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Just wondering if there were any others in the Boise area. Maybe we could meet up?

I do not want to have packages delivered right to my residence, I was wondering if I can have them delivered to the FedEx store then pick them up from there.

I am looking for a mommy in or around Victorville. I am a 22 year old male that likes to be a 2-4 year old little boy that would love a mommy.

Thank you vey much for the input. I feel as if I have separated my two sides now. I just simply turn on my child side when I get home and that has been working to keep both sides happy. But what I still struggle with is that at times I still will shut out my friends to stay home and wear diapers. What I think it is, is that I don't like it when my routine gets interrupted. That may be sort of the better of two evils, and I may learn to live with it and work with it but. Also I am getting better at realizing that my abdl side is not weird but I really struggle in the mornings when I get to work and I think "what would these people think of me if they knew what I did last night? Somebody is probably going to say "who cars what other people think" well I do because I work with these people and I have to interact with them every day.

So I am conflicted. It seems to me that I have almost two personalities. Not really but that is the only way I know how to describe it. I have my kid side and my adult side. My kid side likes to hide from my friends and stay home all day and wear diapers and kids clothing. My adult side comes out every once in a while and that is when I binge. What I need is for my side to DE conflict. This

Went to to Vegas this weekend and came back with a good supply of diapers for a while. I live in the middle of the desert and its hard to get to some where to buy them and then its even harder to work up the courage to do it. If anyone know of a place in so cal around Victorville area that sell some better diapers than Attends breathable that would be awesome.

Thank you guys for the responses I appreciate your input. I was stuck in a rut for a while and now I feel over it. But I do have to address my binge and purge deal I got. But thanks guys for the input much appreciated.

Dont worry i do t feel offended at all i am just looking for something and im not sure what. And im sure i could benefit from seeing a professional. But im just not in the position to see one.

Thank you very much for the replies. It means alot to me because nobody else that i know, know about my AB/DL tendensies. I feel that that is a big part of my depression. Usually when i am alone i feel the best. But right now in sandeigo i see all these other people and it just makes me feel so doen and depressed for many reasons. One amd primarialy because i dont and havnt had a girl friend in over 6 years and im 21. At time i feel that no body really cares about me. The only person that keeps me from offing myself is me because im to damn tough to do tgat, but that doesnt mean that i dont have moments of weakness. Like tonight i drank and i went to the hot tub and sat there by my self and drank for a while. Well i should say i felt alone as there were 8- 10 other people there. I couldnt manage to talk to any of them and it mafe me feel so alone while sitting in the middle of all these people. I was so depressed. There was one guy that actually talked to me. He said that he was a radiologst but i think he was a physcyatrist because sevral times he asked if i was alright and i didnt think i was looking that horrible. On his way out he even stopped to chat with me. That pritty much madd my night. Now this is really tough for me if you really knew me you would know something was really wrong because i am talking about it. And right now i have a suspission that my AB side stems from me wanting to have a wife and children. That probably sounds wierd but thats what i feel like right now. I really appreciate the responses as i reall have nobody i can talk to about this stuff.

I believe i am addicted and depressed. Where i currently live affords me no opportunity to buy or use diapers but i recently went on "vacation" to SanDiego and i paid over $70 just for under jams and depend real fit. When i finally have the opportunity to wear i do but i feel that i shouldn't because i don't need to and not mention that i spent another $27 dollars in the gift shop on a Huggies little movers 2 pack baby oil and baby powder just in hopes that the gift shop girl would notice me. I feel that this is the only place that i can open up to seeing as how no one else know about my addiction.

Excellent so nobody knows anyplace to buy diapers. And im talking like Abena or Cloth diapers. And there is nobody in vegas. Great community

I will be in Las Vegas next week and was just wondering about the best places to buy diaper either cloth or disposable. Maybe meet some fellow AB/DL too.

Normally i just wear goodnights for the feeling of wearing somthing that resemble a diaper and it makes me feel like a toddler in traingpants. But anyway i was on my way home and i stoped at a gas station to go pee and get gas, but the gas station was closed so i just started to fill up and i could feel the urge to pee getting worse and it finally let go and i thought that i was going to have a leaky pullup, but some how it held a very large wetting. It was an awsome time becuase it was the first time that i actually needed a diaper and it worked. Thank for reading just thought that i would share that.