im still at odd in m mind about punnishiment only my self. i still get rock hard think about spanking but truley dread getting a good spanking. iv even found my self begging not to be spank. but then again thats he hoal point of punishment.spanking.
its how my partner made it work.. he a bit of a sado. and im summithif. we have set soild guide line for punishment. i only get spanking for real bad behivier.
such as not cleaning up after myself. . i trule dont like geeting a good spanking but i still keep doing stuff im have aggreaed not to do and truley deserve it..
i dont do it on pourpas. i think ive only mannaged to go 10 days without going over his knee