I have so much on my mind but can't seem to organize them good enough to write or type them down so I will just say this. I'm very unhappy, I'm very unsatisfied and life is one disappointing shit show.
I'm sorry to hear that. I'm not gonna say something trite like "welcome to the human race" or something like that. Because you're hurting right now and sarcasm won't help.
If you ever want to talk about your problems in the artempt to find a solution you can PM me anytime.