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Heck yea love this one as much if not more than the first one.

I want to thank everyone for their kind words and encouragement over the past few days. Thursday was his funeral and thankfully my Unit let me take leave extremely fast so that i could go home and be there for that. It was a very emotional trip home but it did help me out a lot I haven't cried since the funeral. Im not sure if that is because i finally got to say my good bye to him, time, or the late nights of drinking we did back home just sitting around talking about all the crazy stuff we used to do with him either way it has made me feel amazingly better.

Yea it was the first time I had ever made a video like that and i didnt open up the image files before i added them so it added the thumbnail images as the ones on there if that makes any sense. Thanks for enjoying the song.

Thank you everyone very much. The visitation and funeral is this weds and thursday, so two days of just breakdown crying. but its something that needs to happen.

Thank you both very much for your kind words.

Timothy by As Cities Burn.

I play guitar and sing. This is one of my songs let me know what you think.

I was driving home yesterday when a friend of mine sent me a message on Facebook that said "Call me ASAP". In the back of my mind i thought to myself something must have happened to my best friend but figured it was something trivial. When i called him he was very quiet at first and then began to tell me that my best friend had just killed himself. This was the person who helped me become the man i am today, he was my brother the person who i hung out with every day before i joined the Army he was actually the person who talked me into the joining which has been the best thing in my life. I owed everything to him and every time i went home on leave i spent the whole time hanging out with him catching up on whats been going on drinking and talking about girls, our lives, and out future. He was the person who could talk me into doing the stupidest things in the world, the reason for my first concussion, my first over night stay in a hospital, my first vice, and so much more. Iv never lost someone close to me much less my best friend a person that I made the best memories of my life with. Iv never cried like this before and i don't even know what to do. I tried to call his dad today and couldn't stop crying after dialing the number long enough to connect the call. Sorry for rambling and what not just needed to write out some of the things.

For those of you who don't want to read lol.

Haha for someone who says "I myself have no interest in the fetishes posted here" he sure does have a lot of AB stuff and most of them captioned.

I do love me some zombies as well. But i will have to say MW3 took me a while to like but its not bad.

Yea thankfully through all the tests i have had run they have ruled out an heart problems which is a relief, they are starting to think that i damaged alot of the muscles in that area and im starting physical therapy

Yea I'm going to go make another appointment in Monday. I'm sure there starting to hate me up there but nothing they have given me has made this better they gave me some steroid pack the other day. I feel good until the Percocet wears off then that beautiful pain comes right back. I guess I now know why its called a medical practice. But then again like house you have to mark things off your list and just kind of guess if you are right in a field like that not trying to say anything bad about drs I just hope they can figure out what's wrong with me soon I don't want to be stuck on pain meds too much longer bc if I am I know the military will just kick me out like they do everyone else that gets hurt especially with the fact that they are trying to cut us down so much I don't need to be giving them a reason to give me the boot I love my job.

Yea it wasn't the smartest thing Iv ever done waiting a month but I thought I had just pulled a muscle at first and it would go away but it never did then last week I was at work and for about 10 min it felt like someone was just constantly stabbing me in the chest so I figured it was time to go to the dr. I always get nervous going to the dr they always make me feel like I'm saying the wrong thing.

Thank you i didnt even think of that i mean i do have pain under my shoulder blade as well cant believe i didnt think of this. I swear i turn 25 on tuesday and im falling apart lol