When I was in 2nd grade, I was in class just before lunch and I had to go to the bathroom. So I raised my hand to use use the restroom but my teacher either didnot se me or she was ignoring me. I kept raising my hand because I had to pee really bad. Finally I could not hold it any longer and I wet wet myself and it went all over the floor. I remember I had to go to the restroom to get paper towels to clean it up. Fortunately it was lunch time and I could go home for lunch and change my clothes. Later I asked my mom if could wear rubber pants to school but she was very opposed to the idea. I felt I could no longer talk to my mom.

    When I was 10 years old I started wetting the bed; I had this dream I was going to the restroom and I woke up to a wet bed. This happened several times but I was afraid to tell my mom so I started to wear my baby brothers plastic pants to bed over my under pants. They were to small so I started going to buy toddler plastic pants (I had an allowance). Once I was looking thru a Parents magazine and saw an ad for diapers for older children. So I started ordering some for myself (back then you could send cash in the mail) I never got caught.

     When I got older I would look thru Sears, Montgomery and J.C. Penney catalogs under incontinent supplies  and I would go to some stores that sold incontinent pants. One time I was in one of these stores I saw a plastic pants for adults that looked like the plastic pants I used to wear when I was a baby. I was so excited that I bought it. I started to write to these companies and I found out that I could buy adult cloth diapers. So I started buying them. Sometimes I would feel guilty about wearing them then I would get rid of them. Later I would start buying them again. Pretty soon I starting wetting the bed again and I was glad I was wearing diapers.  Now I wear diapers 24/7 and I  have a baby bottle of milk when I go to bed and I like to eat baby food and suck on a pacifier. I also like to wear adult baby clothes.

                                                                       Del W