suzuki2011

So ive never been into the AB side. Ive dabbled in it and stuff but its not there for me and then you have the DL side which is defined as sexual. While diapers did have a sexaul thing for me as I get older it's really a comforting thing now so im not a DL my definition So what am i?

What scoical?

Right she was such a lighthouse for new comers to understand her blog is what helped me find bambino diapers. And I found this site around the same time idk if she helped me find here or it just lined up but that was such a great time

Omg I couldn't sleep tocsave my life last night I think I got like 3-4 hours of sleep even being padded in a Lil kings and a booster didnt help. And I took melatonin and still couldn't sleep

Do yall remember her? She had a blog called iheartdiapers and then it changed to just her name. She used to be so active ive even seen her active on here and then she just dipped. Silent forever. I just randomly thought of her and was like wow there's a name I haven't seen in forever and a half

So I havent wet at night since so itnwas a fluke but im still trying

so I wrote in the bed wetting desire forum that I was trying to start bed wetting, well i did it last night. don't get me wrong this could be a one off thing. right conditions right timing...right phase of the moon lol. That type of thing. but I did it! I've been wearing 247 for a little over a week (I've worn diapers for years and have done a few 247 stents) I've been trying to train myself to wet the bed for about a week. I've never wet the bed before even as a kid I've been told I didn't have that problem. but its always something I wanted to experience. So last week is when I said that I want to start doing this. My first problem was wetting while laying on my side. I am strictly a side sleeper and releasing while on my side has not been easy. I've had to find the right angle and position just to release comfortably on my side. Once I figured out how to release while laying on my side. I essentially had to train myself to need to go at night I woke up a few times in the middle of the night needing to go. So I would wake up and stay laying on my side and pee and go back to sleep. This happened for a bit so last night I drank a soda and a 17 ounce bottle of water before bed. I didn't chug these I drank normally I was watching a few episodes of survivor on tv drinking those and wetting my diaper, so my diaper was slightly wet before going to be but not soaked. so before bed i took 3 melatonin (just 1 extra than my normal dose) so I could get in a deep sleep. and while laying in bed I let what ever pee out that I needed too. just small dribbles/ spurts. and I told my self I have a diaper on, I have a booster and I have a mattress protector. its okay to wet. I repeated this in my head a few times. and i visualized peeing on the toilet. eventually the melatonin did its job and I went to sleep. I woke up this morning and my morning bladder release was a lot smaller than normal and my diaper was heavy!! 🤩😱 now I understand this could be a fluke. it could be a one time thing. but I DID IT!! I WET IN MY SLEEP! 🎉🎉

so i went to bed last night and i woke up with a heavy diaper. and my morning bladder was way less than normal. so im getting there

So i was afraid of leaking but I started using boosters. And ive figured out how to make them tighter helping with the leaking And ive always been a side sleeper only just started really wanting to wet at night so im just starting my "bed wetting training"

So im a side sleeper and im trying to train myself to bedwet and ill wake up in the middle of the night needing to go so I will try and release and go back to sleep. Problem is for some reason because I sleep in the fetal position im having a hard time fully releasing and I think that is whats holding me up from achieving night wetting Any advice. I really want to start bed wetting

Yeah im probably gunna step back for a while. Abd see if DD scratches that itch. I've been on this site for over a decade just not that active. Maybe its time for a switch

It seems everytime I go to the abdl subreddit its all the same. Either newbies asking the same questions (nothing wrong with newbies but it's the same 10 questions asked everyday) or someone asking about the marshmallow trick banana trick or asking what diaper to get. There's no real conversation on there any more. It's really sad I miss engaging with the community but there nothing to engage with May seem rude but that how i feel

i just posted on the main page because i didnt realize this post existed. add me on xbox incpablegamer just tell me your ABDL in a message or somthing

hey i dont know if i can post this here or if it needs to be somehwere else but im looking for firends to game with. i currently have my xbox online not my ps4/5 but you can still ad me on there if you like i like COD GTA but im willing to play what ever i also have game pass on xbox (xbox) SN is incpablegamer (ps4/5) incapablegamer

so ive been abdl for a long long time. and im getting back into my faith (Christianity) but im confused on if it is sinful to wear diapers. obviously diaper porn would be considered sinful but what about just wearing and using them?