started to get her undressed. Although Laura was a switch, she was the dominant one between the two of them most of the time. He was beginning to get accustomed to the fact that Laura liked to be the little. She always thought it was cute. Once she was stripped from her clothes and the onesie over her, she lay down on the bed to snap it together. With that, both of them were wearing onesies together. She grabbed hold of him and pulled him down on the bed with her, pressing her body against him. “Doesn’t it feel comfy?” she said as she sighed happily. “Yes,” he said as he wrapped his arms around her and squeezed her. They began to kiss, pressing their lips hard against each other, feeling their hands move down their body. “I have to wet badly,” Laura said with almost a whimper. “Oh?” “Am I allowed?” She asked, and he nodded his head. She grabbed his hand and placed it beneath her and closed her eyes. She took a deep breath as she let the flood gates open, letting her fill up her diaper with his hand pressed up. She felt her diaper get warm and smell all around her, and she wiggled about, getting turned on by the thought and feeling of it. “Wow,” he whispered when she was done, and she laughed. “I was holding it in all day.” “Why?” “Because it’s fun when you hold it in for so long and then flood your diaper…makes me feel...little.” “Ah, it’s so warm,” Jonathan said, still having his hand upon her diaper, and she smiled. “That is usually what happens,” she said she pressed her on lips against him, letting her hands slide down his one onesie and feel the diaper beneath him - he wasn’t nearly as wet as she was, and she wanted to change that. “I think we should use that new bottle I got you and feed you - I don’t think you’re wet enough.” “Oh?” He blushed but didn’t object to it. She told him to wait there as she went out into the living room and grabbed the bottle - filling it with some wine she had in the fridge. He held his hand out for the bottle, but she gently pushed him away. “No, I have to feed you,” she told him as she crawled up on the bed and patted her thighs. He climbed on the bed after her and nestled himself, in-between her legs; she wrapped herself as close as she could to him before sticking the bottle into his mouth. He looked so adorable in her lap as he suckled on the bottle. She took her fingers and ran it through his soft hair as she smiled down at him. This is what perfection was. Once he was finished with his bottle, she placed it upon the end table as they began to kiss once more, pressing their bodies against each other. About twenty minutes later, Jonathan’s cheeks turned red. “I have to…wet my diaper.” He said in a whisper, and Laura beamed as she plopped his nose with her finger. “Then go ahead, little one.” 16 Jonathan wiggled around for quite a bit as Laura pressed her fingers against his bottom, ready to fill his diaper up to the same capacity that hers was at that moment. She bit her lip she waited, watching as he closed his eyes tightly. In about a minute, she felt his diaper begin to swell around her, and she squirmed in excitement. “Good job!” She said she wrapped her arms around him tightly and kissed his cheeks. “T-thank you,” he said with a blush. She pushed him on the bed and got on top of him, pressing her soggy diaper against his as she kissed him, slowly rocking back and forth. The sensation was intense for both of them, moaning as they continue to kiss and touch each other. Laura was turned on to the max; she felt like she was going to explode. She had to slow down her pace; she was already feeling sweat running down her face as she panted. “Wait, we need to change first,” she told him, “I’ll change you, and then you can change me, okay?’ Jonathan nodded his head. Laura knelt between his legs and unbuttoned the onesie, pulling it up just above his belly button, before untaped the diaper. She pulled down the diaper to reveal how soaked his diaper was, she bit her lip, as just the look of inside his diaper turned her on. She grabbed some wipes that she had nearby and began to wipe him down. Once he was all clean, she rolled up the diaper and put it to the side. She quickly grabbed a condom and placed it upon his dick, sliding down the base until it was secure. “There we go, you’re all clean,” she said as she kissed him on the lips before she laid down, waiting for him to change her. He went through the same process as she did - unsnapping her onesie, untaped the diaper and wiping down her bottom. She closed her eyes as she felt the crisp, wet wipe against her skin. She loved being wiped down by someone, and she got a chill down her spine. “Thank you,” she said, before pulling him back down on top of her. It wasn’t long before he found himself inside of her, and she moaned with pleasure as he began to rock his hips back and forth. She wrapped her legs around his bottom, making sure he couldn’t escape and entirely inside of her. She moaned, arched back her back as he continued to fuck her. Her breast bounced slightly from every moment, as she held her hands out, grabbing hold of the sheets. “Keep going,” she told him, not him wanting to stop for a moment. He would change up his pace or switch up his positioning. She wanted more of him. She wanted him to keep fucking her until she was no longer able to walk. She didn’t want him to cum that quickly. “Don’t cum,” she warned him. “But…” he started to say, his voice was filled with desperation, but she didn’t care. “No, keep fucking me, or you’ll be in trouble.” He nodded his head, biting his lip softly as he tried to slow down his pace to stop him from cumming too early. After a moment, she pushed him off of her, before telling him to sit on the edge of the bed - which he did as he was told. She sat down on top of him, wrapping her legs around his body, making sure they were steady so that neither would fall off the bed. He used his hands to balance, leaning back slightly on the bed. Laura then began to bounce and rock back and forth upon his dick, making sure to control his rhythm, so he didn’t orgasm too soon. She began to moan loudly, as now that she was sitting upon him, his dick was hitting her g-spot in the perfect, which almost made it hard for her to control herself. “Don’t cum,” she warned him again when she felt that he was getting too close to her liking. She had already orgasmed before, but now she wanted to keep going - just because it felt so good. Plus, she liked the tortured look upon his face whenever she denied him what he desperately wanted. Part of her felt bad for what she was causing him, but at the same time, it caused her immense pleasure. She wanted more of him; she arched her back slightly, her hair falling her back, and began to suckle on her breast. It took her by surprise, and she gasped when his lips found their way around her nipple and began to suckle. “Good boy,” she told him as she wrapped her arms around, bringing him even closer to her bosom, as he suckled. She continued to rock her body back and forth, but it was at a painfully slow pace by now, now. A bit later, she decided to reward him for being such a good boy today. She began to pick up the pace, pressing her body against him, feeling every inch of him inside of her. It didn’t take too long since he had been holding back for so long. “You can cum now,” she whispered in his ear, and not even a minute later, his face scrunched up as he panted hard, having just come inside of her. “Good boy,” she kissed his cheek as she hopped off of him. They fell onto the bed, panting, catching their breath for what just happened. “That was amazing,” she said, “and really hot.” “Yeah, it was.” They looked at each other before they leaned in and kissed. “I love you, Laura,” Jonathan said, and she felt her cheeks grow hot. Even though they had been dating for about five months now, those words were the first time they were spoken. She felt tears in her eyes as she pressed her forehead against his. “I love you, too.” She replied. They stayed like that which seemed like forever, just lying there in each other’s arm, living in the moment of complete happiness. Laura couldn’t wait to spend more time with Jonathan, learn more about himself, as well as herself. She wanted to explore more with this fetish. She wanted to dive in deeper, and see how far they could go. Jonathan had told her many times he actually really enjoyed doing this with her - and a few times he even wore a diaper without her asking him too (he even bought his very own to surprise her!) She knew this was just the start of something amazing.

Dear littleboyiceland, I wish you a happy reading. Antonias writing was very good. Have a nice and sunny day! With best wishes Diddldum Growing down 01-19 - by Antonia.rtf

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