The Answer is?.....NO. I tried quiting before. I threw diapers away before and thought, " this is it No more." The urges always came back, and this is before I had a computer or any internet whatsoever. So after I bought a computer I was shocked to see others like me, seeing pictures, read, read more about this community and postes in the forums. I needed better understanding and feel more muture now then my teenage years feeling like a freak to everyone else. So I deceided to accept my diaper fetish and will continue to allow it for the rest of my life. "This is part of me forever to my last hour to my last breath." of course anything can happen in between. or at least that's the way I feel anyway. This kinda reminds me of yahoo answers. pick me, pick me, and just about everyone's right as here we all feel the same and give our input. And you only pick one person in yahoo answers and someone get points for the best answer! lol.