WakkoWannaBe

Hey y'all, Over the past day an a half I've been kind of down. I'm almost never depressed - last time I can remember feeling seriously down for a long time was in the 4th grade - but I'm starting to get the same blue feeling. It just kind of hit me when my roommates were gone last night. Today was the same (I almost want to blame the lack of sun, it was a nice day it just didn't last long). Like the title says, I think I'm getting a sense of defeat. I started grad school at the place where I did my undergrad and I really am only here this semester because no schools with a program that I wanted to be in started in the spring semester. So I'm somewhat in over my head. A fish out of water. Bit off more (but not too much more) than I can chew. The weird thing is that I did have some fun last night when my roommates were away. I watched some TV and talked to my parents. I mean I mostly wasted time on the internet but that's life. I just don't know how all those good little moments added up to an overall blue mood. Anyway, I'm rambling. Maybe I'll get over it here in a day or so. It's just good to get it out there.

This is probably my favorite movie (at least in terms of comedy).

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Well I might be echoing some of the same stuff that other people have said, but....

Well, I don't have my music player up right now but I've had the Animanacs song Nations of the World stuck in my head all day...

You could maybe RP some of your fantasies or desires with your fiancee, and engage her in that part of your sexuality so that you don't feel like you have to go to someone else for that need.

Now there's a power that only an ABDL could think of =p

The Middle isn't one of those shows that I just have to see every time it airs (techinally, no show is considering I watch so little TV that we cancled our cable, although I missed the season premier of Community D=), but it's a good show and that's definitley interesting!

I've gone through some internal debates on if I should tell some of my friends or not. Of course the friends I wanted to tell are also my roommates so I decided in favor of keeping the secret.

I'm in SM as well =D

Well I'm still down. Although I'm still an advocate of the day trip thing first.

Right after I posted this I remember thinking that I should have barred the "mirror superpower." But that's still pretty crafty =p. Speaking of, I was almost the unconscious for halloween, I was gonna dress in black and wear a mirror as a mask...too bad I thought of that a month after halloween. Anyway, I can totally understand the vampire thing. If I were to pick a bad guy that was my favoirte/the one I was going to be it would so be Dracula. All day long.

What would it be? No rules whatsoever...except for a response like "to copy any other superpower." That's too easy...and too, like, heavy, mmaannnn. It's like, psychological. As bad as it sounds, I'd either want to stop time or control people's dreams

I've gotten control of my desire to wear for the moment. But I'm surprised to hear that some people have lost great friends because they told them. That - I think - I also needed to hear. These room-mates that we're talking about aren't just room-mates to me, they're long-term friends. They can be douche-y sometimes (or at least one of them =p), but at the end of the day I hope that I'll always keep in touch with these guys (to say the least), and they would say, I feel, the same about me.

Just curious, what kind of responses did you get, Drynot (and everyone)?

Yeah, Sara, I know you're right. The thing wearing down my resistance is - I guess - the stress of school (wearing is stress relief for me, not too sexual but it can be). But also that I've been telling myself for the past several years that "it'll just be a little while" until I get that privacy that you're talking about. That and the fact that I know these guys pretty well. But, despite all my whining, thanks for the feedback. That kind of wording was just what I needed I think.

Hey all, So to cut to the point: I live with 2 other guys (they're brothers), 1 of whom is a college student along with myself. I've been wondering if I should tell them about my ABDL side so that I can start wearing again - but I'm not sure if I should go through with it. The last "phase" of wearing that I went through started probably about a year ago and that lasted for maybe 3 months. That was the first phase of wearing that I went through, so despite the fact that I've been ABDL almost for as long as I've existed, I'm basically new to the practice. During that last phase, I had to sneak around my room mate, which wasn't very much...fun, for lack of a better word. I don't want to have to sneak around and in all honesty I'm good friends with the guys that I decided to move in with. So, to sum it up this is what my current thought process is: "Do I tell them so that I can finally wear and hopefully be more open and more myself around some of my best friends? Or do I not tell them in order to avoid having to give a really awkward speech, and to avoid distancing myself from my friends, and to avoid judgement from my friends"

yeah and that's the point, the humor comes out of that tension

Hey ya'll, anyone else watch the show New Girl? I'm not so obsessed with it that I have to see the episode when it airs, but I do watch all the eps. when I can. I would dare say they made an Animaniacs! reference on the most recent episode, Nick said "Hellloooo Nurse!" It basically made my day, despite the fact that Community (the show I worship) was pushed back indefinitely.