I am a fifty three year old man who has worn diapers since birth, partly from defects and later physical damage in foster homes. I was declared uneducable at two and a half and was made a Ward of the State at about eight and placed in several foster homes over the next seven to eight years. These places were very bad where the kids were used for the physical and sexual pleasures of the foster parents, their families and friends. Because all of us were labeled as uneducable we were taught nothing and kept in cloth diapers and shirts. I was about sixteen when a good couple took me in and started treating me like a person. It was not an easy job because, they had to take me from the level of a two year old baby and try to get me caught up my physical age. One of the big problems was that because I am incontinent, trying to get me to grow up while still having to wear diapers and be changed like a baby really complicated the matter, but, they finally did manage to triumph at least in the academic area.

This might sound strange, but, one of the bright spots in my childhood was that during the summer, we were all put outdoors (There was one place that had four of us in diapers.) wearing cloth diapers and sometimes shirts and allowed to play in the dirt and get really filthy. For some reason, I really loved this and have had a burning desire to do it again. My problem is that I am not able to find a home or farm where I could come and play in their yards. Do you have any suggestions? I should state that the people that owned the property would be allowed to treat me in any way that they wanted while I was there.

Thank you for your help in this matter.
Sincerely,
Baby G. (Garry)