BabyCathleenCO

I live in colorado springs

In austin we used to get together at someone place or pick a place to meet up at like a restraunt. Mostly eat and chat with others around.

I posted this to let everyone talk about it even though I am Transgender myself. I live with a lg mother who is Transsexual. She can not afford the pills right now she needs because of being disable. If she had the money she would have gone through with the surgery, but we barely survive as it is. Part of our life is a struggle because as much as I embrace myself on my Transgender issues it is a reminder to her sometimes of were she fully isn't. For me I do not have a diaper fetish, but I am closer to the younger side of things with my Transgenderism due to the fact I didn't have a childhood as a girl. I wanted to be younger so I could be around a mother influence and have those feelings that all children have growing up as a girl. I fully do not think I could function if I was thrown into the adult life of a woman without first being a little girl. I want to someday go through the pills and surgery, but do not know if I will ever get there because I am still going to be on the younger side. I can't get out of being a kid for some reason. I just miss not having that life that a girl has. I want to stay a little girl forever which complicates my Transgenderism because even though I could have the surgery I still can't go out as that little girl I want to be. The main reason I want the surgery is because I want to feel as real to being a girl when I'm changing into clothes and everything. I try not to hate my life and find the balance, but I do dislike my body I was born with because it isn't me. I do not care what they call me I just know I'll never be a fully adult woman and I'll never be a man because I'm just a little girl truly and forever. I just want to be a girl.

www.buzzfeed.com/stacylambe/american-psychiatric-association-removes-gender-i This is the first significant change for the LGBT community since 1973, when homosexuality was declassified as a mental disorder.

I want to do something if there aren't any. I went to one in Austin Texas when I lived there and it was fun. I'd love to see if we could all figure something out.

That is the reason I found a gay, transgender, and transexual friendly church. I'm planning to go when I get the chance to. It's nice to actually be able to go to a place tha welcomes it and throws good bible verses out to fight fire with fire.

I just moved to Colorado Springs and am Transgender. I'm not so much about diapers or the use of them, but instead reliving what I didn't get as a child. I truly believe I should have been born a girl. I stay around 2 to 3 of age because that is when adults watch over children the most. I like that feeling of knowing I'm watched over and protected plus people who know me and I trust can form friendships with. My little girl side is all about love and protecting that innocents inside me. I can be in diapers, training pants, or panties it doesn't mattere to me just as long as I am that little girl and I get to play.

Do any of you have a monthly meetup in Colorado Springs going on? Or any meetup groups?

Where is the RES fest in Colorado? I just moved here my mommy and I usually went to the one we used to live close by in around Plantvile in Texas.

Our move was rough had to travel from Texas to Colorado. I live with my mommy who takes care of me and another roommate. I'm usually around ages 2 to 3. i like being a toddler for some reason they has more fun then babies. I was mad at my mommy because she forgot all of my clothes at the other place we lived at since our move is still going on I stayed while she went for more stuff. My other roommate went with her so I've been kind of lonely that is why I thought I would check out here. My mommy doesn't really like dealing with diapers so that is why I stay in training pants around her. I'm always testing my boundries and seeing what I can get away with. So far I have learned that I can wet my pants and they seem to ignore it not say anything about the smell. I haven't been yelled at for it so I've been testing it to see how much can get away with. I bought my first pair of plastic pants this week and training pants to work out my plan. I'm going to cover up the training pants with the plastic pants and see about slowly ordering more clothe diapers. If I can get to the maibox before them I can pull it off.I'm going to make the switch without her even knowing it. Anyway right now I'm a lone here in a new place till my mommy gets back. It's scary being in a new city I know nothing because I do not have a GPS yet for my car and with my roommate and my mommy gone I've been staying in the house to much. I want to explore more of Colorado.. It's so nice here. Mommy took me on a panic to cheyene mountain road we drove trough there and then ate at the panic places near by. That was fun till they said it was to cold out. It not our fault we moved during the cold season. I was having fun listening to the water going in the stream. i do not go out dressed just becaue I'm more of a private person when it comes to my lg nature. Because I'm Transgender my little girl hood is about love and treasuring the things I didn't get to experience when I was little. It isn't about punishment or humliation with me. I'm a pure little girl at heart I like to be loved and treated just like any true girl of my age. It's just nice having a place like colorado to explore.