PghABDL

The website you are looking for is quality diapers (dot) net However, they do not produce the Star Diapers anymore. They do have a Race Car Diaper that kind of reminds me of the Goodnites that had graphics on them, but still had white sides. It's essentially the same diaper, only with a different design on it.

I wouldn't say I was abused, but

When I was a young child, I happened to be very stubborn, and as a result of that, I was toilet trained late. I was also thrusted into the middle of a very taxing, emotionally straining divorce process which matured me so fast (at the age of 10). The odd thing was, was I still had an attraction to diapers throughout my entire life, but I didn't really explore it until a few years ago, along with my AB side. What I'm wondering is if there is any connection between the events of my childhood/adolescence and the ABDL lifestyle, and if anyone else had experienced something like this?

I don't know if this helps anyone give insight, but part of the reason why I do it is for the sexual attraction. It seems (most of the time) the only way I can get sexually gratified is with the use of diapers. I love the lifestyle, but I never experienced the entire ABDL treatment. I'm wondering if I regressed, and if I found someone to be my mommy/daddy, I could have that full experience and maybe it would change my tune. I don't know.

As I sit here today, diapered, I pose the question "is it worth it?" Is it worth the daily risk I endure just to have a few moments of pleasure? Is it worth trying to plan where and when to get supplies, only to be used at limited times, without anyone else to experience them? I sit here, at the age of 18, questioning whether or not to continue to conform to this lifestyle. I originally chose this lifestyle to escape the conformity of normal life, and to be different, but I have worked hard to put myself through high school, and now, entering college, I contemplate whether or not to abandon this lifestyle to return to normal society and conformity. Can anyone offer any guidance?

I will be attending Robert Morris University

I've noticed something recently with baby diapers: I believe they're shrinking in size. I remember older diapers being larger and now the newer ones are smaller. For instance, I have a pack of Luvs, copyright 2005 and another copyright 2012. The 2005 Luvs seem much larger than the 2012 Luvs, and also absorb better, in my opinion. Has anyone else noticed this type of thing?

If no one was around, or wasn't at least noticing, yes. I have actually done that (not something I'm proud of), but for some people, we have no other options for acquiring diapers.

I think it all depends on the person, the relationship you have with that person (if any), and whether or not you would feel comfortable even approaching the subject. If you didn't know the person well, however, it might give you some level ground in which to establish a relationship and know that you have someone local to you that feels the same way you feel about ABDL. It might turn into ageplay playdates, romantic dates (depends on sexual preference and gender of other person) or just a casual friendship in which you both have to hide the ABDL side from others, where you can bounce ideas off one another to determine how you both could fulfill your ABDL sides without anyone knowing. It's at your personal discretion whether or not you want to approach the subject.

I've been looking into using baby diapers, expanding out of the usual adult diaper market, and I need help in finding the most absorbent baby diaper out on the market available in U.S. stores. Can someone help me out?

I usually keep them in a small Ikea metal drawer organizer under clothes in my closet.

I live in the North Hills of Pittsburgh.

It looks basically like Pampers Cruisers Size 7 from here in the U.S., but in Baby Dry format.

I actually tried it with a large goodnite and a small, Spiderman-themed goodnite, and it could actually hold a flooding, and then some.

That's one of my problems. I still live with my parents, and they found out, and I'm not allowed to have any paraphenallia related to ABDL.