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I have a standard length latex 14CH hydrogel coated foley catheter inserted. I've had larger ones inserted in the past but this one works OK. No discomfort when it was inserted. It's a closed system in that it is connected to a leg bag which I am told not to remove until I change the bag (about one a week). I shower with everything connected but do change the leg bag straps after showering because they are not easy to dry.

It's been quite a while since I posted my first message and I thought people might be interested in what the outcome to my problem was.

Thanks Bettypooh & Baby Brian for your responses.

Like others I have been following the advice on how to relax my bladder whenever I get the urge to pee, the idea of course being that eventually I would be going without any effort on my part. I wear a diaper most of the time and always at night and things have gone on quite nicely for months. However just lately I have noticed that my urge to pee has got much more intense and if I don't happen to be wearing a diaper I need to get to the bathroom as soon as poss. Stangely though I never seem to pass much and the flow is much slower than it used to be (that could be old age!!). I am wondering is this typical of the later stages of becoming incontinent? Anyone else had a similar experience?

I've been a bedwetter as long as I can remember. Up to my late teens it was the norm for me to wake to wet pjs and sheets. It never seemed to bother me being covered in pee, though I wasn't so keen on cold pee sheets!!

Woke up in a lovely wet diaper as I do every morning. Sometimes there are wet patches on my sheet sometimes not, but that's the way it is, no problem though -

Just watched the Channel 4 programme...and full marks to the Channel for producing a really excellent programme. It concentrates on 2 couples in the main, Justin and Keith in the UK and Derek and Maxine in the States. It's the first time I have seen a programme that has given itself over completely to let ABs tell their side of being ABs without any outside interference or wasting any time trying to delve too deeply into why so many people love the lifestyle. The filming is superb, has lovely unobtrusive background music, and the commentary is sensitive and non judgemental. It really is a must see programme for ABs.....

6 Oh what a thrill it gave the Moms to get their new babies ready to go out for the first time! First there was the pleasure of laying their big baby on a changing mat, cleaning them up and putting a nice fresh diaper on them. For some moms this in itself was a novel experience because although they may well have had plenty of experience in putting little babies in a diaper, it was something else putting a diaper on a BIG baby! It was however largely a question of technique, especially if baby was being cooperative. A little roll to the side here and a little roll to the side there as the diaper was slipped under baby's botty, checking to see that the diaper would fit nicely around the hips to meet the front wings in the right place. Then sticking the tabs down tightly or slipping the pins through the cloth, depending on what sort of diaper was being fitted. Some things had still not changed in the world, and one of them was the choice between disposables and cloth. Busy working moms mostly preferred disposables, whilst non working moms tended to put their big baby in a cloth diaper with plastic pants over the top. The choice of what then to put baby in was largely determined by the weather. If it was warm then a onesie or just a T-shirt would be chosen. Short T-shirts were especially popular because they left the diaper on full show for all to see. Moms particularly liked ones with big lettering on which read "Diaper Boy" or "Big Baby" on both back and front. Sissy boys might be put in longer ones since they looked more like a dress, pink ones with "Mommy's boy" printed on it being especially popular! If it was cold out, all in onesies would be the chosen garment. Usually made out of a nice soft and warm fabric. Most had the zips down the front so that as baby lay on his back it could be easily undone and a diaper change performed without the need for complete removal. Others though had the zip down the back. This type was preferred for naughty boys who thought they could pull the zips down to play with the front of their diaper! A zip down the back made it impossible for him to reach back and pull the zip down..especially if a tiny padlock was attached through the zipper to the collar which effectively stopped even the most cunning of naughty boys undoing it! Of course, you may think "why bother? Surely no harm in allowing a big boy to play with the front of his diaper? Hadn't they been trained to do it all the time anyway?" but no, that wasn't the point. It was just a question of reinforcing the idea in his little mind of who was the boss! It did not stop a baby boy from rubbing the front of his diaper through the material, or even humping in it, but it was a subtle reminder that it was mommy who decided when, and if, a diaper could be touched and eventually changed. Many Moms had to go out to work during the day, so once their big baby boy was dressed in his onesie or baby gro, he would be taken to the day nursery to be left in the charge of the big baby sitters whilst they went off to work. The nurseries were well equipped with all sorts of play equipment, all designed to keep big baby boys happy and, of course, constantly stimulated. There were the usual swings, bean bags, horses and the like, but there were also slides, climbing frames, ropes and rubber bouncy chairs that all were designed in such a way that whatever the boys played on they were sure to feel something nice rubbing between their legs. When they were not playing on the equipment many of the boys would just sit on the floor rocking too and fro, sucking on their pacifiers, or playing with each other, hugging and kissing and perhaps even feeling and rubbing the front of each others wet diaper. There were also masturbation beds, these were rather similar to a sun bed except that when the boys lay on them their heads were down and legs forced wide apart, feet downwards so that their diaper area was thrust uppermost, this way they were in the most vulnerable position seemingly offering the front of their diaper for rubbing. The big baby boys loved this position and many would spend much of the time just squirming about in the chairs rubbing the front of their wet diaper until they had their inevitable climax and then, more often than not, they would close their eyes for a little sleep. Feeding time came every hour or so when a trolley laden with extra large baby bottles full of warm milk or some other delicious liquid would be brought in. The babysitters would then hand out a bottle to each of the big babies who would eagerly latch onto the big nipple and start sucking as fast as they could. Boys that had mittens on their hands would have to wait until one of the sitters could sit cross legged on the floor and lay their head in their laps to feed them. The boys especially liked being fed because it meant that their mitten covered hands were free to rub the front of their diaper as they continued to suck on the nourishing liquid. After the babies were all fed it would then be time for a diaper check. With all the liquid being fed to the big babies it was inevitable that they were almost constantly weeing in their diapers. Eventually even the most absorbent of diapers would reach a point when they could hold no more. However unless there were signs of imminent leaking the sitters would leave the big babies in their wet diapers because they knew they just loved the feeling of a full one and would get quite fractious if they tried to change them before they became uncomfortable or leaked. There was nothing the big babies liked more than feeling the bulk of a really full diaper around their loins. Diaper changes were done on the spot. The baby sitters would lie their big baby on his back and quickly pull plastic pants off and undo pins or just pull the sticky tabs. The soaking wet diaper would then be quickly removed. Moms always made sure that baby's hands were up above their head at this point because it was important that they should not start playing with themselves. Most would assume the position quite naturally because they had always done it, but occasionally there would be a few who were a bit restless. They would have cuffs placed on their wrists and then be tied to the bars of a baby pen while the change was performed. Handy wipes were always available and baby's diaper area would be given a good wipe. A cream would then be gently rubbed in to make sure that no diaper rash would form, finished off with a liberal shake of baby powder. Sometimes the sitters would allow the big babies to stay undiapered for a while on the pretext that it was good to give their diaper area a good airing from time to time. However often it was because the sitters liked to have a good look at the big babies hidden bits, especially if baby had a big one! They would keep a good eye on the naked babies though, and at the first sign that they might start touching themselves they would be quickly put into a diaper! The big babies loved being at the nursery all day whilst their moms were hard at work. For them it was a day of uninterrupted pleasure. A day of playing with their diapered pals, filling up their diapers with lots of lovely warm wee wee and sometimes even a nice chocolate log and, of course, having as many climaxes as they could manage. At the end of the day their moms would collect their big babies, safe in the knowledge that their babies were happy and well satisfied! Then they could then spend the evening playing with them in whatever way they fancied!

5 It was always an exciting time for moms to come home with a brand new big baby boy. All sorts of emotions would be racing through their minds. Of course there would be the desire to show off their new acquisitions to all their friends straight away, they would want to get new onesies and other fashonable outfits for their babies to make them look as babyish as possible no matter how big they were. They wanted to be proud to take them to the shops or parks to show them off to the rest of the world. But that would all come in good time. First, though, they wanted to get them inside and lying on the floor ready for a feed and, more than likely, a diaper change! Moms loved to see their big babies lying on the floor on their backs, usually froggy fashion, sucking on their thumbs or a pacifier. For big baby boys it was the most natural thing in the world to suck on things, if it wasn't a nipple or thumb, it would be a pacifier or sippy cup. And it would never be long before they would start to play with the front of their diapers. The sight of a big baby boy happily rubbing the front of a soaking wet diaper would soon get some moms feeling quite horny and they would soon start to feel a little dampness in their knickers. As they watched their big babies play with themselves some would slip their own hands down between their legs and start to gently rub the front of their silky panties. A finger would gently caress the thin material tracing an almost aimless pattern around the front but getting ever more close to that most special of places. Gradually the finger would work its way into the valley and inside the edge of the leg band, gently pulling it to one side so that their moist hairless slit could feel the coolness of the open air. Overtaken by the lustfullness of the moment some would move forward and straddle their boys so that their thighs pinned their arms out of the way and left their heads close to their special bits now ever more moist in anticipation of what would happen next. Parting their outer lips they would offer their engorged clit to their big boys, just like they did with the nipple of a baby bottle, by rubbing it against them to encourage them to lock on. Little encouragement was ever needed because the big babies just adored having their tongue and lips in their moms most secret of places. The sensation of moist lips and tongue licking and sucking on an encorged clit sent waves of pleasure through them both. The boys really loved licking and sucking on those parts. Many Moms just loved riding their big baby boys in this way since it was the position that expressed most clearly their total mastery of the world. And for the boys who opened their eyes it was like looking up into heaven! As the boys sucked and licked the moms would sometimes pinch their own nipples and jerk their hips in rhythm to the sucking. They would get quite carried away with the feelings letting out great moans and screams as they experienced one orgasm after another in response to the movements of the tongues licking and lapping at the entrance to their vaginas. Their juices would be flowing in torrents all over their boys faces as they jerked and pressed down ever more furiously. This would cause the boys to suck and lick even harder as they poked their tongues as deep into the holy place as they possibly could. They would usually have several orgasms before eventually pulling away from the hungrily sucking mouths. A pacifier would have to be quickly shoved into their mouths to keep them satisfied as the boys finally freed their arms to rub furiously on the front of their diapers and bring themselves off to their own much wanted climax. Other moms just loved the feeling of rubbing their clits against a warm and bulging diaper, so they would just sit astride their baby boys squishy diaper and rub up and down the smooth surface just like jogging on a horse. If the baby boys diaper was not full enough, or warm enough, they would sit baby up for a moment, pull the front of the diaper forward, and add some of their own hot golden nectar down the front! They loved doing that and the baby boys loved it too, since their stiffies would get even harder as they felt torrents of hot warm nectar trickling down over their tums and down between their legs before being finally soaked up by the squelchy gel. Well satisfied the boys would then be left to pleasure themselves for a little while before their moms would change them out of their soaking wet diapers to get them ready to take them on their first trip out....

no..not quite....i enjoyed it too..please continue it

4 Once the boys were old enough, they could be taken to the big baby boy exchange. This was a place where all the boys could be shown off to other women who wanted a big baby boy of their own, or to moms who wanted to exchange their big babies for a new one, especially if they had breeding or just personal pleasuring in mind. As this was a very special occasion the boys would be dressed up in fresh diapers and the cutest onesies that their mom's could find,since they wanted their big baby boys to be as attractive as possible. It would be unfair to describe the building like a cattle market, but it did have quite a lot of similarities in both its design and, to some extent,in its purpose, though of course the eventual outcome for the baby boys was not to become meat in a hamburger! The large hall was divided into numerous playpens in which the baby boys would be placed on arrival, sometimes on their own and sometimes with other big boy babies. Moms who had sissy babies particularly requested that their big sissy be put in a multiple play pen because they knew their baby boy would be able to show off their sissiness better if they could be seen being played with, kissed or being humped by another big butch boy baby. There were aisles between the playpens so that the moms could walk up and down taking a look at all the babies on display that day. Although they had to be there early in the morning, the "exchange" would not actually take place until late in the afternoon. This was so that the moms would have every opportunity to have a good look at any big baby they particularly fancied. There was always such a wonderful assortment of big boy babies in the pens to choose from. Big ones, thin ones, blond ones, dark ones, cuddly ones, passive ones, assertive ones, muscular ones and cute sissy ones. In fact there was usually practically every type you could imagine! The choice was so varied that some moms had a real problem in deciding which ones they were going to bid for!! All of the play pens contained an assortment of toys to keep the babies entertained during the day, but the most popular were the big teddies or stuffed animals which the boys liked to cuddle. When they got tired the boys could use them as a pillow as they dosed or as they began the inevitable activity of playing with the front of their diapers. As soon as they had been put in a pen they would have had their onesies removed so that most boys would be lying in just a diaper or at most a diaper and T shirt. The look of happiness and contentment on the big baby boys faces was enough to tell anyone that they were having some lovely feelings as they rubbed their mitten covered hands over their obviously wet diapers. It was such a wonderful sight to move through the aisles watching all the boys quietly pleasuring themselves in so many different ways. The pens with the multiple babies always seemed to have a little crowd around them since it was amusing to see the sight of two baby boys playing together. Some would be kissing, cuddling and rubbing the front of the others diaper, whilst others would be lying one on top of the other grinding their wet diapers together. Every now and again a little cheer and clapping could be heard over the general babble as something had happened that had particularly amused or excited the moms!! A full examination of course would take place when a big baby showed obvious signs of needing changing. It was a requirement that no big baby be changed for up to 3 hours before arrival at the exchange. A regular supply of bottle feeds would then guarantee that the boys would be filling up their diapers constantly with more and more lovely warm wee wee. When one of the assistants spotted a wet patch on the floor of the pen or a diaper beginning to leak a message would be passed to the organizers. An announcement would then be made over the tannoy system that that "baby in pen 43", for example, was about to be changed. That gave any Moms who had a fancy for that particular big baby boy a chance to make their way to the pen to watch the changing session. Needless to say some of these changing sessions would have quite a big crowd jostling around the pen whereas others might only attract one or two. The assistant would enter the pen carrying an assortment of items including big baby wipes, lotion, powder and a fresh diaper. The baby would be placed on a changing mat on his back and a pacifier put into his mouth, if he didn't already have one in. Most at this stage would try to rub the front of their wet diapers because it was just what they always did when they had a really full and bulging diaper, but the assistant soon put a stop to that! She would pull their mitten covered hands away and sometimes have to tether them to the sides of the pen so that they could get on with the next stage of the diaper change. Moms would sometimes giggle and laugh at this spectacle saying "Ooo what a naughty baby he is...make sure you tie him up tight!" Next the assistant would undo the sticky tapes on the front of the diaper and pull the front down to reveal his hairless peepee. There would often be gasps when this occurred with some moms saying "Ooo...there's a lovely baby, hasn't he got a big one!" This would be especially so if the baby boy had a lovely big woody on! Other times the gasp might be "Ooo phooey! what a stinky baby we have there!!" as the moms would sniff the rather nasty smell that would waft through the air. The assistant would then begin to wipe around his special bits to make sure that he was lovely and clean. There would be a handy bowl of warm water nearby for the assistant to use and a soapy flannel in order to fully clean up even the messiest babies. Once the wiping was complete the powdering would begin. Liberal amounts would be sprinkled over tum and testicles and then sensuously rubbed in. Most babies would at this stage have an erection because they loved the tingly feelings. The assistant would gently rub the powder in, sensuously spreading it around and smoothing it in to babies soft skin in small circles. Gradually they would concentrate on sliding their hands up and down big baby's stiffy, now and again giving an extra little rub under and over the tip. The baby boys just loved this type of a diaper change and most would begin to thrust their hips in time with the hand rubs in order to get maximum stimulation. It would never take long for the boys to shoot a lovely squirt of big boy milk all over their tum tums. Sometimes it would shoot in great spurts all over their chests and some even hit themselves in the eye!! The moms would clap and cheer when this happened because it was proof enough that the boys equipment was really working a treat! The assistant would then use another baby wipe to clean off the sticky mess and rub in a little more powder. A fresh diaper would be slid underneath babies botty and then the front pulled up to cover the boy bits. With the demonstration over the assistant would give the big baby a bottle of warm milk to drink and leave him happily sucking away on it before moving on to spot the next baby boy that needed a change. Once all the baby boys had been changed and enough time had been given to the moms to see all the babies it was time for the "exchange" to take place. The auctioneer would announce over the tannoy that it was time to begin the sale and all the moms should make their way to the auction room. This was an open area with just a single playpen in the middle. One by one the boys would be brought in either crawling or led with a harness to sit or lie in the playpen. The auctioneer would begin by announcing "Good afternoon ladies we are about to begin the exchange. And our first baby this afternoon is Baby number 1. As you can see he is fully grown, hairless except for the lovely blond hair on his head, blue eyes and a delightful submissive temperament. He also has perfect pleasuring and breeding capabilities. So I shall open the bidding at 60" Immediately there would be a flurry of activity as the bidding started "Sixty, sixty-five, seventy, seventy-five, eighty" would call the auctioneer quickly moving onwards and upwards until a final bid was reached and "Sold!" would be called out by the auctioneer. This process would be repeated over and over until all the moms had made their purchases. Since there was always at least an equal number of moms to big baby boys there were never any baby boys left over at the end of the day. Occasionally moms would have to leave empty handed though if they had been outbid by other women who wanted two or more big baby boys to look after or play with!! But then they could always come back another day and try again! Few remained without at least one big baby for long! Of course the successful moms were thrilled with their purchases, and just like buying some new clothes, they could hardly wait to get them back to their homes to try them out!!

Thanks for the nice comments another part is due shortly. Lovely idea mblues. I think the diaper police will definitely have to catch a few big boys who have slipped through the net!! hehe. And oh won't they have such fun training the boys into diaper ways...quite like "old times" eh?

3 Moms usually did their shopping in the morning, so they would dress up their big baby boys in cute onesies, baby grows or footed sleepers to take them with them on their shopping trips. The biggest boys would be put in a harness so that they could not run away or get lost in the crowded malls. Supermarket trolleys were specially adapted so that even the largest boys could be pushed around in the trolleys whilst their moms did the shopping. It was a lovely sight to see so many moms with their big babies all of them happily sucking on their pacis and often holding dolls or teddy bears. And sometimes they would be seen just happily rubbing the front of their wee wee filled diapers. Supermarkets, and many of the big stores, provided creches for big babies. Moms could leave them for an hour or two whilst they got on with their shopping. In the creches the big baby boys would be put into large cots or allowed to lie on the carpeted floors where they could doze or masturbate themselves. It was such a lovely sight to see lots of big boy babies sucking on their pacifiers as they happily rubbed the front of their wet diapers. If a baby was thirsty the babysitters would feed the boys a bottle full of special milk. This liquid contained ingredients that ensured that not only would they stay nice and hairless, but they would also keep filling their diapers with more and more lovely warm wee wee. Most afternoons were taken up with the moms taking their big baby boys to the local park or, if the weather was not good, to an indoor pleasure center. The main theme of both was play, and, of course, for big boys, masturbation. All the equipment in these places was designed both to entertain and to rub and stimulate the diaper area of the boys! The swings would have a bar that went between their legs so that as they rocked back and forward the bar would gently rub the front of their wee filled diaper and if they had pooped it would squish the mush nicely up between their bum cheeks. There were play horses that the boys could straddle, face down, with the horse's body between their legs. As their legs were forced wide apart they would have to lie on their stomachs holding on to the horse's neck for dear life. As the horses rocked to and fro, so they would feel a lovely rubbing sensation between their legs. The boys adored that position and would happily stay on the horse for as long as they could. Some even fell asleep on them, but the babysitters had to keep an eye out for that in case the boys fell off and hurt themselves. There were also large bean bags that the baby boys could lie on with their legs forced wide apart. This would help force the wet cloth, or gel of their diapers, to rub against their bellies and peepees in such a way that the big boys would almost automatically start up a humping rhythym to keep their peepees constantly stiff and stimulated. Moms loved to watch their babies humping furiously away on top of the bean bags, the motion getting faster and faster until they had their inevitable orgasm. Then they would collapse, happy and exhausted from all the effort. There were of course lots of other toys for big baby boys to play with, especially those that had never been allowed to reach puberty. Though the rubbing of the front of their diapers was pleasant enough, it never was quite as nice for them as it was for the big baby boys who could get an orgasm. For them playing with dolls, stuffed animals, bricks and other such toys was fun enough, especially as they sucked on their pacifiers. When the creches were especially busy there were just never enough horses, swings and bean bags to go around. Then the sitters encouraged the baby boys to play with each other. It was sweet to see two big baby boys hugging and sometimes kissing each other and rubbing the front of each others diaper. Often this led to one baby boy mounting the other and humping the one underneath just like the boys did on the horses and bean bags. Sometimes the boys would lie facing each other so that both would get maximum stimulation from the rubbing of the front of their wet diapers together. Of course they would get a bit grouchy if their moms separated them because it was time to go and they hadn't yet had their orgasm, but their moms would just shove a pacifier in their mouth and let them continue jerking their hips and rubbing the front of their diapers as they made their way home. With all males kept as babies the world had become such a more peaceful place. There were no fights, robberies or rapes. But women, of course still wanted pleasuring too, so they had a solution for that as well.

Thanks for your comments and encouragement...and yes there are more parts to come...

2 And so it was as word got around what a wonderful calming effect it had had on the diaper prison inmates that mothers began to bring up their baby boys to also love the pleasure of a diaper. Some mothers wanted to keep their boys permanently in a baby state, so Oestrogen became part of their little boys diet together with a testosterone blocking hormone, this effectively kept them from developing into puberty. These boys grew up to be just big babies, nearly always seen to be sucking on a pacifier with their every need being cared for. Other moms just started giving their big baby boys hormones soon after the first signs of puberty were spotted. Then it simply blocked the development of any hair around their sex organs, chest and face. This was done more for convenience than anything else, since shaving excess hair was a nuisance, especially when the boys pooped in their diapers. However it did not deny them the pleasure of a diaper orgasm as their peepees and balls had developed sufficiently to produce sperm. Moms allowed this because they knew that there was a need for some sperm, if only to allow them to occasionally become pregnant to produce more baby boys! And it encouraged the production of lots of breast milk which they knew they would be able to continue producing long after they had given birth. Many moms loved producing lots of milk because it helped make their breasts extra large and they also loved the feelings they got as their big baby boys suckled on their big fat tits. They would not wean their boys off their breast milk even though they really no longer needed it for nourishment. The love of the feeling of a wet diaper came naturally to the big boys, since each morning as they woke up their mothers would breast feed them. As the boys suckled on their mother's milk filled breasts their mom would gently rub the front of their diapers...reinforcing the feeling of warmth and security. The more they rubbed the front of their diapers the harder the boys sucked on their moms big fat nipples. They just adored the taste, feeling and satisfaction of being breast fed, especially as at the same time they thrilled to the feelings coming from between their legs. As soon as they had had their fill, their mothers would slip a pacifier into their mouths so they could continue to enjoy the feeling of sucking on a nipple. There was no need for them to talk and pacifiers ensured that they never learned the need to say anything much other than the usual gooing and gahing that all babies make. Once their feed time was done mothers would usually leave their big babies to continue pleasuring themselves in their wet and messy diapers. For the older ones time for a change would be signalled by their orgasmic moans. Then it was bath time. They would be taken to the bathroom where their dirty diapers were removed and the pooey mess cleaned off them before they were allowed to get into the warm bubbly water. The boys were never allowed to touch their own peepees. That was a job for their mommies who would soap and lather up their peepees sometimes encouraging them to stiffen up again. Sometimes they would continue rubbing and soaping their stiffies until they shot a second load of big baby boy juice all over their chest and tums! Other times they would just bring them to the verge then stop and pour cold water over their stiffies to make them go soft.They liked doing that because it reminded the boys that they were the boss and in control of all their needs. Then they would pat them dry, powder them and put a fresh diaper on them for the day. Some mothers kept their big baby boys in cloth diapers covered with plastic pants, but most used disposables which had been developed to hold even more wee wee than ever. So much so, that two, or at most three, diapers was all that was ever needed in any 24 hour period. It was also found that the big baby boys especially loved the feeling of the warm wet gel surrounding their precious bits as it got fuller and fuller. Moms would sometimes put plastic pants lined with towelling on their boys as an extra security measure against leaks, but that wasn't really necessary because with the constant slow filling of the diapers there was rarely a problem of leaking at the sides that used to happen when a diaper was suddenly filled by a big rush of wee because the boys had been holding back. Potty training was a no no, since it was the intention to keep all males, especially the big grown up ones, in a docile and dependent state. Of course the world had changed a lot since men had dominated the planet, and the changes had not happened suddenly. Instead it had all come about in a sort of slow drip drip way, hardly even noticed at first but gradually as women and technology began to take over the jobs that men did, and males became more and more unnecessary to the running of the world, another role for them was needed... if only to keep them out of mischief!....