Even after having to wear diapers 24/7 for over a year I am still self-conscious about the diapering-up process. My Wife is super supportive/understanding with regards to me having to wear diapers to handle my BPH/OAB problems.
Rent one of those stream cleaner machines and clean it off if it's only a year old then "wrap that rascal" a full bed condom, it's either diaper the bed or yourself or even better both in case one fails. Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
First, you might consider having a doctor check you. At the very leash, you might not be drinking enough, or getting ruffage in your diet. But, your doctor can tell you better.
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Bettypooh
Not to be rude, but you need to take responsibility for your medical needs. A vinyl mattress cover can be gotten for under $10, and nicer washable cotton-topped ones are just a bit more.