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  1. Prologue: The BM incident It was a crisp fall day in Brooklyn, the sun was bright and strong and a cold wind blew through the air, rustling the leaves, which had already shifted to their autumn colours. Amy Santiago, a bubbly NYPD cadet with a very bright future was sitting enjoying some oatmeal and coffee for breakfast in her small basement apartment in Flatbush, she had been lucky and got a great deal on it, so she was fortunate not to have room mates. The lady who owned the place, Ms. Rita Hernandez, took a real shine to Amy, she was an older woman, in her later 50s if she had to guess. Ms. Hernandez was a Cuban immigrant, no husband and never married, she was a retired teacher, and reminded Amy of her own grandmother. Amy would often spend time with her to keep her Spanish skills sharp and help Ms. Hernandez with heavy lifting or other difficult chores, “the elderly always love me” she thought. Amy sat at home full of nervous energy, she had a big test today that she had been studying for for weeks, and was excited to get in there and crush it. She pulled her NYPD sweats over her her white full cut panties and plain white sports bra. Amy tied her dark hair back into a tight ponytail, grabbed her purse and headed out to the academy for the test. On her way out she saw Ms. Hernandez, who smiled wide and wished her good luck. What she couldn't see was Rita taking a long look at Amy's taught behind as she walked away, and the excited look in Rita's eyes as she contemplated all the sexy possibilities with such a gorgeous young lady. Amy walked swiftly and confidently to the academy for her test, the day was beautiful and as she walked she had a slight sweat just breaking, and she felt her blood pumping, she always loved that feeling before getting into a challenging test. Amy arrived at the test, semi-high on her little workout and so ready to go she was practically shaking with excitement, she was about 15 min early, so she could stake out a good desk for her test. Amy took her seat and sharpened her pencils, lining them up carefully in front of her ready to go, she squirmed slightly in here seat, feeling a small rumble in her stomach, she decided to ignore it, not wanting to lose her sweet spot for the test. The test began and Amy Santiago was in full form, the long nights of studying had payed off, she soared through the test question after question, it was a long test, and as the time ticked by, the discomfort in her stomach became harder to ignore. Amy also began fidgeting as she felt an obvious pressure in her bladder, making it increasingly hard to sit still, she didn't want to excuse herself to the washroom however, as she was in the zone and didn't want to break focus. The test was long, and by the second hour Amy was reaching the home stretch, although her internal distress was getting worse and worse, a few smelly farts managed to escape through her white panties that she hoped no one else in the room noticed, but she thought it wouldn't matter when she got the highest mark of anyone else in the room. Amy was on the last 5 questions of the exam and her need to relieve herself was so bad she could barely sit still, her legs were quivering, a cold sweat was on her forehead and she had let out a few loud and smelly bouts of gas that there surely noticed by anyone near her. She filled out the next question and could feel a little pee escape into her panties, gasping, she clenched hard and tried to focus on the test, even as she could feel her now wet panties clinging to her pussy, giving her other feelings that she had no time to explore right now. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, she got to the final question, which she knew without even having to think hard about it, she filled out the last bubble on her multiple choice card as she was shaking almost uncontrollably. “Yes!” Amy shouted as she stood up at her desk in triumph, she didn't think she had ever done so well on a test in her life and for a brief moment forgot about all of her discomfort in favour of her excitement. This proved to be a bad situation for the overachieving cadet; as soon as she stood up and shouted with excitement, her bowels contracted immediately, forcing a massive load into the seat of her panties in front of all 100 cadets in the room. Amy's eyes went wide when she realized what had happened and her right hand crept around to the back of her sweats and felt the bulge in her panties in disbelief. She had to get out of there now. She was done the test, so she gathered her things as smoothly as she could and awkwardly waddled past everyone in the room, she was certain everyone could tell what had happened, and her complexion shifted to a deep red as she blushed on her way to the proctor of the exam. She stood at the proctor's desk in front of everyone, messy backside facing the entire room, the proctor took their time getting organized, as Amy stood there feeling intensely humiliated. While he made her wait, the fullness in her bladder was not getting easier to manage, and her already damp panties were not helping her ignore the problem. She tried as best she could, but as she waited her bladder gave out and flooded her already full panties and sweat pants. As she stood there, blushing hard and now having shit and pissed herself in front of everyone, finally the proctor finished what he was doing and took her test and stamped it. Amy ran out of the room and straight out of the building, droplets of her mess staining the white tile floor as she ran. The next 15 minutes were a total blur, she ran home as fast as she could, just wanting to get away from the situation, tears welled in her eyes as she ran through Brooklyn, hoping to spare herself any more embarrassment. Amy finally got to her place, and ran inside, not even stopping to say hello to Ms. Hernandez, who was outside watering her plants, and saw an upset Amy Santiago run into her basement apartment with tears welling in her eyes. She got inside and slammed the door behind her and hesitated, not sure what do do next, she got her shirt and pants off and got them into her laundry. Once she was undressed, she headed to her bathroom to clean up, she caught a view of herself in her bathroom mirror and was shocked, her full cut white panties had been stained yellow and brown, with a massive lump in the seat, she was disgusted with herself, but couldn't take her eyes off the mess she made. For a moment, she felt lost in her own world, and cupped the large bulge in the back of her panties, and caressed it slowly. Amy didn't know what was coming over her, she was so grossed out but somehow fascinated with her accident, a thought shot through her mind, “what if she sat in it?”, “what would it feel like”. Amy felt disgusted with herself even just thinking about it but she still couldn't bring herself to take off her completely soiled panties, as she continued to inspect them in the mirror. She didn't know how to think of what she was feeling, why was she so obsessed with a pair of ruined panties, Amy thought about messing herself during the test and felt a wave of warmth spread through her pussy, she was horny, in a way that she had never been horny before. Before Amy could think about it any more she stepped into her bathtub, hesitated for a brief moment, and then slowly sat down in her incredibly soiled panties. The mess squished all up between her but cheeks and leaked ever so slightly out of the leg bands. Realizing that she was ready to pee again she simply let go and pissed hard through her already destroyed panties, making her mess even wetter and making it leak all over her bathtub. Amy had no idea what had come over her, but all she wanted in that moment was to come in her mess, and began to touch herself through her stained panties. She rubbed herself furiously through her destroyed undergarments, squishing her mess more and more as she did, causing it to leak even more than before , the panties were clearly ruined beyond repair, but in the moment, all Amy Santiago could think about was her impending orgasm, and the humiliating feeling of being a grown woman who had an accident in front of her classmates like and overgrown school girl. Amy felt naughty and dirty, turned on in a way that she never had been before. As she laid there masturbating, she grew more and more excited, forgetting how disgusting she has been acting. Before long, she was reaching climax, and moaned loudly, signalling the arrival of a truly thunderous orgasm, making her feel for a moment so amazing she forgot about the traumatic humiliation of the day's events. Amy gathered her thoughts and was finally able to think clearly, she stripped her panties off and put them directly into the garbage bin in, she turned the shower on and began to clean herself up in a hurry, now that the sensation of her orgasm had passed, she felt an overwhelming need to be clean. She scrubbed herself all over multiple times while under the hot water, spending a full 45 min just to feel clean again, she finally got out once the water started to run cold. She got out and towelled off, still feeling a little weak at the knees from her earlier fun. She couldn't help but think about what all this meant, did she secretly want to embarrass herself like that in front of all her fellow cadets? What made it feel so good to her. Amy lit a cigarette to take her mind off her problems and gathered up the garbage from her bathroom, stopping ever so briefly to glance at the soiled panties in the bottom of her bathroom wastebasket. She tied up the bag and headed outside to take the garbage to the curb. Outside she ran into Ms. Hernandez, “Are you alright Amy? You looked so upset earlier” she asked. “ I'm fine Ms. Hernandez, I was just a little stressed”, Amy replied. “Okay sweetheart, as long as you are feeling better” Rita answered, while thinking to herself that she was fairly sure she saw Amy run by earlier with some telltale stains on her pants, but didn't want to embarrass her any more than she clearly already was. “Amy, could you you come upstairs and assist me with something, I have a stuck drawer in my bathroom I was wondering If you could help me with”. Amy said of course, grabbed the small toolkit she kept in her apartment and headed upstairs with Ms. Hernandez and into her bathroom. It was clear this was an older lady's house, smells of rose water and and old candles seemed to permeate everything, and her bathroom was ornately decorated with lace and cute old figurines. Amy took a look at the large drawer under Rita Hernandez' bathroom vanity, it was clearly askew, and wouldn't open properly, it almost looked like it was broken by someone on purpose, but that didn't make any sense, so rather than prying, she got to work. Using a flat screwdriver and a little bit of brute force, she was able to straighten the drawer and get it open, and then she saw what was inside: a half full package of Depends adult diapers, Amy blushed almost immediately, at first not wanting to embarrass her kindly older neighbour, but also thinking back to her accident earlier that day, and her private time afterwards. She slammed the drawer shut quickly and told Rita with a stammer “It's all fixed, you should be good, I think I'm going to stay in tonight and wind down, bye”. Amy left in a hurry and Ms. Hernandez sat in her chair and smiled to herself, she knew what she saw earlier today, and what she heard coming from Amy's bathroom downstairs, she wanted Amy to see those diapers, it seemed like deep down she might want them. Amy got back downstairs and tried to relax but the thought of those diapers in Ms. Hernandez drawer kept rattling around in her head. She kept thinking about them, and as she relaxed in her apartment, she was struggling to piece together what all of this could mean...
  2. I had been thinking about a Rosa Situation as well, maybe as a top? or maybe Amy convinves Rosa to try it to help her relax and they have a sleepover.
  3. Ok so I have this idea and its ridiculous but I want to write an ABDL story / fanfiction about Amy Santiago from Brooklyn 99. In the show they make several references to her with diapers/pee/mess themes. The "test time, diaper up joke" for instance. Or when she talks about crapping herself during a test. There's also a time where she pees in a baby diaper while locked in a car trunk. Maybe writing a story about a young Amy Santiago in the police academy, maybe tell the story in detail of her messing her panties during an important exam (that she still gets an A on btw). That's when she starts the mantra of "test time diaper up" and starts wearing diapers while she takes tests. Here's the first chapter, I also want to do a prologue Chapter 1: The Lecture Chapter 1 : The Lecture It had been a few weeks since Amy Santiago's embarrassing and mysteriously arousing “BM incident” during her midterm exam at the NYPD police academy, and she couldn't stop thinking about it. Deeply concerned about having a repeat incident, and having it negatively affect her studies, she decided to stop at a pharmacy and buy a bag of adult diapers “just in case” she could wear them for long test and lectures, and maybe they could even give her a slight advantage in concentration, she told herself. She stared at the shelves of adult diapers at the local pharmacy, there were so many to choose from, after staring at the diapers for a min she felt herself get a little flushed, dismissing it as a little embarrassment of being a grown woman in the police academy who is buying diapers, she shook it off. Her gaze landed on a package of plain white maximum absorbency attends with 6 blue tapes and a simple wetness indicator down the middle. They seemed a practical choice, so she grabbed a package and headed to the checkout. The woman at the checkout was a bit older and stern looking, tall and muscular with chunky glasses and curly hair. She rang Amy through quickly and quietly, and never thought much of the interaction. Amy walked home quickly and furtively, the print on the bag of diapers clearly visible through the flimsy plastic drug store bag. “Why am I so nervous” Amy thought to herself “Its just diapers, this is just a practical, boring product that means nothing that I am buying for precautionary reasons”. Despite her internal monologue, Amy felt her heart flutter a little bit, and found herself peeking down at the package of diapers at every opportunity on her walk. After what felt like an eternity, Amy got home to her basement apartment, she scurried inside, sat down on her couch and examined the package of attends closely. “Maximum absorbency briefs” She said out loud. Amy carefully set the package down on the coffee table and went about her day, tidying her apartment and checking her email etc. After a little white, she slipped off her shirt, socks and skirt and sat for a minute, in just her bra and her high waisted white panties, the exact same kind that her “accident” had happened in the few weeks earlier. She had some time before her lecture this evening, it was supposed to be a really good one, and long, it was the entire history of the organizational structure of the NYPD and all the permutations of it over the years. Amy was so excited and she didn't want to miss a minute of it, she decided she should get her outfit together, she decided on a dark blue suit and a white blouse. Her pants and jacket fit her perfectly, her strong shoulders obvious through the light jacket, and her shapely and perky butt perfectly flattered and fit by the sexy, yet sensible slacks. As she looked herself over in the mirror she saw the package of attends sitting on the coffee table behind her. “ I really don't want to miss anything” and looked closely at the diapers. In a snap decision, she carefully opened the package of diapers and laid a disposable brief down on the couch next to her. She slipped off her slacks and folded them neatly across the arm of the sofa and quickly tugged her white panties off, revealing her neatly trimmed bush, her soft brown hair looking perfect, beautiful and inviting. Amy closely read the instructions on the bag of attends and unfolded it she positioned her gorgeous ass over the waiting diaper and sits down slowly, methodically folding over and taping the diaper shut, making sure it was fit snug and neatly. She caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror and let out a little laugh “Its not bad really” she thought to herself, it was comfortable, and she felt good, it was even a little flattering on her hips and butt. Remembering her eagerness about the lecture, she got dressed again and put her hair into a nice even ponytail, taking her bag with her, she left her apartment to walk to the academy, this time with an ever so slight rustle under her pants. Her walk was uneventful, and she felt good in her new underwear, its a beautiful day, and she feels like shes floating on air. As Amy sits down in the lecture hall she suddenly feels a bit more self conscious about her diapers. she keeps telling herself that the diapers were just in case and she would never actually intentionally use them, she just doesn't want to embarrass herself like she did the day she pooped her panties. She began to feel better and more self assured. The lecture began and it was truly spectacular, it had to be one of the most fascinating she had ever seen and was hanging on every word. She was so wrapped up, Amy didn't even really notice the feeling of a growing pressure in her bladder. Before long she was fidgeting in her chair, and she began to take notice. “oh crap I have to pee so bad” Amy thought to herself “but I don't want to miss this!”. She pouted for a second resigning herself that she may have to miss a moment of the wonderful presentation. Then something occurred to her: she could just use her diaper, it was what they were for after all, she could just go and not miss any of the lecture. She thinks for a minute about it wavers between options but can't focus while she was trying to hold it so she decides to just let go. It takes a minute but the hot piss starts slowly and strongly flowing into the waiting diaper. After feeling the warmth on her pussy, a blush spreads to her cheeks and she tries to focus on the riveting lecture but she squirms in her chair, feeling slightly aroused and having to pee again. She does this several times over the 3 hour lecture, and by the end she is delirious with horniness, as her saturated diaper squishes under her shapely butt and rubs against her pussy. The lecturer was a total hotty too, going into a thorough deep dive about the history of the NYPD organizational structure, he was so precise and detail oriented, he spared no detail and his slides were immaculate. He was clean cut and had a smooth face, his features soft and slightly effeminate, with a perfectly pressed and slim cut light grey suit and deep maroon shirt, obviously tailored, with the top button open revealing just a peek of a firm chest with smooth, slightly olive hued skin. “Fuck I would love to see him without his clothes on” Amy thought to herself, quickly lost in a little fantasy where she stripped him down and fucked him all while he recited the entire org chart of the NYPD throughout the years . The fantasy was so consuming for a minute that she didn't even realize she was peeing again,faster and harder than before, she was never one to slouch on hydration, and it had caught up with her in a big way. The leg gather on the right side of her diaper buckled slightly from the rush of her hot piss, sending a stream right onto her butt and wetting her slacks, she felt the sudden wetness on her upper thigh and let out a loud gasp, she could have sworn that the lecturer heard her as his piercing blue eyes seemed to pass her way, she wonders what such a hot guy would think about her if he knew what she was wearing, and if he knew what kind of state it was in. She felt hot under the collar with humiliation and arousal, she recognized the feelings from her panty-pooping “incident” from a few weeks ago that started her down this journey, “I wonder what all this is about”. She thought to herself, She's heard of lots of unusual turn-ons, but never one like this. The lecture ended, she could feel her heart fluttering and excited, and the swollen diaper between her legs rubbing ever so gently against her pussy made her feel even more intoxicated. She left the academy building in a hurry, and practically ran to her secret smoke spot, at the end of an alley between two buildings and backing onto a drainage ditch. Amy lit a cigarette and took a long slow drag, her pulse slowed and she calmed down, she looked down at herself and realized that her now very heavy and saturated diaper was leaking all over her pants, “oh fuck” she thought to herself “I hope no one saw” she took another drag and leaned back against the wall. there was no one around. She carefully opened her fly and slid her slacks down just enough to get a peek at her diaper, which was swollen nearly to the point of bursting, the blue wetness indicators were completely washed out , and a soft yellow colour stained the entire garment. Amy pulled out the front waistband of her diaper, and the smell of her piss filled her nostrils, her neatly trimmed bushed glistened with tiny droplets of her pee. She was getting excited, the same feeling as when after her accident from a few weeks ago, shes never been turned on like this from regular sex before. Panting heavily Amy began stroking her pussy furiously in her wet diaper, leaning heavily on the graffiti covered wall, her half finished cigarette mostly forgotten, dangling from the corner of her lips. As she went faster and faster and her excitement built, her pussy became increasingly dripping wet with her juices, and not just her pee “oooooh maaaaammmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa” she moaned out much louder than she meant to, hopefully there was no one in earshot. Amy abandoned all pretense of subtlety and thrust two fingers up her pussy and curled firmly, bringing her to an incredible orgasm, possibly the best of her life, perhaps only rivaled by the intense experience after the “BM incident” from a few weeks ago. She let out a hard sigh of relief and began to regain her composure, she had dropped her cigarette and her blouse was askew, her slacks were almost down to her knees. Rubbing her diaper so hard had made it leak even worse and she had left a small puddle in the alley, and her slacks were now very obviously wet, there would be no hiding this one. First things first she untaped the now ruined attends completely, taking a moment to drink in the look and smell of her destroyed diaper, making her heart flutter once again. “I better get my hands on some more sturdy diapers sometime if this is going to keep up” Amy mumbled to herself, thinking that she desperately wanted to keep this up, she didn't know how to think about her newfound desires, but she knew she wanted more, in a big way. For now she has to get home from the academy, ideally without humiliating herself too much further. She balled up her used diaper and threw it in a nearby trash can, pulled up her slacks and thoroughly sanitizing her hands afterwards. The sun was going down, hopefully that would disguise the stains on her slacks, but she had a long way to go before she got back to Brooklyn, she didn't have any other underwear with her, so she would have to go commando for the trip home. Amy lit a freshcigarette and started walking, she could feel some soft raindrops, which gave her a sense of relief, it might make it just a little less obvious that she was walking home in pissy pants. On the way Amy thought about what all this might mean, “maybe if I did some research I could figure out more” she thought to herself “this could be the start of something really special”. She walked through the soft rain milling the possibilities over in her head, excited to do some research and truly dive deep into her newfound fetishes. She had a new binder at home waiting to be used for a very special project, maybe this was the the project she had been waiting for...
  4. also Im sorry I didnt answer your first question: you are to hiw, what you want to be, my girlfriend is my owner/misstress, maybe you want to be his mommy, or aunt , or sexy schoolteacher. But it doesnt matter, you can play with the roles that you like, no activities make you anything until you decide that that is the role you want to play. You dont even need a specific role if you dont want to hav eone, once again, the big little podcast talks about stuff like this all the time, listen to it together and have a great time guys
  5. Its really great that you wanted to experiment with his fantasies, hes a really lucky guy. I think what you are experiencing is the fact that there are aspects of his fetish that appeal to you, even if you had never thought of them before, which is really great, because you can broaden your sexual tastes together as a couple and your not just gritting your teeth and diapering him to make him happy, theres something for you too. I think this might be kind of common, I told my girlfriend about my diaper fetish years ago and she was always okay with it but not terribly interested so it was always something I did by myself. About a year ago, however, she noticed the cute, cuddly side of the ab/dl world and really got into it and enjoyed picking out cute clothes for me to wear and tucking me in at night, giving spankings and other things like that. There are many facets to ageplay and people get off on different ones depending on who they are and as you both play together you can figure out what makes you both happy. Over the last while Ive gone from just having a diaper fetish to being interested in diapers, ageplay, and bdsm as a whole and it has been amazing for our sex life. I think when someone has these taboo interests it is easy for them to get focused on very specific desires and fantasies since they never share them with another person, as you two start exploring together, im sure you will both start trying even more new things and growing and having fun together. If you want some more information, I would reccomend listening to "the big little podcast" (google it) its a great show all about ageplay and it might give you both lots of fun ideas.
  6. this is a good example of something I was talking with someone about on the chat. I was saying that there are lots of partners that can get something out of abdl play but are not necessarily abdls themselves. By embracing the casual sexual appeal to activities associated with abdl, instead of always wanting extreme roleplay. Focus on the parts of the fetish that you can both get behind. I for example noticed my girlfriend was more interested in the cute/cuddly side of abdl as opposed to the rough, dirty wet stuff, so I moved more in that direction and got to explore a side of abdl play that Idont normally.
  7. this is a really fun story, I like the style
  8. HI! I recently have been really enjoying playing with bondage themes while wearing diapers. I had really good time with my girlfriend, licking her pussy while on a leash and in diapers, after getting her off she had me make myself cum in my wet diapers while she held the leash. Holy cow crazy good times. Has anybody else had a really good time with bondage/servitude and diapers?
  9. I really love being outside in the park, somewhere secluded smoking some pot and going in my diaper. So much fun.
  10. So it was a nice afternoon today and I decided I was going to go to my newly discovered private spot in the park near my house, it was not far off the path but very private, up against the side of a dam and well wooded. So I put on an abu cushies diaper and packed a book to read, my pipe, water and a spare diaper (not something I normally do). I hike out to my spot and take my jeans off. I sat in just my t-shirt and a diaper and smoked a bowl and read. All of the sudden, I needed to poop badly and I made my diaper really messy and wet ( I had already peed once and had to again after messing) My diaper leaked a little stream down the rocks. I was at first concerned that there was no way back with a diaper this messy, I would be seen and smelled by everyone as i was leaving the park. I suddenly remembered the spare cushie I had in my backpack. This was my first time changing in public and it was sweet. After changing I left my spot to fid a place to throw out my used diaper, I managed to find one and discreetly throw it out. After that I stayed in the more public part for a while in my fresh diaper doing some more reading, good times! anyone else have a good time with a public messing/diaper change?
  11. I would love to see another messy diaper scene, we've only had one so far and that aspect could be fleshed out some more. Also keeping him in a cage lined with newspapers in just his diaper gagged and begging to be released. Trading sexual favors for diaper changes, eg. only gets a clean diaper when he has eaten out all of the girls, and then they have tricked him and he doesn't even get a clean diaper, he is forced to go to bed in his soaking wet ones. Just some thoughts
  12. The misses left me on a leash tied to the shower curtain in an abena, she knew I had to go, I waited desperately but I could not hold it, I soaked my diaper and messed it badly as well. Later I went out side to smoke a joint in my diaper under jeans, my tattered pink and two sizes too small t-shirt and my baby blue leash around my neck. If my miss was here she would have insisted on taking me outside to embarass me.
  13. iskariot

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    23 year old male, Ontario, Canada Recently Graduated university student Work as a cook Love music and DnD love to wear, wet and mess diapers, as well as some BDSM related stuff not really into ageplay Lives and plays with long term girlfriend
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