being a dl for me has always been sexual. I hadnt worn a diaper since my early teens until yesturday, about 20 years. I have always had desires and fantasys about wearing diapers, I just hadnt had any real oppurtunities to explore these desires. Yesturday, I finally got the chance to wear a diaper again. I put one on and the excitement was so overwelming, my sexual desires kicked in and I had to masturbate, I had one the most intense orgasms I have ever had. I then wore my diaper to bed, and was so excited about my diaper experience I continued wearing my diaper out in public under my cloths for a couple hours. After work this evening, I had wear one again, so far, being a dl has become a dream come true. I wish I had a girl dl to fully fulfill my dl fantasy sexually.