Xmas1961

I’ve been diapered 24/7 for about 35 years. When I was younger ( 11 to 16 )I wore the depends tape tab style. I do still buy and use them But not as much. I now wear home made all-in-one pull-up style diapers during the day for work that my wife makes for me. She is a master on the sewing machine. I also been using the new rearz inspire ( plain white ) and just today I ordered 2 cases of the new tie dyed diapers from Rearz. They work really well for me.

I have 10 pairs. And maybe 25 different cloth diapers as well.

Im been visiting daily diapers and so many other sites . for a long time. But felt scared to be open with others because I wasn't sure how to start. My name is Scotty and Iam 54 years young.ive been a bed wetter my whole life. I was born blind. But after 5 years of different operations. 13 to be exact. I did get my full sight by 7. Also during that time I was left with a few neighbors that my parents knew. That was While my dad worked during the day. and my mom spent time drinking in bars. They where divorced a couple years later. Anyway when I was left with the neighbors across the street from our house I was molested by there 3 sons. They had no dad and lived with there mom. They where ten years older then me ( come to find out years later that they where havin sex with each other ) this was after 2 of the 3 boys died from aids. Back to me. I never could tell anyone what happened to me because I never really knew how too. So I used to keep putting diapers on so no one would touch me down there. Again being a bed wetter I alway had them around me. My dad was at work before I would get up. and my mom just felt it would be easier to just leave me diapered and sent to the neighbor mis Larson with extra diapers and training pants. and at the time I'm pretty sure I was in training pants during the day. I was Then left with her sons to be looked after. ( got a chil just remembering that ) I remember when mis Larson died. My dad helped the Larson boys keep there home. So the state wouldn't take it from them. That was another reason why I guess I couldn't say any thing about the molesting. because I thought my dad wouldn't. believe me. Around the age of 8. We had a house fire and it guted the inside of our house. It was on mothers day. My sisters where taken by one of our aunts and I was left with my dad and grandma after the fire. My dad would work during the day and at night he would put me in a crib or playpen while at home and then my aunts and grandparents worked almost every night to rebuilt our home. 2 months later my family was back together in our old house. Dad got the divorce right before we moved back in our home. Again I was back going to the larsons house again to be watched. The nightmare started again. I did spend some time with my grandma do to some problems with my eyes again. When I did come back home again I tryed every thing to stay away from the larsons house. Well I am going to move ahead to mothers day the next year. It was on a sat. Like about noon. My dad and my new mom went to my dads music store to get some thing that my dad left there. me and my sisters where at the telberts house playing out side when everyone heard a really loud pop. When we ran to the road we seen the electric pole behind our house blow up and a big ball of fire went down the line to our house and made the power box go all the way throu the house and catch on fire for the second time in a year period. by the time my parents got back and the fire department got there it burned most of the house down. I ran in our house to try and save our dog but didn't find him. My older sister ran after me grabbed me and ran out side. (I still get flash backs from then ) after the fire my grandma got my dad a new house just down the road from her she lived 45 miles from our house. I thought I would never be molested again when we moved. Sorry for the drag on but will try to write more of what I went through with diapers and my pacifires.

I never had the chance to test diapers. but spending my whole live using them. I guess I can say that my cloth diapers are the better choice for bed time. I do use depends with the tabs during the day or the wellness briefs diapers if I can't be near bathroom. Or long trips. ( side note ) I am on a list to test diapers and pull up. " The caregiver partnership. " This is also where I buy most of my day time diapers. Now in the last few months My miss made me some day time cloth diapers with more padding on the sides because I do spend a lot of time driving on the job. My Pullups and my depends Tend to break apart after a few hours of walking or sweating. And when that happens I tend to leak when I sit.

Being treated like a babied would be by far better for me. Even though I do enjoy sex. I really think the question should be. If you had to pick only one. Sex with your mate And or with your self. Or being babied when you want and as long as you want. And really think and try to give your true answer

I was born blind the first seven years of my life. And was told by my parents I was still in diapers full time till I was 8 years old. I was also kept in a crib and playpen during that time so as to not get in trouble or hurt. During the next few years I really never stopped wetting my bed. My parents thought I was just a bit slow. (ADD) side note my mom spent her time in bars and my dad worked to support the family and her drinking. So sad. I was also held back in school 2 years because of the eye sight problem. Again during that time I was pawned off on neighbors so my mom could go drinking while my dad worked. The second worst thing my mom did was leave me with a family that had a mom and no dad with 3 boys that molested me. Every time I was left there. I was scared to say any thing back then. ( over 50 years liveing with this secret ) I would have nightmares and wet my bed for many years to come. just recently I confessed to my family I had been living with this my whole life and that the last few months I started to get the same dream I lived with all these years ( the dream that I had was alway the same dream I would be standing at the corner of our block looking at the neighbors house and then look back at my house like 4 times and can't go any where and then close my eyes and start to cry and find my self back in my crib and in diapers and alway hear the samae voice say that every thing is going to alright and then close my eyes again to find me in my bed wet again. And this is now 54 years later and I still wet my bed just about every night I also wear pull-up during the day do to leaking and now with age. I was very good at hiding things from my family and my xw none of them knew that I wore diapers all these years till I brang up stories from the past that had to do with finding diapers in our basement when growing up. parents thought the diapers they found back then where from my older sisters baby's. So yes I have Truely been a bed wetter my whole life Will try to write how I gew up with diapers and my binkies as well

. I know what you mean I've been using mu pacifier for many years and I want to find a larger guard I can sleep all night and it stays in all night. I even sent a letter to nuke about getting one made. Still waiting for a reply on this matter I use mine for snoring

I would like to say hello to everyone here. Wanted to join some time ago but very busy with live in general. Hope to me some more friends here.

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