Snacks99

It's one of the most comfortable and happiest feelings one could imagine, like snuggling up with a warm blanket...only a bit messier and stinkier. The clean-up is a bit of a hassle, but after a few changes it becomes second nature.

1) the look of the diaper doesn't really mean that much to me, but I do tend to like the more medical-looking kind rather than a babyish kind for some reason. 2) for me, its more a comfort thing. Putting on a diaper sort of makes me feel tingly like I'm putting on warm clothes. I feel really happy and feel like I want to curl up and do...something. If I'm in the mood, it can be sexual, mainly because a diaper is much softer and feels better on your "special parts"...it's like a constant stimulator. And, of course, I happen to like the feeling of going number one and/or two in my pants. Depending on my mood, it can either be sexual (due to the genital/anal stimulation) or just adds to the comfort and babyish feel of the diaper.

I did something like that once...I was pulling out of a lot once on my way home and, driving slowly, I loaded my pants and spent an hour and a half in it. My one big concern was that I didn't get into a (car) accident or anything. It was just a one time impulsive thing but I shouldn't have done it: it was uncomfortable after a while, the clean-up was a bit worse since the poo had dried a little, and my car stunk for a couple of days.

Wow, that's really fascinating...I know I couldn't go through with something like that from either side, so extra kudos on your bravery. If you don't mind my asking, how much older is your boyfriend than you that he can pose as your dad?

Interesting...I don't think I've ever lost the "desire" to wear. I use in moderation, but the only time I ever go more than just a couple of days without diapers is when I'm willingly trying to not wear them (out of embarrassment, etc). However, the desire is always with me...

It's definitely normal to be ashamed of a fetish, as "normal" society has conditioned us to inherently see these things as out of the norm. I'm not quite sure of the specifics, but I know that when I used to feel guilty, it was because I thought I was further deviating from being "normal". Perhaps I was worried my diapers would alienate me into being completely alone (not that it has, but that it might)? For a long time I thought I accepted it, as it doesn't dominate my life, it's just something I do in private, but I went through a embarrassment-fueled purge where I refused to even think about diapers just last week. Of course, today, I finally caved in and curled up with a diaper, pacifier and blanket and was in total heaven. I think I need to think less about a life without diapers and more of one with, and find some way to fully accept it. I'm not sure how, but I'll try. I want to try.

Beer doesn't really have a large effect on me, but hard liquor does. It seems whenever I drink hard liquor I'm constantly going...diapers would be extremely convenient here, but I would never have the courage to wear them when I'd go out drinking.

I have no problem peeing sitting down, but I've always had a problem with trying to pee while driving. Not in a diaper way, but really needing to pee during a long drive way, trying to do it in a bottle or something. Is there an actual scientific reasoning for why most people can't do this? Is it certain muscle pressure that prevents it?

I should close this off before it incites further arguments: Me and SnuggleTime worked out our argument through PMs. He was worried that my post was a form of bullying, that I was making fun of ABDL people. I meant it solely as a joke. I wasn't trying to tease anyone and I wasn't trying to insult the OP, I was just sort of grossed out at the talk of "pushing too hard" and wondered why someone would wish to intentionally make themselves incontinent - has anyone on this board intentionally made themselves incontinent? I don't think the OP was serious - when they could just "deliberately go in their pants like normal people", which was a light-hearted jab at our community. Obviously "normal" public doesn't do this, but WE do, which sort of makes it "normal", if that makes any sense at all. I was just kidding. I was not trying to bully or be an a-hole, and if that's how I came across, I apologize. I apologized to SnuggleTime and he accepted my apology, and he apologized to me and I accepted his. We were both guilty of "trolling" on this thread, but the whole thing is behind us now, so carry on.

And yet you keep posting...? Okay, fine. You win. I'm a horrible person. I came here solely to troll. In fact, I don't even wear diapers. It's all a sham. I've spent the last month or so coming here just so I could find one person to get into an argument with. And now that I've done so, I can leave my worldly body and return to my home planet. Just please stop. I'm going to bring an end to this discussion. There are a lot of people on this board; you never have to talk to me again, okay? That's the joy of the internet.

What? I don't want to argue. You offered up a line-by-line reason why you were offended by my post, I offered a rebuttal, and then you told me I needed to "get out more" without further elaboration. I still can't believe you consider ME unsensitive, especially coming after a comment where someone told the OP to "push as hard as you like and good luck". I honestly don't see any insensitivity behind asking why one would wish to become incontinent and then jokingly referring to "go in their pants like normal people" - again, normal people don't go in their pants. And this is coming after a post where someone said their bum was broken because it "had a crack in it". I still have no idea what you mean by argumentative nature and personal attacks (especially since you were the one who called the OP "crazy" earlier on). Personally, I think you're simply trying to play the "victim": one, you keep posting in this thread, despite the fact that you don't add anything to the conversation after "you need to get out more", because you know that I'll respond to it and you're waiting for me to accidentally say something that'll paint me in a bad light. Second, you keep posting in THIS thread, because it's so easy to accuse a joke of being insensitive. I noticed that the one other non-joke post on this forum that you likewise called insensitive I backed up with extensive reasoning and you said nothing. NOT THAT I WANT to start a back-and-forth "argument" between us, but because this thread is such easy pickings to make me seem like a bad person. Of course, I could be wrong. That's what I'm reading. I had no issue with you at all (I've never even met you before) until you started calling me insensitive. I'm 50+ posts in and I've never had any issue with any poster before (well, there was this time when I took issue with another poster for what I read as an anti-gay comment, but that never led to anything). Is there anyone else on this board who can offer their unbiased review of the situation?

I'm not insulting anyone. You offered up a line-by-line reason why you took offense to my post, I offered a rebuttal, and then you told me I needed to "get out more". I'm not trying to make enemies, man.

I'm just trying to understand, Billy - or whatever your name is -...I'm just trying to understand what makes you so angry.

Forgive me, for I don't quite understand your mindframe: So someone posts a topic asking if pushing too hard will make them incontinent. (Personally, I didn't read any message that he was WANTING to do so, but...) YOU respond by calling them "crazy", and chastising them for their wish to become incontinent, although I'm not even sure if that was his intent. The rest of the thread were joke posts ("I think I broke my bum") and one sort of negative reactive ("if you would be willing to learn how to spell incontinent, but you obviously aren't, so ya do it, push as hard as you can and good luck"). I inquire as to what happens when one pushes so hard. An aneurysm? A person replies: "brain hemmorage". Finding the thought kinda gross, I jokingly ask why one would want to be incontinent, and can't just "go in their pants like normal people". ...let me sidetrack here: "go in their pants like normal people". See, the twist of words here is that "normal" people don't go to the bathroom in their pants. Did you pick up on that? It was a humorous statement (in this situation, called "irony"), paired up with a rhetorical question of why one would willingly want to become incontinent. Then YOU seem to take offense at my post for - and I'm NOT meaning nor wanting nor wishing to insult you - what I can only assume is because you take your ABDLism way too seriously and have a very high opinion of yourself. Maybe you feel very ashamed of your fetish? Maybe humor, by presenting/exposing ABDL as just as ridiculous as it truly it*, whittles away at your self-esteem as you've constructed it as this powerful psychological catharsis for yourself? I'm just taking a guess. *Let me butt in before you take offense at THAT. Face it: grown adults wearing diapers. You have to admit, it's funny in premise. It's been a comic device used in many comedy shows. I fall into the AB/DL spectrum, and I don't think it's *stupid*, and I support it, but I admit that to someone on the outside looking in, it can be pretty funny. I can laugh at myself for being who I am; I mean no harm to anyone in the AB/DL community unless they break the law or just take their fetish waaay too seriously which can be fun for no one... ...as seen here.

I'm not quite sure how you didn't read the blatant attempt at humor in my post, but I guess sarcasm doesn't come across that well in type. Additionally, I hardly think the original poster was serious; just another post among a sea of other fictional posts meant solely to get reactions out of people. If not, then I hardly think my post is worse than any other post in this thread. Just look at the ones by "diapersallways" and "curiositykilledthecat"...why MINE was targeted, I'm not sure. There's no reason to take AB/DL so seriously...no offense, but I think it's the people who do that end up shining bad light on the subculture. Not as much as the people who commit crimes, of course, but I didn't think I'd have to follow a set of standards in regards to my own fetish.