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I just turned 18 so I am finally
allowed to post and play here! Here's my story:
When I was eleven I was having a
really rough year. I was already behind in school, on the verge of
failing, and then I got a really bad case of the flu. I was out
sick for two weeks and got so far behind I didn't think I could
catch up. I started getting so stressed out that I was having
nightmares and wetting the bed, and then started having daytime
accidents too.
My mom signed me up for daily
tutoring, and also made me go see a shrink twice a week to help me
relax. On the second or third visit the shrink asked me what I
thought I needed to feel better. I had been thinking about it for
a few weeks, and even though I was nervous I decided to tell her
that I wish I could wear diapers so I wouldn't wet my pants
anymore and would have one less thing to worry about. To my
surprise she thought it was a good idea as it was something I
could do to make my problems easier. I told her I didn't have the
nerve to tell my Mom about it, so she said she would.
Near the end of the session my shrink
went to the waiting room and asked my Mom to come in. I sat on the
couch not looking at my Mom as the shrink told her "Jared
feels things would be easier for him if you'd let him wear diapers
until his wetting problems go away." They talked back and
fourth for a few minutes and then Mom asked me, "You're sure
about this?" Without looking up I nodded 'yes' and Mom said
"Okay, we'll get some diapers on the way home."
We went straight to a hospital supply
store and my Mom told the store worker - an old woman - what we
needed. The woman walked us over to the aisle of the store with
all the diapers and such and ripped open a clear bag. She pulled a
white plastic diaper out of the bag and handed it to my Mom. My
mom looked it over then handed it down to me. I felt the soft
plastic and fluffy inside and handed it back to her. The woman
then suggest we see if they fit me okay, and I stared up at her in
horror, but she quickly laughed and said "Over your
pants." to calm me down. Mom then knelt down in front of me
and put the diaper on me. They had me turn around, and they
checked the back. Deciding that they "fit just fine" Mom
let me take the diaper off and the clerk rang up a case of the
diapers. Mom stuffed the box in the back seat and we went home.
As soon as we got home Mom helped me
put my first diaper on and showed me how to to do it myself though
she said she'd change me if I want her too.
Well, I've been wearing diapers ever
since (7 years now.) My mom changed me until I was fourteen, and
then I started doing it myself. My wetting problems went away
after a couple of months when I got caught up and started doing
better in school. My mom never asked why I kept wearing them, just
told me once to tell her if I want her to stop buying them.
Recently we did talk about it again, and she told me that she knew
that diapers were my security blanket and that she's fine with me
continuing to wear them if I feel I need them. She told me
everyone has things in their life that they use to feel okay with
the world, and that diapers are mine. She also said that she'd
rather I wear a diaper to unwind than take up drinking or smoking.
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