baby vinny

I'm a product of the foster care system in Iowa. forced to grow up to fast. i was��sexually and physically abused by my faster parents at the age of 3 - 6. i have been chastised by the foster care system for wanting to wear diapers it was always looked at as sexually acting out.��i did at one time live in a group home that realized it was a losing battle and then tried therapy experiment by allowing me to wear diapers, and see if it helped me to cope better. well i later found out i was the test dummy because they have used that therapy with other residents, that was in 1998-2001 when they told me i needed to stop wearing the diapers so i could be placed in faster care.��i have found out that the diaper therapy has been used at several other facilities in the same company.��my diapers are my security blanket.��i like big boy things like camping fishing hunting.��but like being in a thick diaper and sleeper sucking my nunuk.

i have found that my life experience has made me very empathetic toward others but also very harsh with others to.

i have been diagnosed with pstd, adhd, reactive attachment disorder,bipolar,

jobs i have had, my fist job was as a dish washer, then i worked at a grocery store, then 7 fast food joints, worked at Walmart 4 different times, i was a youth worker in a group home, did 3 security jobs, was a manager at a dollar store, inventory specialist about 5 times, and i'm only 25, i have been out of the work force for at least 2 years now,��

my pet peeves are people telling me not to work since i am legally disabled do to mental issues.��i want to become independent but when i work i get in a lot of trouble since i am very up front and most people don't like that.

Figure its time to update some of my profile since i originally joined dd. i have worked several jobs been able to get off ssdi and maintain full time employment. 

I am currently an Operations manager with a transposition company.

My incontinence has gotten worse as i have gotten older my and some of my injuries from the abuse as a child have caused bowel leakage and my bladder incontinence has gotten to the point of needing protection 24/7.

i have not been ashamed of my needing diapers in years at first as an adult i was shamed by family members but soon found they just grew used to my being padded i have been married for 8 years will be 9 in may and she completely supports me