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I have legitimate urinary incontinence,
but also am an "AB/DL". I am a male, and am currently in
between relationships (I am heterosexual). Having discussed my
"use of humor" - having baby print plastic panties; to
my doctor, she suggested that I see a therapist. I have been
attending sessions, with a female therapist; discussing my
"AB/DL" fantasies. She is now starting to have me engage
in "role play" sessions, where I remove my clothes;
wearing only a t-shirt, my cloth diaper & plastic panties; and
play act, as a baby; with her (my therapist) playing the role of
"mommy"! She has me bring one of my pacifiers, a baby
bottle, & baby toys (a yellow rubber duckie, a rattle, plastic
keys, & so on), as props. My health insurance is paying for
this. I must do whatever she tells me to do, in the role play
sessions. If I do not do what she tells me to do (she clearly
enjoys being in control over me), she has the official
contractual authority to have me locked up in a mental
institution, for an indefinite period of time (perhaps
permanently)! Thus, I must obey her (and be a "good
baby")!
Meanwhile, I went back to my
doctor, to have her look at a suspicious spot on my thigh skin (to
be sure it is not cancer). I was told by the nursing assistant to
remove my pants (keeping on my "underwear"). A few
minutes later, the assistant nurse returned, to take my blood
pressure, and discovered that I was not wearing "normal
underwear", but instead was wearing a cloth diaper &
plastic panties! After she finished taking my BP, she left,
and my (female) doctor entered. She could not help but notice that
I was wearing a cloth diaper & plastic panties, as she
examined the spot on the thigh skin (which was merely a benign
cyst). She already knew that I wear a diaper & plastic panties
for my incontinence (which is permanent/incurable, due to
nerve damage); however, this was the 1st time that she had seen me
with my pants off, & wearing only a diaper & plastic
panties (the incontinence & nerve damage being due to complications
from recent surgery). She asked me about my plastic panties:
"How comfortable are they to wear? Where did you get them?
Would you suggest that I recommend them to my other incontinent
patients? Is it ok, if I feel the fabric, to tell exactly what it
is like?" Also: "You previously told me that you have
plastic panties with baby nursery print. If you don't mind, I'd
like to see them, next time you come in; just to see what they are
like." I replied that I will be sure to wear them, when I
come in for my next appointment, in 3 weeks!
She also asked me about my
therapy; & I told her about the regression role play sessions.
She was very interested to hear all about that! I am really
looking forward to my next doctor's office visit; when I will be
wearing my baby print plastic panties, for my (female) doctor to
see; while she examines me! I also greatly look forward to my
regression role play therapy sessions!
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