Kreefun

I absolutely would I've been battling with terrible binge+purge for my entire time knowing I was a DL. Try though I might, I can't shake that. So I regularly have desires for diapers which I then have to try and shake since I know it'll just make me frustrated once I purge

It's the size down from the X-Plus/4. It's always like M3/M4 or L3/L4 or whatever, replacing the letter with the letter of the appropriate size. Anyone used them? I'm looking to make an order after having not been able to reasonably access diapers for over a year, and with XPMedical offering either 22 Extras for $21.95 or 14 X-Pluses for $20.95 the price per diaper is pretty clearly weighed to the Extra. Of course, the X-Pluses are bigger. I've tried them and the Super. The Super isn't extremely bulky, but noticeably so, and the Extra will be more. Also, pardon me if this comes off a little graphic, but I'm not a very heavy wetter, and I don't go that often. I won't use the X-Pluses up to their full potential before I would want to change for my skin's sake. Has anyone used both the Extra and X-Plus? Or even better, the Super as well?

Looking for a decent online retailer that sells most or all premium diapers that ships USPS. The two companies I've ordered from before (Bambino, XPMedical) both which, if I remember right, don't use USPS. I know it's an option, and I remember for a fact in XPs case, it's the faster shipping and significantly more expensive. The reason I'd prefer USPS is that I'm in an apartment building where the front door to the building is locked. And USPS is the only delivery people with a key. FedEx and UPS both don't have a key and do not leave packages outside the building. And I'd prefer to not have to drive all the way to their holding place. So is there any good retailer that uses USPS and makes it their cheap or cheapest shipping?

I've been battling my binge-purge habit since I realized fully I was a DL. I've settled with it in that I can avoid the purge if I buy premium diapers. But I'm not lucky enough to have ready access to them. I live with someone who doesn't know, and keeping it that way is vital. I've heard all the quick fixes like shipping it to a PO Box or picking it up at the post office, and let's just say they aren't an option. I'm tempted to go buy some Goodnites and some baby diapers as a stuffer, as I've heard it works great. But I'm worried I'll purge if it's not up to my standards. Truthfully, a semi-bulky diaper that can hold one full wetting would satiate me, but I don't know if I'll get that. And to top it all off, I'm not totally broke, but the 15-20 bucks I spend could be put to much better uses. I suppose there isn't a lot ya'll can do. Just venting.

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Attends are thunderous when you're moving around a lot in them. I haven't tried too many diapers, but those are the loudest I know of.

Wow, that's actually a pretty good analysis. The different questions about what the friend means is a good call. I don't really know yet. You might be onto something with a few of them. Some, I'm not sure, but a few feel pretty close. I don't know for sure, but that's actually pretty good.

Don't misinterpret this as a troll topic by those odd ones who "type with one hand" if you will. This is just a retelling of an odd dream I have no idea what this one means. I don't dream about diapers that often, and when I do they're very tame and uninteresting. But this time, I was wearing a diaper under some jeans and sitting in my room with like 20 other people. We were just talking casually about nothing really in particular. None of them had visible diapers but I was totally comfortable wearing the diaper when I never was the two times I've been out in public. That led me to subconsciously believe that they were either wearing diapers or DLs as well. It didn't even mean anything to me, oddly enough. There were both men and women, and I didn't think of it as anything more than "Oh, they're wearing diapers too. Ok". Then my friend wandered in. He wandered in, looked around and walked off. Didn't say anything. But somehow I felt bad/embarrassed for what he saw. Then I woke up I know that friend doesn't know, and if he did, he's a good friend and certainly wouldn't care. But the dream just seemed odd to me.

What kind where they?

These look kinda interesting. But, two quick questions. If we're sticking the luvs in between the thin cloth layer of the Goodnite and the plastic layer of the goodnite, are we cutting the slits in the goodnite? Considering the luvs is basically on the outside of the Goodnite, since it is pretty much a plastic pull-up with a cloth sheet stuck on the outside, I can't follow how cutting the luvs would help. Secondly, how well do these hold? Goodnites I really like from a looks factor, but they can't (And understandably so) hold a full wetting of someone my size. Can these new ones take one full, good-sized wetting?

This is honestly more accurate about myself than I could have even seen about myself. It probably is something like that. I can't outright be sure if shame is the case, but it's certainly a possibility. And I think in a few days I may just order a bag and see how it pans out. I know there's not much to be ashamed about as it's something I enjoy and it's not hurting anyone, but I think it's just that it's something about my life I feel obligated (And understandably so) to keep under wraps, as it's not a "normal" thing that people see or understand in everyday life. But I gotta give you guys credit. Despite me making this topic like 4 times, something clicked this time. Feels kinda silly, but I gotta thank you guys for being supportive.

This is a great idea in theory, but a lot of my frustration is a product of cost. I think "Dammit. I just spend [insert price here] on something I plan to pee in and throw away". Despite me enjoying it, it's tough sell for something with a short life and a reasonably high cost.

Ordering diapers online is an option for me. A difficult one, but an option nonetheless. I, however, am an impulsive diaper-wearer. I don't wear with any frequency, and in fact, due to my binge and purge habits, wear rather infrequently. I'll wear for a while and get really frustrated at myself for spending money on this and enjoying it. I've posted darn near this exact topic several times and I hate to do it again, but this drives me crazy. I usually hear the saying "If you're enjoying it, just be happy with yourself" or something similar. And that's good advice. But I can't just relax and enjoy it sometimes. Since I'm so impulsive, sometimes I want diapers right away, and feel the need to go to CVS/Walgreens and buy what's there. But all that's there is Goodnites, Depends and those Tena pullups (Which admittedly, I've not tried) and they just don't usually cut it at a cost/use ratio. I've tried Abenas once and loved them. I'd love to have regular access at a moment's notice to them. But sometimes I insist on diapers right then, and there's no high-quality ones to be had. I'm in that state. I want diapers. I could afford ordering them, but sometimes I want diapers and the next day, won't want anything to do with them for a month. I could go out to CVS and spend some money on them, but then I get mad that in my mind I'm wasting money, despite really enjoying them And I feel like a donk because I've made similar topics in the past, but can anyone relate here?

Oh, it was an Abena Super and I'd be wearing it probably for about 2-3 hours. Seems like they should be able to hold a bit longer than that, but oh well. I'll try out one of the X-Plus tonight

Or rather, the filling within. I was going to wear a slightly wet diaper to bed last night, since I don't often get a chance to sleep in them, and the diaper still had plenty left, so I figured no sense in taking it off. Then, after lying on my back for no more than 20 minutes, while watching TV, all the filling settled towards the bottom/back, leaving me with very little in front, where I'd want it, and it all bunched up in the butt area. Is there any feasible way to avoid this, or am I out of luck?