So it's been over a month since I've worn a diaper and I have a shipment of Northshore Samples coming today, that being said, the last time I actually messed a diaper was like 2 months ago. I often use mashed potato's as a substitute. Now I've had to poop for almost 2 days now and I'm not sure if I should do it in the diaper or do I mashed potato it again? I live alone and work from home as well. The hardest thing for me is after I end up getting off in my messy diaper I immediately feel ashamed and feel the urgent need to change and then I usually wont wear another diaper until I feel the need to get off again.
Any suggestions? I'm willing to try almost anything at least once.