WTES

Afraid to do water toys/sports....isn't it addictive?

I am currently and at the present moment wearing Tena's x-tra small tight diapers but I very much enjoy stuffing them full and have wondered about cloth diapers and plastic panties. Are they better, more durable and more satisfying than the pull up kind? Any information would be appreciated. Still trying to learn how to wet myself, any advice there would also be appreciated.