jakiepoo

I feel the same, I'm still pretty new here, and don't really know what to do either.

I use to feel the same way. I use to have urges when I was real young before I even started wearing. I use to think I was a freak, and I was the only One because I never told anyone. But I eventually found some groups on the internet, and discovered hundreds that shared the same interest. I finally started wearing my first year of college, and I've never felt better! I've wet them, and every now and again us them for their full purpose ^.^ I've now even opened up to telling a lot of friends, and girlfriends. I hope this somehow helps. You're not alone.

Language: Visual Studio? uh.. I assume he meant Visual Basic. .. .Net VB? I've been doing most of my work in VB, I just got done with school (Computer Science Major) and I'm pretty excited to see where I can go from here. I learned VB, C, Java, and SQL server. But I'm not a big fan of Java.. I'm looking into taking on C#

I've told a handful of people. Mainly girlfriends. The first one I ever told was kinda freaked out by it, but that was back in highschool. That kinda made me not want to tell any one else. But when I went to college I kinda opened up again. I actually just told my closest friend two days ago, and she was really cool with it. She then told me that she's always wanted to suck on a paci, and all of that. I think she blushed more than I did at that moment in time. lol. So I'm going to be getting her a paci soon

Welcome! I'm glad that you gathered the courage. I'm also straight, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to be friends!

Hey! Welcome! I too am also starting to get into Pacifiers, and bottles.. So it is also new to me as well. I joined this site to hopefully meet others like me, I really just want to talk to others that can fully understand my abdl desires. But I have told others about it.

Just joined as well. I really just want to get to know more AB/DL's as I still don't know any..

No need to be shy! I'm new here too. If you want to be friends, you can add me I call myself jakiepoo on here because that's what my best friend calls me. (yes she knows about my ABDL desires)

Thanks guys for welcoming me. Terry, I've had the same problem as you. Still kinda face it today, but It's not that big of a problem now. I cannot remember when this started for me, my childhood is vary fuzzy, but I can kinda relate to you with that. I haven't made my way to the chat room yet, but will soon enough when I have time during the day. But I hope I see you there as well. I'm pretty interesting in hearing about other peoples personal experiences with the ABDL world.

Ill also be your friend. I'm new here, so I'm a bit nervous. But I also want someone to talk to.

Hello everyone! Just thought I would say hi! I've had a few close friends, and girlfriends that I've shared, and indulged my fantasies with. They were all vary understanding, and some kinda loved the idea of it. But I've never really talked to anyone else that shares the same fantasies as me. That's why I joined this community, To hopefully find someone to talk to that fully understands. I live in Oklahoma, and I'm currently attending NEO A&M college to get my degree in Computer Science. I'm just a few hours short of finishing. I've already written some programs, and hoping all the work that I put into them will pay off in learning. I have a couple of weird jobs, I'm a Stage/lighting-tech, PA, and sometimes an audio engineer (I also have my own studio equipment) and I also work for a local real estate company that give nice living at low prices, and is slowly trying to rebuild our down town. (but I haven't had much work with them lately..) I currently, as I type this, am in a diaper, while sucking my paci I'm still a lil' shy when it comes to sharing my sexual activities, but I kinda have the urge to. I can't even remember how far back it's been when I wanted to be diapered.. So that kinda gives you an idea that I've basically had these feelings all my life. I use to be extremely embarrassed about it, I never even thought about telling anyone! The first time I ever talked to anyone about I was in Highschool. I think it was my senior year was the first time I told someone. It was my girlfriend of the time. I was to shy to tell her in person.. so I texted it to her. well, she kinda wanted it from me. She's always known that I had a fetish, and she wanted to know. After I sent her that text, our relationship started falling apart. That kinda made me never want to tell anyone ever again.. But I got over her, then I met another girl. I told her fairly quickly, and she was ok with it, but not too open. She didn't want to do much, but I was cool with it. After that relationship ended, I become more open with it, and started telling more people. I've never told a guy though.. I've started telling some of my close friends about it, they both seem pretty interested, and one even teases me which really makes me feel.. idk, happy! The last relationship I was in was the most active. Once I told her, we started getting a little bit too handsy. We did quite of bit of stuff, she's the first, and still last to diaper me, give me a bottle, and put a paci in my mouth. It was real soothing, and I felt real close to her. It was a great feeling playing with someone who enjoyed it almost as much as I do! I finally got to diaper her (her decision) and I got to treat her like a baby. It was quite simply amazing being the 'daddy'. Well I kinda got carried away on this post, but I just love to talk about this. If you read all of this, then I thank you If you would like to know more, I'm totally open to talking about anything Thank you for reading!

This is my first post, I've only told vary few about my fantasies. But I've never talked to, nor met anyone that has the same secret as I. I thought I would try here first. I really just want someone to talk to. I have had a couple of close friends, and girlfriends that I have told, and indulged with. They all were understanding, but I just want to talk to someone else that knows about this quite personally.